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Suffocated.

It is very suffocating to have parents who's demanding and religious. It is as if, you don't have your own life. They have high expectations and expect us to follow it. Name it God's way or A Good Child's way but at the end of the day, isn't it up to my choice to live and learn about life myself? I know they have been through thicks and thins but me too, I would like to experience something by myself. And when you can't live your life at its fullest, it makes you feel unappreciated, unmotivated, unwanted. No, I can't think of it any other ways except accepting it. Cultures and stereotypes suffocate me. It's weird when all you can to is to live up to those stuff when you know you do not want to. Still, all you can do is look down and accept it. Is there any other ways I can get to live my own life?

#famshitt #fml

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your heart beats, no matter how much pain you’re in

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And I wonder why it stills beating after all these times... #f

The longer it takes, the more regrets it makes. #f

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Always. #f

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ไร้สาระ. นำพาแต่เรื่องน่าปวดหัวตลอด. เมื่อไหร่จะคิดได้ว่าโตจนมีผัวได้แล้วขนาดนี้ ทำไมต้องสร้างความลำบาก สร้างภาระ สร้างความรำคาญให้คนอื่นตลอด ว่างหาผัวได้ก้ต้องว่างจัดการเรื่องของตัวเองด้วยสิ ถ้าทำไม่ได้ก้ควรสำเหนียกตัวเองนะว่าผัวน่ะก้ไม่ต้องมีมันหรอก เอาตัวเองให้เจริญก่อนเถอะนะ

#f #s

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Accurate

Anything but appreciation. #F

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Bitch B. please.

Just diss out a frd today who kept on calling me on my fucked up line trying to get me to prep talk him on how to get his gurl back when she treats him like he's her dog robot. And no matter what I say, he'll keep on doing what he wants to do which is the things he wanted me to say to make him justify himself but I didnt say it, i just didnt say anything at all cus I'm too tired to listen to his redundant bull crap of 1 months all over and over yup with me on my period, lack of both nicotine and caffeine, I just told him to stop. To cut it out. Don't say anything anymore just, stop. Then he was like please Ma I just need someone to listen to me. Thats when I'm done lol didnt say it out straight but all I say was that u know today is my birthday right? And he froze he's like oh i didnt know and im like u know I'm not free to listen to this right? And I still pick up ur call thought it was something important but here we are same place as we are at ur 12pm call earlier and we tlkd for abt 2 hrs so whats the point on me listening to this crap again? So he kept on saying he's sorry and happy birthday to me and all I said back was just thats it. I'm hanging up. He was about to cry and begged me not to hang up but I'm like so what? I'm here with people who came over for my bday and u want me to listen to ur sob stories? Like hell I will! Man I'm so fucking pissed about this frd. Like how dare you, I'm not ur fucking therapist, I'm ur friend for fuck sakes. I know I was rude but when I heard the first thing he said was abt how he regret making that decision that he called me for 2 fucking hours for advice and I told him no dont do it, it'll make u go back into the loop but he still up and fucking do it anyway and now he wants to call me back to help him easy way out his decisions, not caring what I'm doing or where I'm at or what the fucking ever, I'm amazed how these ppl can run over you like a truck and doesnt give a flying fuck when they're having the time of their lifes. I'm just gonna borrow Maya's phrase that I'm in love with the most rn, " OFF YOU FUCK."