Stuff, ranting and general upset not under a cut because people need to read this.
For the past few days, Iāve been posting a lot of ooc stuff and while I said that I would stop, I donāt see why I should. The DA fandom has a huge problem with putting pressure on people, only to then blame the individual RPer/mun when things donāt go as the fandom expect they should.
Iām tired of being held to standards I donāt even know exist. Iām tired of people not even replying to my messages because the mun of the blog thinks theyāre too ~*popular*~ to even think about me, since Iām so small and so fucking shit. Yeah, I donāt have thousands of followers, but that doesnāt make you any better than me.
The DA fandom also has a huge problem with being incredibly clique-y. People have RP āgroupsā and Maker forbid if you try to RP with someone in an RP group; youāll be shot down faster than you can even apologise, making you feel bloody terrible for even existing.
I find it incredibly hard to make friends anyway, but with the way the DA fandom police who can be friends with who, and with people thinking theyāre too popular to even talk to me, I feel incredibly ostracised in a place where I should feel happy because itās my hobby.
Itās been said before, but because people donāt seem to take any notice, Iāll say it again; the DA fandom need to check themselves and bring themselves down a peg or two. Youāre not superior, youāre not better, and youāre definitely not nice people. Iām lucky that Iāve found a few good people that genuinely care, but the majority of people have simply ignored me, or even told me not to talk to them again, like some kind of jumped up celebrity.
Iām tired of being told Iām not good enough, or that Iām manipulating people, or that my Inquisitor is a Mary Sue, or that my Inquisitor isnāt canon enough because heās scared of the Breach. Iām tired of being told what I can and canāt do with my own character, because Iām copying someone elseās idea, or my ideas arenāt original enough, or that my headcanons for Ishall are too similar to someone elseās.
Iām tired of the DA fandom and Iāve toyed with the idea of deleting this blog so many times. Check yourselves, fandom. Youāre not superior, in anyway. Youāre one of the worst fandoms Iāve ever been in, mostly due to your treatment of the ālittle guysā in the fandom. If someone isnāt an RP blog with thousands of followers, or a well known artist or writer, you donāt want to even know about them.
Fuck you, DA fandom. Fuck you for making me, and hundreds of others, feel inadequate, simply for existing.
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