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Hi! I’m Cinna/Russo. This is my blog for posting shorter headcanons, character development, some sketches, short fic (and longer fic linked to my Ao3).

I’m 21+ and use they/them or he/him pronouns.

Requests for headcanons and short fic are always welcome! I’ll take requests for anything, but some of my favourite characters and pairings are below.

All of my headcanons, worldbuilding, and meta are free for anyone to use or build off of, with or without credit.

My AO3

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Characters:

Maedhros

Mairon

Elrond

Maeglin

Gandalf

Faramir

Celebrimbor

Fingon

Glorfindel

Gil-Galad

Ships:

Maedhros/Fingon

Faramir/Eowyn

Gil-Galad/Elrond/Celebrían

Glorfindel/Ecthelion

Celebrimbor/Annatar (past)

Melkor/Mairon**

Idril/Tuor

Beren/Lúthien

Túrin/Beleg

Maeglin/Celebrimbor

Maeglin/Celebrimbor/Mairon*

Honorable mention goes to Everyone/Therapy.

This list is by no means exhaustive, especially the favourite character list because I love probably a good half of Tolkien characters at least. I just figured I’d write down some of the things I’m into. Also feel free to request I write or doodle about any of the above at any time!

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*In my ficverse as endgame

**In the beginning (Y.T. before Melkor’s captivity), it deteriorates later into something that exists in my hcverse but I don’t necessarily “ship” it for anything but story purposes.

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Disclaimer about my discussions of trauma and its aftermath below:

Disclaimer: I am a survivor of serious trauma and abuse (diagnosed ptsd and c-ptsd), and I use characters, specifically Maedhros, as a way to process and help me in my recovery. I write a lot about this, frequently drawing on my own experiences as a survivor, and may at times deal with heavy topics. All of these will be tagged accordingly, and will mainly focus on the effects of torture, abuse, and neglect on the mind and body, and life overall, either during or after the trauma occurs. These specific metas/headcanons can be found in the tags “condemned to live” for mid-trauma and “the shadow of pain” for post-trauma and recovery. As these topics are heavy and, frequently, very personal to me, I ask that, while reblogs and comments on these writings are alright and encouraged, that those who interact with posts in these tags be respectful. I also have the tags “Maedhros in Angband” and “Life in Angband,” which, while they do draw on my experiences, are not so personal to me as those in the other tags. These are more wordbuilding and character-development focused.

I will not tolerate any fetishisation, glorification, or making light of the topics I discuss in these areas.

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@ Everyone following this blog who still wants to see me stuff: I’ve remade! Follow me @maitarussa !

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@ Everyone following this blog who still wants to see me stuff: I’ve remade! Follow me @maitarussa !

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I am moving blogs! Changing my main blog and doing some rebranding. Follow me @maitarussa ! It’s still under construction, but I have many new things ready to post once I’ve finished it.

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I am moving blogs! Changing my main blog and doing some rebranding. Follow me @maitarussa ! It’s still under construction, but I have many new things ready to post once I’ve finished it.

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I am moving blogs! Changing my main blog and doing some rebranding. Follow me @maitarussa ! It’s still under construction, but I have many new things ready to post once I’ve finished it.

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I am moving blogs! Changing my main blog and doing some rebranding. Follow me @maitarussa ! It’s still under construction, but I have many new things ready to post once I’ve finished it.

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I am moving blogs! Changing my main blog and doing some rebranding. Follow me @maitarussa ! It’s still under construction, but I have many new things ready to post once I’ve finished it.

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I am moving blogs! Changing my main blog and doing some rebranding. Follow me @maitarussa ! It’s still under construction, but I have many new things ready to post once I’ve finished it.

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I am moving blogs! Changing my main blog and doing some rebranding. Follow me @maitarussa ! It’s still under construction, but I have many new things ready to post once I’ve finished it.

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I am moving blogs! Changing my main blog and doing some rebranding. Follow me @maitarussa ! It’s still under construction, but I have many new things ready to post once I’ve finished it.

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I am moving blogs! Changing my main blog and doing some rebranding. Follow me @maitarussa ! It’s still under construction, but I have many new things ready to post once I’ve finished it.

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I am moving blogs! Changing my main blog and doing some rebranding. Follow me @maitarussa ! It’s still under construction, but I have many new things ready to post once I’ve finished it.

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I am moving blogs! Changing my main blog and doing some rebranding. Follow me @maitarussa ! It’s still under construction, but I have many new things ready to post once I’ve finished it.

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I am moving blogs! Changing my main blog and doing some rebranding. Follow me @maitarussa ! It’s still under construction, but I have many new things ready to post once I’ve finished it.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

BEYOND THE DARKEST NIGHT

PART TWO || CHAPTER I

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Just got back from my own little trip to the Void. Part Two is finally here!! I hope to update this semi-regularly (at least every two weeks). No illustrations for this part, I hope to make illustrations for all chapters once they’re done, for style consistency.

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Chapters: 6/?

Chapter Words: 3,487

Current Total Words: 21,108

Fandom: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings - J. R. R. Tolkien

Rating: Mature

Chapter Warnings: Memory Loss, Referenced Past Character Death, Dissociation

Relationships: Fingon | Findekáno/Maedhros | Maitimo, Gandalf | Mithrandir & Sauron | Mairon, Eärendil & Elrond Peredhel, past Melkor/Mairon

Characters: Fingon | Findekáno, Maedhros | Maitimo, Elrond Peredhel, Eärendil the Mariner (Tolkien), Gandalf | Mithrandir, Sauron | Mairon, Morgoth Bauglir | Melkor, Vala | Valar

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Maedhros Fëanorion is dead, but his spirit came not to the Halls of Waiting— instead, at the breaking of his Oath, he was cast out into the Void.

Fingon, first of the Princes of the Exiles in Mandos, was offered a chance at rebirth and rejected it— choosing instead to wait for Maedhros. Now, he asks to be reborn, and once again he takes on a dangerous quest to save his loved one from torment and loneliness.

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Part Two - I

A great many years after his rebirth, Fingon’s memories have returned to him— and yet, there still seems to be something he does not recall. He is determined to get to the bottom of it.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

BEYOND THE DARKEST NIGHT

PART TWO || CHAPTER I

…

Just got back from my own little trip to the Void. Part Two is finally here!! I hope to update this semi-regularly (at least every two weeks). No illustrations for this part, I hope to make illustrations for all chapters once they’re done, for style consistency.

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Chapters: 6/?

Chapter Words: 3,487

Current Total Words: 21,108

Fandom: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings - J. R. R. Tolkien

Rating: Mature

Chapter Warnings: Memory Loss, Referenced Past Character Death, Dissociation

Relationships: Fingon | Findekáno/Maedhros | Maitimo, Gandalf | Mithrandir & Sauron | Mairon, Eärendil & Elrond Peredhel, past Melkor/Mairon

Characters: Fingon | Findekáno, Maedhros | Maitimo, Elrond Peredhel, Eärendil the Mariner (Tolkien), Gandalf | Mithrandir, Sauron | Mairon, Morgoth Bauglir | Melkor, Vala | Valar

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Maedhros Fëanorion is dead, but his spirit came not to the Halls of Waiting— instead, at the breaking of his Oath, he was cast out into the Void.

Fingon, first of the Princes of the Exiles in Mandos, was offered a chance at rebirth and rejected it— choosing instead to wait for Maedhros. Now, he asks to be reborn, and once again he takes on a dangerous quest to save his loved one from torment and loneliness.

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Part Two - I

A great many years after his rebirth, Fingon’s memories have returned to him— and yet, there still seems to be something he does not recall. He is determined to get to the bottom of it.