name: elijah; birthday: 07/23; things i like: doctor who, bobās burgers, music, bass, singing, acting. more detailed facts: when i get into things, i get very obsessive, like, impairs life decisions obsessive so i constantly think about it and revolve things that i do around it as well. i have a very imitative personality. if i see someone doing one of their personal quirks i often copy it, and therefore have very few personal quirks of my own. (1/8)
i can also be completely closed off and cold no matter the situation. i often think with my head before even considering to think with my heart. my favorite color is a darker blue or a deeper red. i have a fascination with darker things, such as death, or creative forms of suffering. i enjoy almost all music, but most of the music i enjoy has lyrics i enjoy. i rarely ever enjoy a song only for the music, and can hardly listen to any instrumentals. (2/8)
i can handle myself really well with being alone- but i actually also really hate being alone. i can talk to people, but picturing talking to someone important to me will make me very anxious. i have no filter around people i am romantically interested in (unfortunately) and my friends, everyone else i can generally think before i speak. (3/8)
if i mess something up in a conversation i can and will beat myself up for it, with a time limit ranging from an hour to ten years. if i respect someone, or like them, i really enjoy being close to them. however, if youāve ever even looked at me funny iāll get uncomfortable if you get too close to me. people think iām not a hugger because iām always awkward during hugs. depending on the person i actually really do like hugs, i just donāt understand how they work. (4/8)
iām a bit more on the serious, more mature side with my mannerisms. my speaking habit is formal, but also completely informal, but when i get tired i get very childish. if i like someone, i will do absolutely anything to make them happy, and i will give them everything i can. i usually buy them things, (especially food), i never really want anything back, but itās a way for me to try to express fondness (although it can be construed wrong). (5/8)
i have really bad anger issues, but Iām also non-confrontational. i can get irrationally angry over stupid things, and i tend to hold childish grudges. i like to seem tougher than i am. when Iām angry or upset, i donāt tend to say things that arenāt true. iāll aim to hurt, but i wonāt lie. as far as lying, if itās about myself (particularly something really bad) i wonāt say anything. (6/8)
as far as lying, if itās about myself (particularly something really bad) i wonāt say anything. bad like self care stuff, especially because iām pretty bad at remembering things- especially things likeā¦ well, normal person self care. i am a very non-committal person. i also almost never say āneverā or ādefinitelyā because it ties me down. i have this really weird thing with hand holding- i think itās really, really intimate and shouldnāt be taken as lightly as it should. (7/8)
iād probably rate it right below kissing. (my apologies for this being so long, and thank you so much for even taking the time to read it. please take your time on it, i understand if it takes a while. again, thank you.) (8/8)
Wow, hello! Another long one! Itās really no problem if you send in long things like these you guys. I love doing matchups and having more info means less chance of me disappointing you guys whoops. Anywho, thanks so much for stopping by!! As you can tell I took literally five years on it but itās here now (ahhh please donāt hate meee)Ā
Okay, I match you up with our dearest Tokiya! I spent a long time debating on this, so this explanation might go on for a little bit. I thought about matching you up with someone more easygoing and extroverted to sort of cancel out your energy but the more I thought about it, I can totally see you and Tokiya being a really cute couple! It was particularly the last couple parts that really sold it for me. Tokiya is more mature as well, so I like the idea that you guys are only soft with each other. I think he could totally agree on your idea of hand holding as an extremely intimate thing. Heās not really one to be over the top with physical affection, but something like a little kiss on your knuckles while you guys have an intimate moment seems quite sweet and in character for him!Ā
Whenever I think about emotional lyrics, I always think about Tokiyaās songs, so heās the first that came to mind when you talked about your love for music. His songs always seem to have some deeper meaning to them (at least for me) and I think that could have been something that drew you two closer at the start in my eyes.Ā
I can picture you two being the type of couple that spends a lot of time together. Not necessarily with each other as in talking and interacting, but just doing your own thing while being in each otherās company and feeling comfortable with each otherās presence like that? He would know how much you hate being alone, but also know that talking is difficult for you sometimes. You donāt have to be talking to someone to be with them. You could be doing your own thing in your side of the room and he could be doing his. Maybe sometimes you would show him something cool or he would ask for your opinion on what heās working on but most of your time is spent in comfortable silence and I can respect that in a couple.
He likes the fact that you kind of let go of yourself around people youāre comfortable with. Like, showing your childish side when youāre tired or having basically no filter. It makes you interesting and makes him feel that much more special. As for buying him things, he doesnāt need something like that, but itās not like he would ever deny you.Ā
He balances you out in terms of commitment and confrontation. Whenever you guys are angry at each other, he would never let you go to bed like that. Heād want to sit down and talk it out like rational adults even when youāre being stubborn. Itās a lot easier knowing that you would never lie about something, but the fact that you aim to hurt during arguments might hurt him a lot. I can see Tokiya having the most communicative relationship out of the starish boys when he finally realizes he can trust someone. Mostly cause heās the most mature? Like, of course he has his own problems he needs to work through, but heās the most rational and the least likely to have communication problems.Ā
Heās got a great memory, so heās always the one reminding you to take care of yourself or do stuff you need to do. When it comes to anniversaries and important events like that, he has it covered. Heād never be upset at you for forgetting unless it was to take care of yourself.Ā
Other possible matchups include Reiji Kotobuki (heās mature, but a little more problematic than Tokiya. Heād be the first to approach you but take a drive with him and maybe youāll see through the cracks in his facade) and Ittoki Otoya (a more outgoing person as well, but again, heās got some major problems to work through but I think you can both make yourselves better people together. Plus, heās great at giving hugs to people who donāt know how to work hugs!)
I hope this didnāt disappoint and as always have a lovely day!
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