I used to be like you.
I used to want everything.
Know everything.
I still find myself questioning the questionable’s.
I still wish I knew more.
How could you try to forget me?
I think about you.
Wondering what you’re doing.
Who you’re with?
Does this distance serve a true purpose?
Don’t you care to still know me?
Do you not want me still?
I can’t stand being so far away, yet have had you so close.
Thinking of you in the lightest light.
Writing you soothes my running thoughts.
I wish I knew how to change you.
I wish I never thought about changing you.
I realize, I realize, I realize you’ll never change for me, thus I never changing for you.
For exactly that, I changed.
The sacrifice expelled through me.
Born on the day where your eyes first saw.
Your soul & fate was written before me.
You’d never be mine.
A lesson to me & I a lesson to you.
I hate seeing you be there, I hate seeing you smile without me, I hate seeing him smile because of you.
When I’m alone, I remember you more.
I’ve been open to you.
You’ve cut me deeper than, you cut me deeper than any I’ve ever.
You reach out for me, my truth is, I can’t reach back.
Being here for you, being near to you, just being to only be.
My curiosity reigns on the thought of our possibility.
Give me your heart you say.
Give me your love.
Give me your mind.
Give me your time.
Give me your energy.
Give me all of you.
You’ve forgotten me, leaving me to wonder if you truly have, allowing me to destroy myself.
I gave everything about me that was so real, every last minuscule second that carried more matter than our existence.
You promised me, you promised me, you promised me.
Our energy has linked forever, we are forever, minds trapped within this time, never to be set free beyond these moments.
I know you you’ll never forget me, I know.
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