voices in my head

'' He said 'hey', it's alright. If it makes you feel alive..''

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” Thanks babe..” Alyssa mumbled, looking while he took of his clohes, leaving him in boxers, but she doesn’t really care. ” You look hot.” A giggle escaped her mouth as she felt him crawling down next to her, having their faces face to face. She kissed his  nose softly and then his  cheek. ”  Ah.. well.. the thing is.. The movie is called  ’Alyssa  and Benjamin cuddle up and share kisses tonight..’ though..” Slowly traling down his cheek to his  jawline, down to his neck, then slowly back up  leaning her forehead against his.  ”Or.. do you  wanna watch a different movie?  ”

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"You know I always look hot" he whispered and slowly closed his eyes when he felt her lips on his cheek. To Alyssa’s words, Benjamin laughed shortly and shook his head quickly "No, no .. i love that movie" he opened his eyes again and looked straight in Alyssa’s. "Come and get your kisses" he mumbled and softly kissed her, wrapping his arms around her waist, only to pull her closer to his body.

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” Hmm..'' Alyssa groaned softly, pressing more kisses on his cheek, listening to his words, ''You love it huh?'' The brunnette giggled, smirking at his words.She got closer to him and her lips on his, smiling into the kisses. She rolled over so she was lieing on top of him, breaking the kiss for a few seconds. '' I love you.. so much..'' Alyssa whispered, crashing her lips on his again, her fingers stroking the back of his neck softly.

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” Babe..  You don’t have too..” Smiling, Alyssa  poked once in his cheeck, nodding a couple of times after it. As Benjamin grabbed the cup and a  tea bag, she sighed and she wrapped her arms around her middle. ”Okay.. just tea will be fine.. I’ll be upstairs..” Alyssa walked up the stairs, changing herself into comfortable grey jogginsjean and a purple crop top. Crawling into bed, she waited patiently for him to come,  already turning on the tv and zapping through the channels.

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After Benjamin made himself a sandwich, he took the cup with the tea and walked upstairs in the bedroom. With a smile on his lips he entered it and set the sandwich with the cup down on the nightstand. Slowly, the male opened his pants and pulled them off, his shirt he threw after and then crawled to Alyssa in the bed “Now what should we watch?” he mumbled and kissed her cheek softly.

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” Thanks babe..'' Alyssa mumbled, looking while he took of his clohes, leaving him in boxers, but she doesn't really care. '' You look hot.'' A giggle escaped her mouth as she felt him crawling down next to her, having their faces face to face. She kissed his  nose softly and then his  cheek. ''  Ah.. well.. the thing is.. The movie is called  'Alyssa  and Benjamin cuddle up and share kisses tonight..' though..'' Slowly traling down his cheek to his  jawline, down to his neck, then slowly back up  leaning her forehead against his.  ''Or.. do you  wanna watch a different movie?  ''

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” Do whatever you want love, I’m fine with it. ” Pressing her lips  slowly against his for a couple of seconds, she smiled as he talked again. It was like, his voice was like he sang all the time into her ears, which made her smile every day, making her falling in love with him over and over again. ”You really want to eat? To be honest, I’m not really hungry sinds my stomache still kinda  hurts from the stress.. And cuddleling  plus movie watching sounds already great to  me.. But.. if you really are hungry, I  can  make you some?” 

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Now he was worried about her, slowly he placed his hand on her stomach and rubbed over it “From the stress? Love I’m really worried now .. I don’t want to just stand there and know that you’re in pain” he mumbled and shook his head to her last words “I can make a sandwich by myself, you’re going to cuddle up in bed now and I’ll bring you a cup or tea when I come with my sandwich, I don’t accept no, okay?” he smiled a bit and softly kissed her forehead before he turned on the water boiler, taking out a cup and hung a tea bag in it.

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” Babe..  You don't have too..'' Smiling, Alyssa  poked once in his cheeck, nodding a couple of times after it. As Benjamin grabbed the cup and a  tea bag, she sighed and she wrapped her arms around her middle. ''Okay.. just tea will be fine.. I'll be upstairs..'' Alyssa walked up the stairs, changing herself into comfortable grey jogginsjean and a purple crop top. Crawling into bed, she waited patiently for him to come,  already turning on the tv and zapping through the channels.

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” I don’t know.. soon..”  She was paying more attention to make him just feel great and get somehing in return.  Alyssa continued nibbleling on his skin  as she reached down the crook of his neck, smiling against his skin. As she heard  Benjamin talk again,  she  giggled as his hands reached her bum, making her chuckle. ”Don’t.. nasty boy..” Alyssa  grabbed  his  hand and she bit her lowerlip softly.  ” I love you too, so much.. Words can’t even  describe.. ”  Pressing a last few kisses,  she giggled again as she looked back up to Benjamin, seeing three hickeys on his neck. ”Your parents will be asking tomorrow night at dinner what those are..” 

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Benjamin nodded to her words and grinned a bit “Soon .. alright and I’m not nasty babe, I just enjoy to touch whats mine” he chuckled shortly and then looked down at Alyssa “I’ll wear a scarf for dinner, so they won’t see it” he shrugged shortly with his shoulders and moved away from Alyssa. “Now let’s grab something to eat, go upstais and cuddle up in our bed watching a movie or something like that”

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'' Do whatever you want love, I'm fine with it. '' Pressing her lips  slowly against his for a couple of seconds, she smiled as he talked again. It was like, his voice was like he sang all the time into her ears, which made her smile every day, making her falling in love with him over and over again. ''You really want to eat? To be honest, I'm not really hungry sinds my stomache still kinda  hurts from the stress.. And cuddleling  plus movie watching sounds already great to  me.. But.. if you really are hungry, I  can  make you some?'' 

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Feeling the soft kisses slowly being pressed on  her neck, Alyssa moaned  once very softly as she closed her eyes and helt his arms.  Soon, she turned around and wrapped her arms around his neck, giggleling softly. ” I think we should go out for a couple of days..  like.. we can borrow my dads camper and just explore?  Sinds I always wanted to do that once in my life. ” Playfully she pressed kisses on his  cheek down his neck.  As the kisses got longer,  she tried to find his weak spot.  As she found it, she nibbled softly on his skin, leaving a lovebite after.

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His arms were now wrapped around her waist, holding her close when she started to kiss down to his neck “Babe .. that’s an great idea. When should we start?” he asked quietly and let out a soft moan when she found his weak spot. Alyssa knew exactly which body parts she needed to kiss to make Benjamin feel great. His hands slowly slid down to her bum and squeezed it softly “I love you” he whispered and nuzled his face on her neck.

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” I don't know.. soon..''  She was paying more attention to make him just feel great and get somehing in return.  Alyssa continued nibbleling on his skin  as she reached down the crook of his neck, smiling against his skin. As she heard  Benjamin talk again,  she  giggled as his hands reached her bum, making her chuckle. ''Don't.. nasty boy..'' Alyssa  grabbed  his  hand and she bit her lowerlip softly.  '' I love you too, so much.. Words can't even  describe.. ''  Pressing a last few kisses,  she giggled again as she looked back up to Benjamin, seeing three hickeys on his neck. ''Your parents will be asking tomorrow night at dinner what those are..'' 

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”Hmm?” Alyssa muttered. Smiling when he told her what he could give her later. ”We will see..” Chuckleling, she smirked in the kiss, kissing him back with passion, just like it always was. His soft pink lips against hers, was just the best feeling in the world. When he listened to the women, she pressed a kiss on shoulders and did the same thing. *let’s skip after the trip c: * As they got into their apartment, she took of her shoes and jacket and she grabbed  a hairband, doing her hair in  a messy bun  as she walked over to the kitchen.  ”Babe?”

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*alright :D* When they got home again, Benjamin took off his shoes and jacket aswell and followed Alyssa in the kitchen “Yes love?” he asked her quietly and wrapped his arms around her waist from behind, softly kissing over her neck, down to her shoulders. He loved to show her his love through these little actions. With a small smile he took her hands in his own and placed his chin on her shoulder.

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Feeling the soft kisses slowly being pressed on  her neck, Alyssa moaned  once very softly as she closed her eyes and helt his arms.  Soon, she turned around and wrapped her arms around his neck, giggleling softly. '' I think we should go out for a couple of days..  like.. we can borrow my dads camper and just explore?  Sinds I always wanted to do that once in my life. '' Playfully she pressed kisses on his  cheek down his neck.  As the kisses got longer,  she tried to find his weak spot.  As she found it, she nibbled softly on his skin, leaving a lovebite after.

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Feeling  Benajmin close to her, a  smile curled on her lips. ”Ugh, this isn’t fun  anymore..” Wrapping both of her arms  around his waist from the side, cuddleing up to him. ”You’re nice and warm, and cuddly of course.” Smiling, she giggled softly and she just followed  to women as the tour continued.  ”You owe me sometthing later..” Biting her lowerlip softly, she looked up to him and she chuckled  once. ”You’re a lot more interesting then this tour..”

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Benjamin wrapped his arm tight around Alyssa’s shoulders and hold her tight on his chest. “Well let’s see what I can get you later? Maybe a nice cuddle? A sweet kiss? I can cook you something” he told her quietly and kissed her then, lovingly but still intense “Am I?” the male asked quietly, kissing her forehead before turning his attention back to the women.

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''Hmm?'' Alyssa muttered. Smiling when he told her what he could give her later. ''We will see..'' Chuckleling, she smirked in the kiss, kissing him back with passion, just like it always was. His soft pink lips against hers, was just the best feeling in the world. When he listened to the women, she pressed a kiss on shoulders and did the same thing. *let's skip after the trip c: * As they got into their apartment, she took of her shoes and jacket and she grabbed  a hairband, doing her hair in  a messy bun  as she walked over to the kitchen.  ''Babe?''

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Feeling his strong arms wrapped around her from behind, it made her smile weakly. His just made her melt away, moaning very softly as he nibbled on her skin, probadly he left a lovebite there. Nodding slowly, she listening carefully to his words,  making her smile even more. ”Awh, I love you so much.. I’m okay, I promise.” Pressing a kiss on his hand, she walked over to the two persons  who were giving her a  tour. As  it started, she helt onto Benjamin pretty tight, not wanting to leave him at all. ”So, now we are  going to sit on the stairs, and we’re going to record what  we  are asking and listening it back, so we can hear if there is  anyone. ” ”Oh god.” Standing on the stairs, she listened  to the woman asking him questions, already jumping when she heard someone saying ‘leave’ between it. ”They are going to kill me.. ”  

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Once the tour had started, Benjamin squeezed her hand now and then and smiled at her. The male wasn’t scared at all, which was good otherwise he couldn’t be strong for Alyssa when she get’s too scared. When they started to ask him questions, he answered them truthfully and then looked over to her, when he heard his words, which caused him to chuckle shortly “They won’t kill you babe, I’m here to protect you” Benjamin squeezed her hand again and turned back to the two people.

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Feeling  Benajmin close to her, a  smile curled on her lips. ''Ugh, this isn't fun  anymore..'' Wrapping both of her arms  around his waist from the side, cuddleing up to him. ''You're nice and warm, and cuddly of course.'' Smiling, she giggled softly and she just followed  to women as the tour continued.  ''You owe me sometthing later..'' Biting her lowerlip softly, she looked up to him and she chuckled  once. ''You're a lot more interesting then this tour..''

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As Benjamin squeezed her hand softly, she smiled  and she looked  over at him, biting her lowerlip softly. ”  A half hour? Well, okay then.. Hope they aren’t going to freak me out..” Chuckleling softly, Alyssa  glanced back out of the window again,  seeing the lights of the houses passing her, tree’s, even when it was dark. Playing a bit with her fingers, she just waited patiently untill they were there. As soon, she saw a creepy house and two people standing infront of it with weird stuff in their hands. ”Oh  my god..” She stepped out of the car and she wrapped her arms  around her own waist. ”I’m terrified already…” 

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When they finally arrived at the house, Benjamin turned off the engine and got out of the car after Alyssa. Slowly he walked over to her and wrapped his arms around her from behind “We can always leave babe, I won’t force you to do it” softly he kissed down her neck and nibbled at the softly skin under his lips, knowing that she would calm down a bit through this action. “I love you .. that won’t change when we don’t do this, and I’m still happy because I’m with you” he whispered and took her hands in his own.

Feeling his strong arms wrapped around her from behind, it made her smile weakly. His just made her melt away, moaning very softly as he nibbled on her skin, probadly he left a lovebite there. Nodding slowly, she listening carefully to his words,  making her smile even more. ''Awh, I love you so much.. I'm okay, I promise.'' Pressing a kiss on his hand, she walked over to the two persons  who were giving her a  tour. As  it started, she helt onto Benjamin pretty tight, not wanting to leave him at all. ''So, now we are  going to sit on the stairs, and we're going to record what  we  are asking and listening it back, so we can hear if there is  anyone. '' ''Oh god.'' Standing on the stairs, she listened  to the woman asking him questions, already jumping when she heard someone saying 'leave' between it. ''They are going to kill me.. ''  

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          ” Okay, cooool.” Alyssa joked, stepping in the car as she waited for Benjamin to the start it. As he started it, she bit her lowerlip and she looked out of the window. ” Is it a long drive?” The brunette asked softly, looking over at Benjamin, grabbing his hand  and intertwining her fingers with his. ”I’m already getting scared, but it’s going to be interesting.. and having you on my side, is already the best thing ever. Sinds you’re the best thing what is ever happened to me.”  

The male squeezed her hand softly and drove off slowly, looking around a bit “thirty minutes .. it’s out of the city, I searched it on the internet” he told her quietly and looked over at her shortly “I’ll be on your side the whole time we’re there, okay? Don’t you worry” he whispered and lifted their hands up, kissing the back of her hand, before he put them back down and drive a bit faster.

As Benjamin squeezed her hand softly, she smiled  and she looked  over at him, biting her lowerlip softly. ''  A half hour? Well, okay then.. Hope they aren't going to freak me out..'' Chuckleling softly, Alyssa  glanced back out of the window again,  seeing the lights of the houses passing her, tree's, even when it was dark. Playing a bit with her fingers, she just waited patiently untill they were there. As soon, she saw a creepy house and two people standing infront of it with weird stuff in their hands. ''Oh  my god..'' She stepped out of the car and she wrapped her arms  around her own waist. ''I'm terrified already...'' 

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When he kissed her briefly, she pressed a last kiss on his cheek. ”You’re such cute person.” Giggleling softly, she sighed softly and she nodded. ” Okay okay.. be right back.” Alyssa walked towards the room they shared, she grabbed an old grey sweater, and of course her black vans. Also, she grabbed her black leather jacket. Walking down the hallway, she smiled at Benajmin, a smirk crossing her face. ”Okay.. I’m ready.. shall we? ”

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While Alyssa was getting ready, Benjamin pulled on his black boots and took his jacket from the stairs, where he always placed it when he comes home. When he saw Alyssa, he smiled widely and took the car keys and his phone “Alright .. then let’s go” he slowly walked out of the house and staight to the car on the street, opening it.

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          '' Okay, cooool.'' Alyssa joked, stepping in the car as she waited for Benjamin to the start it. As he started it, she bit her lowerlip and she looked out of the window. '' Is it a long drive?'' The brunette asked softly, looking over at Benjamin, grabbing his hand  and intertwining her fingers with his. ''I'm already getting scared, but it's going to be interesting.. and having you on my side, is already the best thing ever. Sinds you're the best thing what is ever happened to me.''  

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          “ Yeah.. I know..” A smile curled on her lips as he stroked her cheek, making her feel just really comfortable around him. ” You know what? Why not? I’ll just put a comfortable sweater and some shoes on,  so we can leave okay? I know you like these kind of stuff and I just want you to be happy..” Pressing a soft kiss on his lips while he had his eyes closed, she giggled softly. ”But.. promise me you won’t leave me..”

Benjamin smiled and nodded to her words “Don’t forget the jacket, they said it could get really cold tonight” he tol her and looked in her eyes “Alyssa, why should I leave you? I love you and I never leave you, okay?” he whispered and kissed her shortly, but lovingly. “Now go and get dressed” smiled and took a step back after their lips separated.

When he kissed her briefly, she pressed a last kiss on his cheek. ''You're such cute person.'' Giggleling softly, she sighed softly and she nodded. '' Okay okay.. be right back.'' Alyssa walked towards the room they shared, she grabbed an old grey sweater, and of course her black vans. Also, she grabbed her black leather jacket. Walking down the hallway, she smiled at Benajmin, a smirk crossing her face. ''Okay.. I'm ready.. shall we? ''

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"Honey, it’s something different then all the other dates. I’m not going to force you to do this, you know that right?" the male stroked over her cheek and looked in her eyes "Wen can leave if you want" carefully he kissed her forehead and closed his eyes for a short moment.

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          “ Yeah.. I know..'' A smile curled on her lips as he stroked her cheek, making her feel just really comfortable around him. '' You know what? Why not? I'll just put a comfortable sweater and some shoes on,  so we can leave okay? I know you like these kind of stuff and I just want you to be happy..'' Pressing a soft kiss on his lips while he had his eyes closed, she giggled softly. ''But.. promise me you won't leave me..''

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          “ Babe? Are you kidding me? You seriously want to take me out on a  haunted house date with mediums and such serounded by us? Telling us how this house is so haunted? I don't know..I'll probadly let go of your hand and run away..''