Maxim

Curious are we? Don't worry, I'm 23 years old. She/They. MDNI!

[maksimaksie]

THIS IS RP BLOG FOR MY OC MAX MADSON

INTRO

Max is non-binary, goes by they/them, they're 24 years old, pisces, INFP, they are Armenian-Canadian.

Max has anxiety disorder diagnosis since childhood and several phobias (acrophobia, arachnophobia, astraphobia and trypanophobia.) Max had several surgeries done before, Cleft lip surgery and also appendix removal. (They're insecure about the surgery scar on their lip.) They live on their own in an apartment they got with their best friend after moving to another city with her a year ago, their best friend is their neighbor so they aren't completely alone, but they stay over at their best friend's place most of the time due to needing comfort from her. Max works at a salon with their best friend as a hair stylist and their best friend is a nail tech.

Max is very shy when it comes to talking to strangers in real life and they only usually talk to strangers online. Even if they ran into someone they know online outside, they'd probably not talk to them. Especially if the person seems to be busy.

Max did have a chance to meet up with an online friend months ago, but they ditched the said online friend, they never got to know what their friend looked like. (So yes, they're the person who ditched Ren, the cause of everything.) Max feels guilt over what they did, especially because they haven't heard from him in MONTHS.

And since this takes place in YKMET universe...

WARNING FOR VIOLENCE, ABUSE AND THINGS AS SUCH!

Roleplay Info/Rules

NSFW is somewhat allowed, it's DMs only and as long as you ask me about it in DMs beforehand.

Feel free to DM for roleplay or ask Max anything. I don't mind if someone wants to play as their best friend also. (But keep in mind that Max's best friend is a girl around their age.)

ABSOLUTELY NO MINORS ALLOWED! This should go without saying, But... If I find out any of you who follow or interact with this account or my Ren account, I'll block you. This also isn't a pass for you to lie to me about your age either, simply DO NOT INTERACT WITH ME! (Or even the fandom actually, it's for your best to not engage with this fandom.)

- Max

[kittenchandesu]

Another odd dream, huh? I keep having dreams involving my roommate and anime that I watch.

[maksimaksie]

And what was it this time? What or who was I in your dream?

[maksimaksie]

Ren is being so odd today, I'm not sure why.

[kittenchandesu]

I had an odd dream about my roommate Maxim where she were a cat beast kin and... had no tail.

[maksimaksie]

HUUHH???

[maksimaksie]

I keep having nightmares and then I wake up so tired that I want to go back to sleep, but at the same time... I'm terrified of having nightmares again.

[xchloroformedheartx]

"H-Huh... Wh-What's going on... Where am I? Who are you?!" *Maxim struggled against the bonds, looking around for some kind of an answer.*

Someone you wished you never ran into...

[maksimaksie]

*Maxim let out a frustrated groan and tried to get free of the bonds holding them in place once again.* "Why- C-Can you at least explain why you took me here?" *They shouted while they continued to struggle, now in a rather irritated mood. Then they realized they should probably not shout, but that they shouldn't show any fear either.*

"W-What did I even do? I don't know who you are..." *They stuttered while shaking and panting, trying to pretend they weren't as afraid as they were to get more answers, they put their knees together as they stared at him with a terrified expression once again.*

[xchloroformedheartx]

They raised their brow for a moment or two. A small roll of their eyes, the mask glowing in the darkness, the monitors dimly lighting the place as he exhaled. He was cold to the stare, emotionless asif he couldn't care less who was infront of him.

His half lidded gaze bore into the soul, into the irises. He was empty. Completely.

You won't really ever know me either. I prefer to keep it that way.

He eyed the chains on the other.

[maksimaksie]

*Maxim slightly scooted backwards, even when they were telling themself in their mind to not act afraid. They began to hyperventilate, unable to control their own emotions already, they tried to take slower, deeper breaths, but the terrifying thoughts in their head were making it difficult to do so.* "What... What's going to happen, what are you going to do to me?" *Maxim questioned again, trying to sound at least a little bit less terrified than they were,*

[xchloroformedheartx]

Isn't it obvious? I'm going to kill you. I'm going to make sure you wished you never crossed my path. Caught my eye. You get the idea don't you? He wagged his knife around, beautiful and graceful as ever. They slowly pressed the tip of it against that neck. The chains holding the other firmly in place not letting them go far at all.

Besides....Everyones watching, waiting.

He gestures to the monitors behind him.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim swallowed their own saliva with a heavy gulping sound as they finally realized what was going on, they felt cold sweat forming on their skin and a cold chill go down their spine. They were going to die... But the worst part? People were watching, but even then, nobody would come and save them.

For short moment they were silent, then after a while they looked back up at him, with fear in their eyes. "W-Wh... Why?! Did I... Did I do something to hurt you... Or... Or someone close to you?" They began to anxiously question him, they were too terrified to pretend not to be anymore.

"What did I do to deserve this?" They mumbled the question as tears welled up in their eyes, they were now crying while hanging their head low, not wanting to be seen crying by them, but the sounds of their own sobs were giving them away.

[xchloroformedheartx]

You didn't do anything sweetheart, nothing at all but catching my eyes. It's unfair isn't it? To do nothing at all and wake up in this place.

He tugs the chains hard, tugging her back into place. The chains bitinto ankles and wrists, they were straining before but now? Even more so.

You should think yourself lucky that you ran into me and not....Well the others. The other's would have probably killed you straight the way but me? I like to hold onto people for as long as possible, making sure they live long and painful lives.

Don't cry. Our time together will be perfect, no?

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked even more terrified, more-so than before. They had hoped they'd at least get a quick death, if not a painless one, but they knew deep down that wouldn't be true. Still, the confirmation just made them even more terrified, they wished they'd never cross paths with them. "I had... I had finally gotten the life I wanted... This is so unfair." They muttered under their breath between sniffles while trying to stop their crying, they were completely hopeless by this point, already in utter and complete despair.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Life is cruel, life is unfair. You just have to accept that unfortunately. We don't get the happy endings, we don't get the enjoyments we thought we deserve.

You? You aren't anything special. Anything different. You obviously came into my clutches for a mere reason and that reason? He slowly grabbed that chin, directing their head towards the many monitors.

I think you know.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked at the monitors, noticing that there was a chat on the side, they looked back at him after as their lips began to shake, trying to not cry again, unsure if that'd make things worse for them. They wondered just what kinds of people would even watch them get hurt.

"I... I don't. That's the p-problem, I want to know why, w-was it fate o-or..." They stuttered out, they were absolutely terrified knowing what was going to happen to them, but not sure what to do or what to say, not wanting to irritate this stranger that was going to hurt them or the chat even though the end was inevitable. Deep down, they even knew they were dying either way.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Maybe it was terrible karma. What do you think?

He eyed the tears, something that made him smirk terrifyingly under that mask. He slowly lets go of that chin allowing the other to finally move but not without a slice to the cheek from his sharp claws. Those things? Could cut through metal after all. They were weapons themselves. His voice glitched whenever he spoke through that mask.

Don't worry. We are going to have lots of fun together. You and I, cupcake. You and I.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim let out a muffled yelp as he cut through their skin, this was real, this was not a dream. They looked at him in the eyes, their chest rising and falling as they breathed heavily and fast to catch up with their quickened heartbeat.

They began to wonder what action from their past would make them have to face such cruel form of karma, then it flashed in their mind, every single relationship they had where they failed to keep their promises, only one had went without any real consequence or punishment aside from seemingly being ghosted by the person who they had failed to keep a simple promise to.

The one that they stood up. Unintentionally or not, it was still an action bad enough for them to think about it being something that would earn them this karma. Maxim huffed and looked up at him swallowing their saliva heavily once again before opening their mouth to speak again.

More they thought about it, more they realized that he could have not been ghosting them, but he could have had simply had gone missing due to their action. They had thought that it could have been why he had not contacted them since that night before, but they didn't want to believe that it was the outcome. Unintentional or not, if it was the case... Then this was absolutely deserved.

"I... I always thought I was deserving of nothing but pain after... Everyone I have hurt feelings of, intentional or not... Especially after that night." They mumbled quietly, averting their gaze away from him just for a split second, before looking back at him again in fear of upsetting him, they were thinking about this somehow being related to what happened that night. "After I stood him up, even if I didn't mean to..." They continued, but they were hesitant to reveal too much.

[xchloroformedheartx]

That muffled yelp didn't go unoticed, far from such he lingered onto it like sweet poison infecting his veins. He stared with those golden glowing hues, so unatural, more...supernatural almost. That cut caught his attention too, the way the blood just dribbled down along that skin.

He exhaled for a moment, taking a moment to really allow everything to settle in. He didn't care about other promises but this one? This one was meaningful. Maxim sould have never ever stood up someone he cared about, someone he obsessed from a distance. He slowly tilt his head. Pain. Pain they did deserve it, the way the other went around breaking hearts.

He remembered the sadness in that 'stood up' ones face. It hurt them and he understood what that felt like. To be casted aside like trash, discarded like nothing. No one would do anything for him but him? He would do everything to see a smile on that face, even if it meant slaughtering everyone who hurt im mercilessly.

"You stood him up, correct. You care to say why you didn't mean to? Why you did it in the first place hm? Not like it will help much but you can sure try." He got up and walked over to the computers.

"Thank you all for joining me today."

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked confused, 'How did he know him? Did HE ask to have them kidnapped for what they did?' They knew better than to answer to his question with their own questions though, so they just took a deep breath to calmly answer, as calmly as they could anyways. Trying to not get emotional about it. "I... I was anxious, so before our d-" They hesitated to say the word date, they looked downwards. "Before our hangout... I took some of my prescription medicine, it wasn't working fast so I added one more, but..." They paused while, sniffling back their tears. "I got very sleepy and then... I thought I would just nap for a short bit since it was two hours before I'd have to leave to see him... That was a big mistake, because I ended up waking up four hours after." They sniffled back more tears and looked towards where stalker stood.

"I still went to the bar, but by the time I got there... He was gone. It was like whole earth had swallowed him." They began sobbing again, hanging their head down low once again. "I hic... I don't know where he is now... He hasn't texted back since that day." They mumbled more-so to themself, it was like they were saying that to own self.

Suddenly they looked back up at where he was standing with desperation in their gaze. "Do... Do you know where he is, or... Or if he's okay? That's all that matters to me, I just need to know that he's okay." They began to tear up once again, crying for him. They still cared despite what had happened and they had deeply regret their action, even though it was unintentional.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Little did the other know that Ren didn't ask for this, didn't want to have anything happen he knew nothing of this, knew nothing of the stalker his actions and whereabouts. How many people the stalker hurt from Ren being hurt. He could see the twist of emotions going through her eyes. That half lidded golden glowing gaze stayed fixagted on the other.

You slept instead of seeing him. Do you know what he felt? The way he waited so happily for you. God I wish he waited for me that way. You are the lucky one. He waited and waited, he went home late and I watched him walk along in the rain. I wanted to guide him home tell him everything was going to be okay and it was just another fish in the vast ocean of many others.

He isn't okay he doesn't think he's worth much because you stood him up...But don't worry. I'll fix that. I'll fix this. Infact I will be sending this to him.

We are going to have alot of fun together... He slowly slipped his favourite knife from his boot, it was beautiful and had a slight glow from being 'holy' He slowly pressed the tip along her thigh, slowly tracing it upwards allowing the other's blood to pearl and dribble down.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim shamefully looked down at their own thigh while continuing to cry, watching as the knife cut through their flesh. They let out a whine when they felt the tip of the knife cut into their flesh and their blood began seeping out of their wound. Realizing that he would probably see them get punishment made their heart ache even more. They knew they deserved this, but they wondered how he would feel seeing them get hurt like this for the pain they had caused him. "I deserve this and much worse... F-For everything" They mumbled with a low, sorrowful voice. It sounded almost like self-pity, but it wasn't, they truly felt that way in that moment, they hated themself. "I'm so stupid, I deserve this. I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry." They repeated, slightly louder this time, seemingly to themself, they said it over and over. Almost like they also wanted their apologies to be heard, maybe heard by him.

They felt like they deserved this and yet they couldn't help but cry due to how much it hurt, how pathetic.

((OOC: By the way, I'm sorry if I make grammar mistakes, English isn't my first language so...))

[xchloroformedheartx]

(You are doing wonderful <3 don't worry)

You do deserve so much worse. I am glad you are finally seeing it from my point of view. Sorry just isn't quite enough when it comes to someone you care about.

Care about. Is that what he is calling it? The guy is completely obsessed, stalking. He was completely enamoured by the fox. He sighed as he eyed the blood trailing down that thigh.

And I just can't seem to allow anyone to hurt him but myself. You understand that don't you?

He waggles the knife from side to side, allowing the light to capture it, glinting in the light. He slowly hooks their shirt with his knife.

For every painful thing I will be doing to you, we don't need the unecessaries, do we?

That voice was stern, commanding almost as he tugged further and further until the material began to tare.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked down at their own shirt and watched as it tore, they looked terrified. Their stomach felt like it would turn, what was he going to do to them? What did he mean by saying he'd only allow himself to hurt him and were they going to be stabbed in their belly? Many questions popped inside their head.

Once again they began to hyperventilate, their breaths uneven and fast. They began to feel dizzy from fear and anxiety. Their mind was full of so much confusion that it was making them feel sick.

"W-What are... What are you doing now?" They questioned meekly, their lips trembled when they spoke and they teared up once again. They were absolutely terrified and confused. ((OOC: Aww thank you, I try my best.))

[xchloroformedheartx]

(<3 you are certainly fine.)

That hyperventilation caught his grasp. He smirked a little as he slowly ran the knife down between her breasts, catching on the midsection of her lingerie.

He tilt his head.

I plan on torturing you and I can't do that with the clothes in the way. I'll probably carve into you, electrocute, pierce, burn...You get the idea, don't you? Anything you can think of I will probably do it, for my viewers. But most importantly For him.

He sighed and cut the midsection with a quick swift movement, causing the other to no doubt jump a little. A light cut as he caught her skin a little. The pearl of blood dribbling once more.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked down, letting out another defeated sigh. They knew this was well-deserved after everything they did to someone they claimed to love.

"I... I figured as much." They admitted, they could tell it was why they were kidnapped, it was because they had hurt that someone, knowing the fact hurt more than anything.

Maxim made up their mind to not fight him, there was no point to fighting after all. They simply let out a weak whine as the knife caught their skin and scratched deep enough for them to bleed. ((OOC: I'm so sorry that I haven't replied in so long. I've been dealing with some stuff irl so...))

[xchloroformedheartx]

(If you ever need to talk im here for you.) What's the matter? You give up? You don't want to fight for your life? Maybe you really don't deserve it.

That knife dug in deeper, cutting along. The camera's still positioned pointing to them.

I hope this makes him feel much better. He deserves to feel good, doesn't he? The fallen seraphim grabbed her roughly by the chin and directed her face so the camera's could record every tear drop in high definition.

Say it.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim just sniffled in response, whimpering in pain when she felt the knife cut deeper, they looked into the camera with tired eyes filled with tears, they had fully given up. Besides, they knew that in a way, he was right.

"He deserves to feel good... After everything I caused him." They stated with a defeated, tired tone.

[maksimaksie]

((OOC: I forgot to add this earlier, @xchloroformedheartx but I wanna say I'm very thankful. I'll keep that in mind, you're very kind. (TwT) Thank you again!))

[xchloroformedheartx]

(no problem <3 you are welcome to dm anytime.) A small content hum as he tilt his head.

Hear that Ren? She's sorry...But ....I don't forgive her.

He slowly slipped the knife into that mouth, slicing into the tongue lightly allowing her to taste the blood, the iron on her tongue. He kept hold of her chin with his free hand. A stern look.

I wonder....What noises you will make if i start cutting you into tiny pieces...

[maksimaksie]

((OOC: Thank you again! ( ˊᵕˋ ))) Maxim let out a muffled whine, tearing up, looking at him in horror as the agonizing pain came. The taste of their own blood was the only thing they could taste, they were shaking and trembling. "Gh... Wuh..." They realized they couldn't speak, they looked horrified, they couldn't even answer. They let out a pathetic noise out instead.

[maksimaksie]

((OOC: I have been inactive on these roleplay blogs due to being busy with some stuff and also due to being disoriented from sudden rise in heat, I'm unsure why the weather affects me this much but... Sadly it does.)) -Max

[maksimaksie]

((OOC: It's also that today I had to go and see my relatives and when I got home I had to do some chores. I'll try to be more active despite my circumstances.)) -Max

[maksimaksie]

((OOC: I have been inactive on these roleplay blogs due to being busy with some stuff and also due to being disoriented from sudden rise in heat, I'm unsure why the weather affects me this much but... Sadly it does.)) -Max

[xchloroformedheartx]

"H-Huh... Wh-What's going on... Where am I? Who are you?!" *Maxim struggled against the bonds, looking around for some kind of an answer.*

Someone you wished you never ran into...

[maksimaksie]

*Maxim let out a frustrated groan and tried to get free of the bonds holding them in place once again.* "Why- C-Can you at least explain why you took me here?" *They shouted while they continued to struggle, now in a rather irritated mood. Then they realized they should probably not shout, but that they shouldn't show any fear either.*

"W-What did I even do? I don't know who you are..." *They stuttered while shaking and panting, trying to pretend they weren't as afraid as they were to get more answers, they put their knees together as they stared at him with a terrified expression once again.*

[xchloroformedheartx]

They raised their brow for a moment or two. A small roll of their eyes, the mask glowing in the darkness, the monitors dimly lighting the place as he exhaled. He was cold to the stare, emotionless asif he couldn't care less who was infront of him.

His half lidded gaze bore into the soul, into the irises. He was empty. Completely.

You won't really ever know me either. I prefer to keep it that way.

He eyed the chains on the other.

[maksimaksie]

*Maxim slightly scooted backwards, even when they were telling themself in their mind to not act afraid. They began to hyperventilate, unable to control their own emotions already, they tried to take slower, deeper breaths, but the terrifying thoughts in their head were making it difficult to do so.* "What... What's going to happen, what are you going to do to me?" *Maxim questioned again, trying to sound at least a little bit less terrified than they were,*

[xchloroformedheartx]

Isn't it obvious? I'm going to kill you. I'm going to make sure you wished you never crossed my path. Caught my eye. You get the idea don't you? He wagged his knife around, beautiful and graceful as ever. They slowly pressed the tip of it against that neck. The chains holding the other firmly in place not letting them go far at all.

Besides....Everyones watching, waiting.

He gestures to the monitors behind him.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim swallowed their own saliva with a heavy gulping sound as they finally realized what was going on, they felt cold sweat forming on their skin and a cold chill go down their spine. They were going to die... But the worst part? People were watching, but even then, nobody would come and save them.

For short moment they were silent, then after a while they looked back up at him, with fear in their eyes. "W-Wh... Why?! Did I... Did I do something to hurt you... Or... Or someone close to you?" They began to anxiously question him, they were too terrified to pretend not to be anymore.

"What did I do to deserve this?" They mumbled the question as tears welled up in their eyes, they were now crying while hanging their head low, not wanting to be seen crying by them, but the sounds of their own sobs were giving them away.

[xchloroformedheartx]

You didn't do anything sweetheart, nothing at all but catching my eyes. It's unfair isn't it? To do nothing at all and wake up in this place.

He tugs the chains hard, tugging her back into place. The chains bitinto ankles and wrists, they were straining before but now? Even more so.

You should think yourself lucky that you ran into me and not....Well the others. The other's would have probably killed you straight the way but me? I like to hold onto people for as long as possible, making sure they live long and painful lives.

Don't cry. Our time together will be perfect, no?

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked even more terrified, more-so than before. They had hoped they'd at least get a quick death, if not a painless one, but they knew deep down that wouldn't be true. Still, the confirmation just made them even more terrified, they wished they'd never cross paths with them. "I had... I had finally gotten the life I wanted... This is so unfair." They muttered under their breath between sniffles while trying to stop their crying, they were completely hopeless by this point, already in utter and complete despair.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Life is cruel, life is unfair. You just have to accept that unfortunately. We don't get the happy endings, we don't get the enjoyments we thought we deserve.

You? You aren't anything special. Anything different. You obviously came into my clutches for a mere reason and that reason? He slowly grabbed that chin, directing their head towards the many monitors.

I think you know.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked at the monitors, noticing that there was a chat on the side, they looked back at him after as their lips began to shake, trying to not cry again, unsure if that'd make things worse for them. They wondered just what kinds of people would even watch them get hurt.

"I... I don't. That's the p-problem, I want to know why, w-was it fate o-or..." They stuttered out, they were absolutely terrified knowing what was going to happen to them, but not sure what to do or what to say, not wanting to irritate this stranger that was going to hurt them or the chat even though the end was inevitable. Deep down, they even knew they were dying either way.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Maybe it was terrible karma. What do you think?

He eyed the tears, something that made him smirk terrifyingly under that mask. He slowly lets go of that chin allowing the other to finally move but not without a slice to the cheek from his sharp claws. Those things? Could cut through metal after all. They were weapons themselves. His voice glitched whenever he spoke through that mask.

Don't worry. We are going to have lots of fun together. You and I, cupcake. You and I.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim let out a muffled yelp as he cut through their skin, this was real, this was not a dream. They looked at him in the eyes, their chest rising and falling as they breathed heavily and fast to catch up with their quickened heartbeat.

They began to wonder what action from their past would make them have to face such cruel form of karma, then it flashed in their mind, every single relationship they had where they failed to keep their promises, only one had went without any real consequence or punishment aside from seemingly being ghosted by the person who they had failed to keep a simple promise to.

The one that they stood up. Unintentionally or not, it was still an action bad enough for them to think about it being something that would earn them this karma. Maxim huffed and looked up at him swallowing their saliva heavily once again before opening their mouth to speak again.

More they thought about it, more they realized that he could have not been ghosting them, but he could have had simply had gone missing due to their action. They had thought that it could have been why he had not contacted them since that night before, but they didn't want to believe that it was the outcome. Unintentional or not, if it was the case... Then this was absolutely deserved.

"I... I always thought I was deserving of nothing but pain after... Everyone I have hurt feelings of, intentional or not... Especially after that night." They mumbled quietly, averting their gaze away from him just for a split second, before looking back at him again in fear of upsetting him, they were thinking about this somehow being related to what happened that night. "After I stood him up, even if I didn't mean to..." They continued, but they were hesitant to reveal too much.

[xchloroformedheartx]

That muffled yelp didn't go unoticed, far from such he lingered onto it like sweet poison infecting his veins. He stared with those golden glowing hues, so unatural, more...supernatural almost. That cut caught his attention too, the way the blood just dribbled down along that skin.

He exhaled for a moment, taking a moment to really allow everything to settle in. He didn't care about other promises but this one? This one was meaningful. Maxim sould have never ever stood up someone he cared about, someone he obsessed from a distance. He slowly tilt his head. Pain. Pain they did deserve it, the way the other went around breaking hearts.

He remembered the sadness in that 'stood up' ones face. It hurt them and he understood what that felt like. To be casted aside like trash, discarded like nothing. No one would do anything for him but him? He would do everything to see a smile on that face, even if it meant slaughtering everyone who hurt im mercilessly.

"You stood him up, correct. You care to say why you didn't mean to? Why you did it in the first place hm? Not like it will help much but you can sure try." He got up and walked over to the computers.

"Thank you all for joining me today."

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked confused, 'How did he know him? Did HE ask to have them kidnapped for what they did?' They knew better than to answer to his question with their own questions though, so they just took a deep breath to calmly answer, as calmly as they could anyways. Trying to not get emotional about it. "I... I was anxious, so before our d-" They hesitated to say the word date, they looked downwards. "Before our hangout... I took some of my prescription medicine, it wasn't working fast so I added one more, but..." They paused while, sniffling back their tears. "I got very sleepy and then... I thought I would just nap for a short bit since it was two hours before I'd have to leave to see him... That was a big mistake, because I ended up waking up four hours after." They sniffled back more tears and looked towards where stalker stood.

"I still went to the bar, but by the time I got there... He was gone. It was like whole earth had swallowed him." They began sobbing again, hanging their head down low once again. "I hic... I don't know where he is now... He hasn't texted back since that day." They mumbled more-so to themself, it was like they were saying that to own self.

Suddenly they looked back up at where he was standing with desperation in their gaze. "Do... Do you know where he is, or... Or if he's okay? That's all that matters to me, I just need to know that he's okay." They began to tear up once again, crying for him. They still cared despite what had happened and they had deeply regret their action, even though it was unintentional.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Little did the other know that Ren didn't ask for this, didn't want to have anything happen he knew nothing of this, knew nothing of the stalker his actions and whereabouts. How many people the stalker hurt from Ren being hurt. He could see the twist of emotions going through her eyes. That half lidded golden glowing gaze stayed fixagted on the other.

You slept instead of seeing him. Do you know what he felt? The way he waited so happily for you. God I wish he waited for me that way. You are the lucky one. He waited and waited, he went home late and I watched him walk along in the rain. I wanted to guide him home tell him everything was going to be okay and it was just another fish in the vast ocean of many others.

He isn't okay he doesn't think he's worth much because you stood him up...But don't worry. I'll fix that. I'll fix this. Infact I will be sending this to him.

We are going to have alot of fun together... He slowly slipped his favourite knife from his boot, it was beautiful and had a slight glow from being 'holy' He slowly pressed the tip along her thigh, slowly tracing it upwards allowing the other's blood to pearl and dribble down.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim shamefully looked down at their own thigh while continuing to cry, watching as the knife cut through their flesh. They let out a whine when they felt the tip of the knife cut into their flesh and their blood began seeping out of their wound. Realizing that he would probably see them get punishment made their heart ache even more. They knew they deserved this, but they wondered how he would feel seeing them get hurt like this for the pain they had caused him. "I deserve this and much worse... F-For everything" They mumbled with a low, sorrowful voice. It sounded almost like self-pity, but it wasn't, they truly felt that way in that moment, they hated themself. "I'm so stupid, I deserve this. I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry." They repeated, slightly louder this time, seemingly to themself, they said it over and over. Almost like they also wanted their apologies to be heard, maybe heard by him.

They felt like they deserved this and yet they couldn't help but cry due to how much it hurt, how pathetic.

((OOC: By the way, I'm sorry if I make grammar mistakes, English isn't my first language so...))

[xchloroformedheartx]

(You are doing wonderful <3 don't worry)

You do deserve so much worse. I am glad you are finally seeing it from my point of view. Sorry just isn't quite enough when it comes to someone you care about.

Care about. Is that what he is calling it? The guy is completely obsessed, stalking. He was completely enamoured by the fox. He sighed as he eyed the blood trailing down that thigh.

And I just can't seem to allow anyone to hurt him but myself. You understand that don't you?

He waggles the knife from side to side, allowing the light to capture it, glinting in the light. He slowly hooks their shirt with his knife.

For every painful thing I will be doing to you, we don't need the unecessaries, do we?

That voice was stern, commanding almost as he tugged further and further until the material began to tare.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked down at their own shirt and watched as it tore, they looked terrified. Their stomach felt like it would turn, what was he going to do to them? What did he mean by saying he'd only allow himself to hurt him and were they going to be stabbed in their belly? Many questions popped inside their head.

Once again they began to hyperventilate, their breaths uneven and fast. They began to feel dizzy from fear and anxiety. Their mind was full of so much confusion that it was making them feel sick.

"W-What are... What are you doing now?" They questioned meekly, their lips trembled when they spoke and they teared up once again. They were absolutely terrified and confused. ((OOC: Aww thank you, I try my best.))

[xchloroformedheartx]

(<3 you are certainly fine.)

That hyperventilation caught his grasp. He smirked a little as he slowly ran the knife down between her breasts, catching on the midsection of her lingerie.

He tilt his head.

I plan on torturing you and I can't do that with the clothes in the way. I'll probably carve into you, electrocute, pierce, burn...You get the idea, don't you? Anything you can think of I will probably do it, for my viewers. But most importantly For him.

He sighed and cut the midsection with a quick swift movement, causing the other to no doubt jump a little. A light cut as he caught her skin a little. The pearl of blood dribbling once more.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked down, letting out another defeated sigh. They knew this was well-deserved after everything they did to someone they claimed to love.

"I... I figured as much." They admitted, they could tell it was why they were kidnapped, it was because they had hurt that someone, knowing the fact hurt more than anything.

Maxim made up their mind to not fight him, there was no point to fighting after all. They simply let out a weak whine as the knife caught their skin and scratched deep enough for them to bleed. ((OOC: I'm so sorry that I haven't replied in so long. I've been dealing with some stuff irl so...))

[xchloroformedheartx]

(If you ever need to talk im here for you.) What's the matter? You give up? You don't want to fight for your life? Maybe you really don't deserve it.

That knife dug in deeper, cutting along. The camera's still positioned pointing to them.

I hope this makes him feel much better. He deserves to feel good, doesn't he? The fallen seraphim grabbed her roughly by the chin and directed her face so the camera's could record every tear drop in high definition.

Say it.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim just sniffled in response, whimpering in pain when she felt the knife cut deeper, they looked into the camera with tired eyes filled with tears, they had fully given up. Besides, they knew that in a way, he was right.

"He deserves to feel good... After everything I caused him." They stated with a defeated, tired tone.

[maksimaksie]

((OOC: I forgot to add this earlier, @xchloroformedheartx but I wanna say I'm very thankful. I'll keep that in mind, you're very kind. (TwT) Thank you again!))

[xchloroformedheartx]

"H-Huh... Wh-What's going on... Where am I? Who are you?!" *Maxim struggled against the bonds, looking around for some kind of an answer.*

Someone you wished you never ran into...

[maksimaksie]

*Maxim let out a frustrated groan and tried to get free of the bonds holding them in place once again.* "Why- C-Can you at least explain why you took me here?" *They shouted while they continued to struggle, now in a rather irritated mood. Then they realized they should probably not shout, but that they shouldn't show any fear either.*

"W-What did I even do? I don't know who you are..." *They stuttered while shaking and panting, trying to pretend they weren't as afraid as they were to get more answers, they put their knees together as they stared at him with a terrified expression once again.*

[xchloroformedheartx]

They raised their brow for a moment or two. A small roll of their eyes, the mask glowing in the darkness, the monitors dimly lighting the place as he exhaled. He was cold to the stare, emotionless asif he couldn't care less who was infront of him.

His half lidded gaze bore into the soul, into the irises. He was empty. Completely.

You won't really ever know me either. I prefer to keep it that way.

He eyed the chains on the other.

[maksimaksie]

*Maxim slightly scooted backwards, even when they were telling themself in their mind to not act afraid. They began to hyperventilate, unable to control their own emotions already, they tried to take slower, deeper breaths, but the terrifying thoughts in their head were making it difficult to do so.* "What... What's going to happen, what are you going to do to me?" *Maxim questioned again, trying to sound at least a little bit less terrified than they were,*

[xchloroformedheartx]

Isn't it obvious? I'm going to kill you. I'm going to make sure you wished you never crossed my path. Caught my eye. You get the idea don't you? He wagged his knife around, beautiful and graceful as ever. They slowly pressed the tip of it against that neck. The chains holding the other firmly in place not letting them go far at all.

Besides....Everyones watching, waiting.

He gestures to the monitors behind him.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim swallowed their own saliva with a heavy gulping sound as they finally realized what was going on, they felt cold sweat forming on their skin and a cold chill go down their spine. They were going to die... But the worst part? People were watching, but even then, nobody would come and save them.

For short moment they were silent, then after a while they looked back up at him, with fear in their eyes. "W-Wh... Why?! Did I... Did I do something to hurt you... Or... Or someone close to you?" They began to anxiously question him, they were too terrified to pretend not to be anymore.

"What did I do to deserve this?" They mumbled the question as tears welled up in their eyes, they were now crying while hanging their head low, not wanting to be seen crying by them, but the sounds of their own sobs were giving them away.

[xchloroformedheartx]

You didn't do anything sweetheart, nothing at all but catching my eyes. It's unfair isn't it? To do nothing at all and wake up in this place.

He tugs the chains hard, tugging her back into place. The chains bitinto ankles and wrists, they were straining before but now? Even more so.

You should think yourself lucky that you ran into me and not....Well the others. The other's would have probably killed you straight the way but me? I like to hold onto people for as long as possible, making sure they live long and painful lives.

Don't cry. Our time together will be perfect, no?

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked even more terrified, more-so than before. They had hoped they'd at least get a quick death, if not a painless one, but they knew deep down that wouldn't be true. Still, the confirmation just made them even more terrified, they wished they'd never cross paths with them. "I had... I had finally gotten the life I wanted... This is so unfair." They muttered under their breath between sniffles while trying to stop their crying, they were completely hopeless by this point, already in utter and complete despair.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Life is cruel, life is unfair. You just have to accept that unfortunately. We don't get the happy endings, we don't get the enjoyments we thought we deserve.

You? You aren't anything special. Anything different. You obviously came into my clutches for a mere reason and that reason? He slowly grabbed that chin, directing their head towards the many monitors.

I think you know.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked at the monitors, noticing that there was a chat on the side, they looked back at him after as their lips began to shake, trying to not cry again, unsure if that'd make things worse for them. They wondered just what kinds of people would even watch them get hurt.

"I... I don't. That's the p-problem, I want to know why, w-was it fate o-or..." They stuttered out, they were absolutely terrified knowing what was going to happen to them, but not sure what to do or what to say, not wanting to irritate this stranger that was going to hurt them or the chat even though the end was inevitable. Deep down, they even knew they were dying either way.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Maybe it was terrible karma. What do you think?

He eyed the tears, something that made him smirk terrifyingly under that mask. He slowly lets go of that chin allowing the other to finally move but not without a slice to the cheek from his sharp claws. Those things? Could cut through metal after all. They were weapons themselves. His voice glitched whenever he spoke through that mask.

Don't worry. We are going to have lots of fun together. You and I, cupcake. You and I.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim let out a muffled yelp as he cut through their skin, this was real, this was not a dream. They looked at him in the eyes, their chest rising and falling as they breathed heavily and fast to catch up with their quickened heartbeat.

They began to wonder what action from their past would make them have to face such cruel form of karma, then it flashed in their mind, every single relationship they had where they failed to keep their promises, only one had went without any real consequence or punishment aside from seemingly being ghosted by the person who they had failed to keep a simple promise to.

The one that they stood up. Unintentionally or not, it was still an action bad enough for them to think about it being something that would earn them this karma. Maxim huffed and looked up at him swallowing their saliva heavily once again before opening their mouth to speak again.

More they thought about it, more they realized that he could have not been ghosting them, but he could have had simply had gone missing due to their action. They had thought that it could have been why he had not contacted them since that night before, but they didn't want to believe that it was the outcome. Unintentional or not, if it was the case... Then this was absolutely deserved.

"I... I always thought I was deserving of nothing but pain after... Everyone I have hurt feelings of, intentional or not... Especially after that night." They mumbled quietly, averting their gaze away from him just for a split second, before looking back at him again in fear of upsetting him, they were thinking about this somehow being related to what happened that night. "After I stood him up, even if I didn't mean to..." They continued, but they were hesitant to reveal too much.

[xchloroformedheartx]

That muffled yelp didn't go unoticed, far from such he lingered onto it like sweet poison infecting his veins. He stared with those golden glowing hues, so unatural, more...supernatural almost. That cut caught his attention too, the way the blood just dribbled down along that skin.

He exhaled for a moment, taking a moment to really allow everything to settle in. He didn't care about other promises but this one? This one was meaningful. Maxim sould have never ever stood up someone he cared about, someone he obsessed from a distance. He slowly tilt his head. Pain. Pain they did deserve it, the way the other went around breaking hearts.

He remembered the sadness in that 'stood up' ones face. It hurt them and he understood what that felt like. To be casted aside like trash, discarded like nothing. No one would do anything for him but him? He would do everything to see a smile on that face, even if it meant slaughtering everyone who hurt im mercilessly.

"You stood him up, correct. You care to say why you didn't mean to? Why you did it in the first place hm? Not like it will help much but you can sure try." He got up and walked over to the computers.

"Thank you all for joining me today."

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked confused, 'How did he know him? Did HE ask to have them kidnapped for what they did?' They knew better than to answer to his question with their own questions though, so they just took a deep breath to calmly answer, as calmly as they could anyways. Trying to not get emotional about it. "I... I was anxious, so before our d-" They hesitated to say the word date, they looked downwards. "Before our hangout... I took some of my prescription medicine, it wasn't working fast so I added one more, but..." They paused while, sniffling back their tears. "I got very sleepy and then... I thought I would just nap for a short bit since it was two hours before I'd have to leave to see him... That was a big mistake, because I ended up waking up four hours after." They sniffled back more tears and looked towards where stalker stood.

"I still went to the bar, but by the time I got there... He was gone. It was like whole earth had swallowed him." They began sobbing again, hanging their head down low once again. "I hic... I don't know where he is now... He hasn't texted back since that day." They mumbled more-so to themself, it was like they were saying that to own self.

Suddenly they looked back up at where he was standing with desperation in their gaze. "Do... Do you know where he is, or... Or if he's okay? That's all that matters to me, I just need to know that he's okay." They began to tear up once again, crying for him. They still cared despite what had happened and they had deeply regret their action, even though it was unintentional.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Little did the other know that Ren didn't ask for this, didn't want to have anything happen he knew nothing of this, knew nothing of the stalker his actions and whereabouts. How many people the stalker hurt from Ren being hurt. He could see the twist of emotions going through her eyes. That half lidded golden glowing gaze stayed fixagted on the other.

You slept instead of seeing him. Do you know what he felt? The way he waited so happily for you. God I wish he waited for me that way. You are the lucky one. He waited and waited, he went home late and I watched him walk along in the rain. I wanted to guide him home tell him everything was going to be okay and it was just another fish in the vast ocean of many others.

He isn't okay he doesn't think he's worth much because you stood him up...But don't worry. I'll fix that. I'll fix this. Infact I will be sending this to him.

We are going to have alot of fun together... He slowly slipped his favourite knife from his boot, it was beautiful and had a slight glow from being 'holy' He slowly pressed the tip along her thigh, slowly tracing it upwards allowing the other's blood to pearl and dribble down.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim shamefully looked down at their own thigh while continuing to cry, watching as the knife cut through their flesh. They let out a whine when they felt the tip of the knife cut into their flesh and their blood began seeping out of their wound. Realizing that he would probably see them get punishment made their heart ache even more. They knew they deserved this, but they wondered how he would feel seeing them get hurt like this for the pain they had caused him. "I deserve this and much worse... F-For everything" They mumbled with a low, sorrowful voice. It sounded almost like self-pity, but it wasn't, they truly felt that way in that moment, they hated themself. "I'm so stupid, I deserve this. I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry." They repeated, slightly louder this time, seemingly to themself, they said it over and over. Almost like they also wanted their apologies to be heard, maybe heard by him.

They felt like they deserved this and yet they couldn't help but cry due to how much it hurt, how pathetic.

((OOC: By the way, I'm sorry if I make grammar mistakes, English isn't my first language so...))

[xchloroformedheartx]

(You are doing wonderful <3 don't worry)

You do deserve so much worse. I am glad you are finally seeing it from my point of view. Sorry just isn't quite enough when it comes to someone you care about.

Care about. Is that what he is calling it? The guy is completely obsessed, stalking. He was completely enamoured by the fox. He sighed as he eyed the blood trailing down that thigh.

And I just can't seem to allow anyone to hurt him but myself. You understand that don't you?

He waggles the knife from side to side, allowing the light to capture it, glinting in the light. He slowly hooks their shirt with his knife.

For every painful thing I will be doing to you, we don't need the unecessaries, do we?

That voice was stern, commanding almost as he tugged further and further until the material began to tare.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked down at their own shirt and watched as it tore, they looked terrified. Their stomach felt like it would turn, what was he going to do to them? What did he mean by saying he'd only allow himself to hurt him and were they going to be stabbed in their belly? Many questions popped inside their head.

Once again they began to hyperventilate, their breaths uneven and fast. They began to feel dizzy from fear and anxiety. Their mind was full of so much confusion that it was making them feel sick.

"W-What are... What are you doing now?" They questioned meekly, their lips trembled when they spoke and they teared up once again. They were absolutely terrified and confused. ((OOC: Aww thank you, I try my best.))

[xchloroformedheartx]

(<3 you are certainly fine.)

That hyperventilation caught his grasp. He smirked a little as he slowly ran the knife down between her breasts, catching on the midsection of her lingerie.

He tilt his head.

I plan on torturing you and I can't do that with the clothes in the way. I'll probably carve into you, electrocute, pierce, burn...You get the idea, don't you? Anything you can think of I will probably do it, for my viewers. But most importantly For him.

He sighed and cut the midsection with a quick swift movement, causing the other to no doubt jump a little. A light cut as he caught her skin a little. The pearl of blood dribbling once more.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked down, letting out another defeated sigh. They knew this was well-deserved after everything they did to someone they claimed to love.

"I... I figured as much." They admitted, they could tell it was why they were kidnapped, it was because they had hurt that someone, knowing the fact hurt more than anything.

Maxim made up their mind to not fight him, there was no point to fighting after all. They simply let out a weak whine as the knife caught their skin and scratched deep enough for them to bleed. ((OOC: I'm so sorry that I haven't replied in so long. I've been dealing with some stuff irl so...))

[xchloroformedheartx]

(If you ever need to talk im here for you.) What's the matter? You give up? You don't want to fight for your life? Maybe you really don't deserve it.

That knife dug in deeper, cutting along. The camera's still positioned pointing to them.

I hope this makes him feel much better. He deserves to feel good, doesn't he? The fallen seraphim grabbed her roughly by the chin and directed her face so the camera's could record every tear drop in high definition.

Say it.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim just sniffled in response, whimpering in pain when she felt the knife cut deeper, they looked into the camera with tired eyes filled with tears, they had fully given up. Besides, they knew that in a way, he was right.

"He deserves to feel good... After everything I caused him." They stated with a defeated, tired tone.

[markysmarker]

Maxim and Ren being themselves. They're not at all straight, not even in the slightest. (Especially considering Maxim is a demi-girl.)

[xchloroformedheartx]

"H-Huh... Wh-What's going on... Where am I? Who are you?!" *Maxim struggled against the bonds, looking around for some kind of an answer.*

Someone you wished you never ran into...

[maksimaksie]

*Maxim let out a frustrated groan and tried to get free of the bonds holding them in place once again.* "Why- C-Can you at least explain why you took me here?" *They shouted while they continued to struggle, now in a rather irritated mood. Then they realized they should probably not shout, but that they shouldn't show any fear either.*

"W-What did I even do? I don't know who you are..." *They stuttered while shaking and panting, trying to pretend they weren't as afraid as they were to get more answers, they put their knees together as they stared at him with a terrified expression once again.*

[xchloroformedheartx]

They raised their brow for a moment or two. A small roll of their eyes, the mask glowing in the darkness, the monitors dimly lighting the place as he exhaled. He was cold to the stare, emotionless asif he couldn't care less who was infront of him.

His half lidded gaze bore into the soul, into the irises. He was empty. Completely.

You won't really ever know me either. I prefer to keep it that way.

He eyed the chains on the other.

[maksimaksie]

*Maxim slightly scooted backwards, even when they were telling themself in their mind to not act afraid. They began to hyperventilate, unable to control their own emotions already, they tried to take slower, deeper breaths, but the terrifying thoughts in their head were making it difficult to do so.* "What... What's going to happen, what are you going to do to me?" *Maxim questioned again, trying to sound at least a little bit less terrified than they were,*

[xchloroformedheartx]

Isn't it obvious? I'm going to kill you. I'm going to make sure you wished you never crossed my path. Caught my eye. You get the idea don't you? He wagged his knife around, beautiful and graceful as ever. They slowly pressed the tip of it against that neck. The chains holding the other firmly in place not letting them go far at all.

Besides....Everyones watching, waiting.

He gestures to the monitors behind him.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim swallowed their own saliva with a heavy gulping sound as they finally realized what was going on, they felt cold sweat forming on their skin and a cold chill go down their spine. They were going to die... But the worst part? People were watching, but even then, nobody would come and save them.

For short moment they were silent, then after a while they looked back up at him, with fear in their eyes. "W-Wh... Why?! Did I... Did I do something to hurt you... Or... Or someone close to you?" They began to anxiously question him, they were too terrified to pretend not to be anymore.

"What did I do to deserve this?" They mumbled the question as tears welled up in their eyes, they were now crying while hanging their head low, not wanting to be seen crying by them, but the sounds of their own sobs were giving them away.

[xchloroformedheartx]

You didn't do anything sweetheart, nothing at all but catching my eyes. It's unfair isn't it? To do nothing at all and wake up in this place.

He tugs the chains hard, tugging her back into place. The chains bitinto ankles and wrists, they were straining before but now? Even more so.

You should think yourself lucky that you ran into me and not....Well the others. The other's would have probably killed you straight the way but me? I like to hold onto people for as long as possible, making sure they live long and painful lives.

Don't cry. Our time together will be perfect, no?

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked even more terrified, more-so than before. They had hoped they'd at least get a quick death, if not a painless one, but they knew deep down that wouldn't be true. Still, the confirmation just made them even more terrified, they wished they'd never cross paths with them. "I had... I had finally gotten the life I wanted... This is so unfair." They muttered under their breath between sniffles while trying to stop their crying, they were completely hopeless by this point, already in utter and complete despair.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Life is cruel, life is unfair. You just have to accept that unfortunately. We don't get the happy endings, we don't get the enjoyments we thought we deserve.

You? You aren't anything special. Anything different. You obviously came into my clutches for a mere reason and that reason? He slowly grabbed that chin, directing their head towards the many monitors.

I think you know.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked at the monitors, noticing that there was a chat on the side, they looked back at him after as their lips began to shake, trying to not cry again, unsure if that'd make things worse for them. They wondered just what kinds of people would even watch them get hurt.

"I... I don't. That's the p-problem, I want to know why, w-was it fate o-or..." They stuttered out, they were absolutely terrified knowing what was going to happen to them, but not sure what to do or what to say, not wanting to irritate this stranger that was going to hurt them or the chat even though the end was inevitable. Deep down, they even knew they were dying either way.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Maybe it was terrible karma. What do you think?

He eyed the tears, something that made him smirk terrifyingly under that mask. He slowly lets go of that chin allowing the other to finally move but not without a slice to the cheek from his sharp claws. Those things? Could cut through metal after all. They were weapons themselves. His voice glitched whenever he spoke through that mask.

Don't worry. We are going to have lots of fun together. You and I, cupcake. You and I.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim let out a muffled yelp as he cut through their skin, this was real, this was not a dream. They looked at him in the eyes, their chest rising and falling as they breathed heavily and fast to catch up with their quickened heartbeat.

They began to wonder what action from their past would make them have to face such cruel form of karma, then it flashed in their mind, every single relationship they had where they failed to keep their promises, only one had went without any real consequence or punishment aside from seemingly being ghosted by the person who they had failed to keep a simple promise to.

The one that they stood up. Unintentionally or not, it was still an action bad enough for them to think about it being something that would earn them this karma. Maxim huffed and looked up at him swallowing their saliva heavily once again before opening their mouth to speak again.

More they thought about it, more they realized that he could have not been ghosting them, but he could have had simply had gone missing due to their action. They had thought that it could have been why he had not contacted them since that night before, but they didn't want to believe that it was the outcome. Unintentional or not, if it was the case... Then this was absolutely deserved.

"I... I always thought I was deserving of nothing but pain after... Everyone I have hurt feelings of, intentional or not... Especially after that night." They mumbled quietly, averting their gaze away from him just for a split second, before looking back at him again in fear of upsetting him, they were thinking about this somehow being related to what happened that night. "After I stood him up, even if I didn't mean to..." They continued, but they were hesitant to reveal too much.

[xchloroformedheartx]

That muffled yelp didn't go unoticed, far from such he lingered onto it like sweet poison infecting his veins. He stared with those golden glowing hues, so unatural, more...supernatural almost. That cut caught his attention too, the way the blood just dribbled down along that skin.

He exhaled for a moment, taking a moment to really allow everything to settle in. He didn't care about other promises but this one? This one was meaningful. Maxim sould have never ever stood up someone he cared about, someone he obsessed from a distance. He slowly tilt his head. Pain. Pain they did deserve it, the way the other went around breaking hearts.

He remembered the sadness in that 'stood up' ones face. It hurt them and he understood what that felt like. To be casted aside like trash, discarded like nothing. No one would do anything for him but him? He would do everything to see a smile on that face, even if it meant slaughtering everyone who hurt im mercilessly.

"You stood him up, correct. You care to say why you didn't mean to? Why you did it in the first place hm? Not like it will help much but you can sure try." He got up and walked over to the computers.

"Thank you all for joining me today."

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked confused, 'How did he know him? Did HE ask to have them kidnapped for what they did?' They knew better than to answer to his question with their own questions though, so they just took a deep breath to calmly answer, as calmly as they could anyways. Trying to not get emotional about it. "I... I was anxious, so before our d-" They hesitated to say the word date, they looked downwards. "Before our hangout... I took some of my prescription medicine, it wasn't working fast so I added one more, but..." They paused while, sniffling back their tears. "I got very sleepy and then... I thought I would just nap for a short bit since it was two hours before I'd have to leave to see him... That was a big mistake, because I ended up waking up four hours after." They sniffled back more tears and looked towards where stalker stood.

"I still went to the bar, but by the time I got there... He was gone. It was like whole earth had swallowed him." They began sobbing again, hanging their head down low once again. "I hic... I don't know where he is now... He hasn't texted back since that day." They mumbled more-so to themself, it was like they were saying that to own self.

Suddenly they looked back up at where he was standing with desperation in their gaze. "Do... Do you know where he is, or... Or if he's okay? That's all that matters to me, I just need to know that he's okay." They began to tear up once again, crying for him. They still cared despite what had happened and they had deeply regret their action, even though it was unintentional.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Little did the other know that Ren didn't ask for this, didn't want to have anything happen he knew nothing of this, knew nothing of the stalker his actions and whereabouts. How many people the stalker hurt from Ren being hurt. He could see the twist of emotions going through her eyes. That half lidded golden glowing gaze stayed fixagted on the other.

You slept instead of seeing him. Do you know what he felt? The way he waited so happily for you. God I wish he waited for me that way. You are the lucky one. He waited and waited, he went home late and I watched him walk along in the rain. I wanted to guide him home tell him everything was going to be okay and it was just another fish in the vast ocean of many others.

He isn't okay he doesn't think he's worth much because you stood him up...But don't worry. I'll fix that. I'll fix this. Infact I will be sending this to him.

We are going to have alot of fun together... He slowly slipped his favourite knife from his boot, it was beautiful and had a slight glow from being 'holy' He slowly pressed the tip along her thigh, slowly tracing it upwards allowing the other's blood to pearl and dribble down.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim shamefully looked down at their own thigh while continuing to cry, watching as the knife cut through their flesh. They let out a whine when they felt the tip of the knife cut into their flesh and their blood began seeping out of their wound. Realizing that he would probably see them get punishment made their heart ache even more. They knew they deserved this, but they wondered how he would feel seeing them get hurt like this for the pain they had caused him. "I deserve this and much worse... F-For everything" They mumbled with a low, sorrowful voice. It sounded almost like self-pity, but it wasn't, they truly felt that way in that moment, they hated themself. "I'm so stupid, I deserve this. I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry." They repeated, slightly louder this time, seemingly to themself, they said it over and over. Almost like they also wanted their apologies to be heard, maybe heard by him.

They felt like they deserved this and yet they couldn't help but cry due to how much it hurt, how pathetic.

((OOC: By the way, I'm sorry if I make grammar mistakes, English isn't my first language so...))

[xchloroformedheartx]

(You are doing wonderful <3 don't worry)

You do deserve so much worse. I am glad you are finally seeing it from my point of view. Sorry just isn't quite enough when it comes to someone you care about.

Care about. Is that what he is calling it? The guy is completely obsessed, stalking. He was completely enamoured by the fox. He sighed as he eyed the blood trailing down that thigh.

And I just can't seem to allow anyone to hurt him but myself. You understand that don't you?

He waggles the knife from side to side, allowing the light to capture it, glinting in the light. He slowly hooks their shirt with his knife.

For every painful thing I will be doing to you, we don't need the unecessaries, do we?

That voice was stern, commanding almost as he tugged further and further until the material began to tare.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked down at their own shirt and watched as it tore, they looked terrified. Their stomach felt like it would turn, what was he going to do to them? What did he mean by saying he'd only allow himself to hurt him and were they going to be stabbed in their belly? Many questions popped inside their head.

Once again they began to hyperventilate, their breaths uneven and fast. They began to feel dizzy from fear and anxiety. Their mind was full of so much confusion that it was making them feel sick.

"W-What are... What are you doing now?" They questioned meekly, their lips trembled when they spoke and they teared up once again. They were absolutely terrified and confused. ((OOC: Aww thank you, I try my best.))

[xchloroformedheartx]

(<3 you are certainly fine.)

That hyperventilation caught his grasp. He smirked a little as he slowly ran the knife down between her breasts, catching on the midsection of her lingerie.

He tilt his head.

I plan on torturing you and I can't do that with the clothes in the way. I'll probably carve into you, electrocute, pierce, burn...You get the idea, don't you? Anything you can think of I will probably do it, for my viewers. But most importantly For him.

He sighed and cut the midsection with a quick swift movement, causing the other to no doubt jump a little. A light cut as he caught her skin a little. The pearl of blood dribbling once more.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked down, letting out another defeated sigh. They knew this was well-deserved after everything they did to someone they claimed to love.

"I... I figured as much." They admitted, they could tell it was why they were kidnapped, it was because they had hurt that someone, knowing the fact hurt more than anything.

Maxim made up their mind to not fight him, there was no point to fighting after all. They simply let out a weak whine as the knife caught their skin and scratched deep enough for them to bleed. ((OOC: I'm so sorry that I haven't replied in so long. I've been dealing with some stuff irl so...))

[maksimaksie]

I'm awake and I see that Strade stole Ren's phone again...

This'll be a long morning.

[xchloroformedheartx]

"H-Huh... Wh-What's going on... Where am I? Who are you?!" *Maxim struggled against the bonds, looking around for some kind of an answer.*

Someone you wished you never ran into...

[maksimaksie]

*Maxim let out a frustrated groan and tried to get free of the bonds holding them in place once again.* "Why- C-Can you at least explain why you took me here?" *They shouted while they continued to struggle, now in a rather irritated mood. Then they realized they should probably not shout, but that they shouldn't show any fear either.*

"W-What did I even do? I don't know who you are..." *They stuttered while shaking and panting, trying to pretend they weren't as afraid as they were to get more answers, they put their knees together as they stared at him with a terrified expression once again.*

[xchloroformedheartx]

They raised their brow for a moment or two. A small roll of their eyes, the mask glowing in the darkness, the monitors dimly lighting the place as he exhaled. He was cold to the stare, emotionless asif he couldn't care less who was infront of him.

His half lidded gaze bore into the soul, into the irises. He was empty. Completely.

You won't really ever know me either. I prefer to keep it that way.

He eyed the chains on the other.

[maksimaksie]

*Maxim slightly scooted backwards, even when they were telling themself in their mind to not act afraid. They began to hyperventilate, unable to control their own emotions already, they tried to take slower, deeper breaths, but the terrifying thoughts in their head were making it difficult to do so.* "What... What's going to happen, what are you going to do to me?" *Maxim questioned again, trying to sound at least a little bit less terrified than they were,*

[xchloroformedheartx]

Isn't it obvious? I'm going to kill you. I'm going to make sure you wished you never crossed my path. Caught my eye. You get the idea don't you? He wagged his knife around, beautiful and graceful as ever. They slowly pressed the tip of it against that neck. The chains holding the other firmly in place not letting them go far at all.

Besides....Everyones watching, waiting.

He gestures to the monitors behind him.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim swallowed their own saliva with a heavy gulping sound as they finally realized what was going on, they felt cold sweat forming on their skin and a cold chill go down their spine. They were going to die... But the worst part? People were watching, but even then, nobody would come and save them.

For short moment they were silent, then after a while they looked back up at him, with fear in their eyes. "W-Wh... Why?! Did I... Did I do something to hurt you... Or... Or someone close to you?" They began to anxiously question him, they were too terrified to pretend not to be anymore.

"What did I do to deserve this?" They mumbled the question as tears welled up in their eyes, they were now crying while hanging their head low, not wanting to be seen crying by them, but the sounds of their own sobs were giving them away.

[xchloroformedheartx]

You didn't do anything sweetheart, nothing at all but catching my eyes. It's unfair isn't it? To do nothing at all and wake up in this place.

He tugs the chains hard, tugging her back into place. The chains bitinto ankles and wrists, they were straining before but now? Even more so.

You should think yourself lucky that you ran into me and not....Well the others. The other's would have probably killed you straight the way but me? I like to hold onto people for as long as possible, making sure they live long and painful lives.

Don't cry. Our time together will be perfect, no?

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked even more terrified, more-so than before. They had hoped they'd at least get a quick death, if not a painless one, but they knew deep down that wouldn't be true. Still, the confirmation just made them even more terrified, they wished they'd never cross paths with them. "I had... I had finally gotten the life I wanted... This is so unfair." They muttered under their breath between sniffles while trying to stop their crying, they were completely hopeless by this point, already in utter and complete despair.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Life is cruel, life is unfair. You just have to accept that unfortunately. We don't get the happy endings, we don't get the enjoyments we thought we deserve.

You? You aren't anything special. Anything different. You obviously came into my clutches for a mere reason and that reason? He slowly grabbed that chin, directing their head towards the many monitors.

I think you know.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked at the monitors, noticing that there was a chat on the side, they looked back at him after as their lips began to shake, trying to not cry again, unsure if that'd make things worse for them. They wondered just what kinds of people would even watch them get hurt.

"I... I don't. That's the p-problem, I want to know why, w-was it fate o-or..." They stuttered out, they were absolutely terrified knowing what was going to happen to them, but not sure what to do or what to say, not wanting to irritate this stranger that was going to hurt them or the chat even though the end was inevitable. Deep down, they even knew they were dying either way.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Maybe it was terrible karma. What do you think?

He eyed the tears, something that made him smirk terrifyingly under that mask. He slowly lets go of that chin allowing the other to finally move but not without a slice to the cheek from his sharp claws. Those things? Could cut through metal after all. They were weapons themselves. His voice glitched whenever he spoke through that mask.

Don't worry. We are going to have lots of fun together. You and I, cupcake. You and I.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim let out a muffled yelp as he cut through their skin, this was real, this was not a dream. They looked at him in the eyes, their chest rising and falling as they breathed heavily and fast to catch up with their quickened heartbeat.

They began to wonder what action from their past would make them have to face such cruel form of karma, then it flashed in their mind, every single relationship they had where they failed to keep their promises, only one had went without any real consequence or punishment aside from seemingly being ghosted by the person who they had failed to keep a simple promise to.

The one that they stood up. Unintentionally or not, it was still an action bad enough for them to think about it being something that would earn them this karma. Maxim huffed and looked up at him swallowing their saliva heavily once again before opening their mouth to speak again.

More they thought about it, more they realized that he could have not been ghosting them, but he could have had simply had gone missing due to their action. They had thought that it could have been why he had not contacted them since that night before, but they didn't want to believe that it was the outcome. Unintentional or not, if it was the case... Then this was absolutely deserved.

"I... I always thought I was deserving of nothing but pain after... Everyone I have hurt feelings of, intentional or not... Especially after that night." They mumbled quietly, averting their gaze away from him just for a split second, before looking back at him again in fear of upsetting him, they were thinking about this somehow being related to what happened that night. "After I stood him up, even if I didn't mean to..." They continued, but they were hesitant to reveal too much.

[xchloroformedheartx]

That muffled yelp didn't go unoticed, far from such he lingered onto it like sweet poison infecting his veins. He stared with those golden glowing hues, so unatural, more...supernatural almost. That cut caught his attention too, the way the blood just dribbled down along that skin.

He exhaled for a moment, taking a moment to really allow everything to settle in. He didn't care about other promises but this one? This one was meaningful. Maxim sould have never ever stood up someone he cared about, someone he obsessed from a distance. He slowly tilt his head. Pain. Pain they did deserve it, the way the other went around breaking hearts.

He remembered the sadness in that 'stood up' ones face. It hurt them and he understood what that felt like. To be casted aside like trash, discarded like nothing. No one would do anything for him but him? He would do everything to see a smile on that face, even if it meant slaughtering everyone who hurt im mercilessly.

"You stood him up, correct. You care to say why you didn't mean to? Why you did it in the first place hm? Not like it will help much but you can sure try." He got up and walked over to the computers.

"Thank you all for joining me today."

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked confused, 'How did he know him? Did HE ask to have them kidnapped for what they did?' They knew better than to answer to his question with their own questions though, so they just took a deep breath to calmly answer, as calmly as they could anyways. Trying to not get emotional about it. "I... I was anxious, so before our d-" They hesitated to say the word date, they looked downwards. "Before our hangout... I took some of my prescription medicine, it wasn't working fast so I added one more, but..." They paused while, sniffling back their tears. "I got very sleepy and then... I thought I would just nap for a short bit since it was two hours before I'd have to leave to see him... That was a big mistake, because I ended up waking up four hours after." They sniffled back more tears and looked towards where stalker stood.

"I still went to the bar, but by the time I got there... He was gone. It was like whole earth had swallowed him." They began sobbing again, hanging their head down low once again. "I hic... I don't know where he is now... He hasn't texted back since that day." They mumbled more-so to themself, it was like they were saying that to own self.

Suddenly they looked back up at where he was standing with desperation in their gaze. "Do... Do you know where he is, or... Or if he's okay? That's all that matters to me, I just need to know that he's okay." They began to tear up once again, crying for him. They still cared despite what had happened and they had deeply regret their action, even though it was unintentional.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Little did the other know that Ren didn't ask for this, didn't want to have anything happen he knew nothing of this, knew nothing of the stalker his actions and whereabouts. How many people the stalker hurt from Ren being hurt. He could see the twist of emotions going through her eyes. That half lidded golden glowing gaze stayed fixagted on the other.

You slept instead of seeing him. Do you know what he felt? The way he waited so happily for you. God I wish he waited for me that way. You are the lucky one. He waited and waited, he went home late and I watched him walk along in the rain. I wanted to guide him home tell him everything was going to be okay and it was just another fish in the vast ocean of many others.

He isn't okay he doesn't think he's worth much because you stood him up...But don't worry. I'll fix that. I'll fix this. Infact I will be sending this to him.

We are going to have alot of fun together... He slowly slipped his favourite knife from his boot, it was beautiful and had a slight glow from being 'holy' He slowly pressed the tip along her thigh, slowly tracing it upwards allowing the other's blood to pearl and dribble down.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim shamefully looked down at their own thigh while continuing to cry, watching as the knife cut through their flesh. They let out a whine when they felt the tip of the knife cut into their flesh and their blood began seeping out of their wound. Realizing that he would probably see them get punishment made their heart ache even more. They knew they deserved this, but they wondered how he would feel seeing them get hurt like this for the pain they had caused him. "I deserve this and much worse... F-For everything" They mumbled with a low, sorrowful voice. It sounded almost like self-pity, but it wasn't, they truly felt that way in that moment, they hated themself. "I'm so stupid, I deserve this. I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry." They repeated, slightly louder this time, seemingly to themself, they said it over and over. Almost like they also wanted their apologies to be heard, maybe heard by him.

They felt like they deserved this and yet they couldn't help but cry due to how much it hurt, how pathetic.

((OOC: By the way, I'm sorry if I make grammar mistakes, English isn't my first language so...))

[xchloroformedheartx]

(You are doing wonderful <3 don't worry)

You do deserve so much worse. I am glad you are finally seeing it from my point of view. Sorry just isn't quite enough when it comes to someone you care about.

Care about. Is that what he is calling it? The guy is completely obsessed, stalking. He was completely enamoured by the fox. He sighed as he eyed the blood trailing down that thigh.

And I just can't seem to allow anyone to hurt him but myself. You understand that don't you?

He waggles the knife from side to side, allowing the light to capture it, glinting in the light. He slowly hooks their shirt with his knife.

For every painful thing I will be doing to you, we don't need the unecessaries, do we?

That voice was stern, commanding almost as he tugged further and further until the material began to tare.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked down at their own shirt and watched as it tore, they looked terrified. Their stomach felt like it would turn, what was he going to do to them? What did he mean by saying he'd only allow himself to hurt him and were they going to be stabbed in their belly? Many questions popped inside their head.

Once again they began to hyperventilate, their breaths uneven and fast. They began to feel dizzy from fear and anxiety. Their mind was full of so much confusion that it was making them feel sick.

"W-What are... What are you doing now?" They questioned meekly, their lips trembled when they spoke and they teared up once again. They were absolutely terrified and confused. ((OOC: Aww thank you, I try my best.))

[xchloroformedheartx]

"H-Huh... Wh-What's going on... Where am I? Who are you?!" *Maxim struggled against the bonds, looking around for some kind of an answer.*

Someone you wished you never ran into...

[maksimaksie]

*Maxim let out a frustrated groan and tried to get free of the bonds holding them in place once again.* "Why- C-Can you at least explain why you took me here?" *They shouted while they continued to struggle, now in a rather irritated mood. Then they realized they should probably not shout, but that they shouldn't show any fear either.*

"W-What did I even do? I don't know who you are..." *They stuttered while shaking and panting, trying to pretend they weren't as afraid as they were to get more answers, they put their knees together as they stared at him with a terrified expression once again.*

[xchloroformedheartx]

They raised their brow for a moment or two. A small roll of their eyes, the mask glowing in the darkness, the monitors dimly lighting the place as he exhaled. He was cold to the stare, emotionless asif he couldn't care less who was infront of him.

His half lidded gaze bore into the soul, into the irises. He was empty. Completely.

You won't really ever know me either. I prefer to keep it that way.

He eyed the chains on the other.

[maksimaksie]

*Maxim slightly scooted backwards, even when they were telling themself in their mind to not act afraid. They began to hyperventilate, unable to control their own emotions already, they tried to take slower, deeper breaths, but the terrifying thoughts in their head were making it difficult to do so.* "What... What's going to happen, what are you going to do to me?" *Maxim questioned again, trying to sound at least a little bit less terrified than they were,*

[xchloroformedheartx]

Isn't it obvious? I'm going to kill you. I'm going to make sure you wished you never crossed my path. Caught my eye. You get the idea don't you? He wagged his knife around, beautiful and graceful as ever. They slowly pressed the tip of it against that neck. The chains holding the other firmly in place not letting them go far at all.

Besides....Everyones watching, waiting.

He gestures to the monitors behind him.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim swallowed their own saliva with a heavy gulping sound as they finally realized what was going on, they felt cold sweat forming on their skin and a cold chill go down their spine. They were going to die... But the worst part? People were watching, but even then, nobody would come and save them.

For short moment they were silent, then after a while they looked back up at him, with fear in their eyes. "W-Wh... Why?! Did I... Did I do something to hurt you... Or... Or someone close to you?" They began to anxiously question him, they were too terrified to pretend not to be anymore.

"What did I do to deserve this?" They mumbled the question as tears welled up in their eyes, they were now crying while hanging their head low, not wanting to be seen crying by them, but the sounds of their own sobs were giving them away.

[xchloroformedheartx]

You didn't do anything sweetheart, nothing at all but catching my eyes. It's unfair isn't it? To do nothing at all and wake up in this place.

He tugs the chains hard, tugging her back into place. The chains bitinto ankles and wrists, they were straining before but now? Even more so.

You should think yourself lucky that you ran into me and not....Well the others. The other's would have probably killed you straight the way but me? I like to hold onto people for as long as possible, making sure they live long and painful lives.

Don't cry. Our time together will be perfect, no?

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked even more terrified, more-so than before. They had hoped they'd at least get a quick death, if not a painless one, but they knew deep down that wouldn't be true. Still, the confirmation just made them even more terrified, they wished they'd never cross paths with them. "I had... I had finally gotten the life I wanted... This is so unfair." They muttered under their breath between sniffles while trying to stop their crying, they were completely hopeless by this point, already in utter and complete despair.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Life is cruel, life is unfair. You just have to accept that unfortunately. We don't get the happy endings, we don't get the enjoyments we thought we deserve.

You? You aren't anything special. Anything different. You obviously came into my clutches for a mere reason and that reason? He slowly grabbed that chin, directing their head towards the many monitors.

I think you know.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked at the monitors, noticing that there was a chat on the side, they looked back at him after as their lips began to shake, trying to not cry again, unsure if that'd make things worse for them. They wondered just what kinds of people would even watch them get hurt.

"I... I don't. That's the p-problem, I want to know why, w-was it fate o-or..." They stuttered out, they were absolutely terrified knowing what was going to happen to them, but not sure what to do or what to say, not wanting to irritate this stranger that was going to hurt them or the chat even though the end was inevitable. Deep down, they even knew they were dying either way.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Maybe it was terrible karma. What do you think?

He eyed the tears, something that made him smirk terrifyingly under that mask. He slowly lets go of that chin allowing the other to finally move but not without a slice to the cheek from his sharp claws. Those things? Could cut through metal after all. They were weapons themselves. His voice glitched whenever he spoke through that mask.

Don't worry. We are going to have lots of fun together. You and I, cupcake. You and I.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim let out a muffled yelp as he cut through their skin, this was real, this was not a dream. They looked at him in the eyes, their chest rising and falling as they breathed heavily and fast to catch up with their quickened heartbeat.

They began to wonder what action from their past would make them have to face such cruel form of karma, then it flashed in their mind, every single relationship they had where they failed to keep their promises, only one had went without any real consequence or punishment aside from seemingly being ghosted by the person who they had failed to keep a simple promise to.

The one that they stood up. Unintentionally or not, it was still an action bad enough for them to think about it being something that would earn them this karma. Maxim huffed and looked up at him swallowing their saliva heavily once again before opening their mouth to speak again.

More they thought about it, more they realized that he could have not been ghosting them, but he could have had simply had gone missing due to their action. They had thought that it could have been why he had not contacted them since that night before, but they didn't want to believe that it was the outcome. Unintentional or not, if it was the case... Then this was absolutely deserved.

"I... I always thought I was deserving of nothing but pain after... Everyone I have hurt feelings of, intentional or not... Especially after that night." They mumbled quietly, averting their gaze away from him just for a split second, before looking back at him again in fear of upsetting him, they were thinking about this somehow being related to what happened that night. "After I stood him up, even if I didn't mean to..." They continued, but they were hesitant to reveal too much.

[xchloroformedheartx]

That muffled yelp didn't go unoticed, far from such he lingered onto it like sweet poison infecting his veins. He stared with those golden glowing hues, so unatural, more...supernatural almost. That cut caught his attention too, the way the blood just dribbled down along that skin.

He exhaled for a moment, taking a moment to really allow everything to settle in. He didn't care about other promises but this one? This one was meaningful. Maxim sould have never ever stood up someone he cared about, someone he obsessed from a distance. He slowly tilt his head. Pain. Pain they did deserve it, the way the other went around breaking hearts.

He remembered the sadness in that 'stood up' ones face. It hurt them and he understood what that felt like. To be casted aside like trash, discarded like nothing. No one would do anything for him but him? He would do everything to see a smile on that face, even if it meant slaughtering everyone who hurt im mercilessly.

"You stood him up, correct. You care to say why you didn't mean to? Why you did it in the first place hm? Not like it will help much but you can sure try." He got up and walked over to the computers.

"Thank you all for joining me today."

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked confused, 'How did he know him? Did HE ask to have them kidnapped for what they did?' They knew better than to answer to his question with their own questions though, so they just took a deep breath to calmly answer, as calmly as they could anyways. Trying to not get emotional about it. "I... I was anxious, so before our d-" They hesitated to say the word date, they looked downwards. "Before our hangout... I took some of my prescription medicine, it wasn't working fast so I added one more, but..." They paused while, sniffling back their tears. "I got very sleepy and then... I thought I would just nap for a short bit since it was two hours before I'd have to leave to see him... That was a big mistake, because I ended up waking up four hours after." They sniffled back more tears and looked towards where stalker stood.

"I still went to the bar, but by the time I got there... He was gone. It was like whole earth had swallowed him." They began sobbing again, hanging their head down low once again. "I hic... I don't know where he is now... He hasn't texted back since that day." They mumbled more-so to themself, it was like they were saying that to own self.

Suddenly they looked back up at where he was standing with desperation in their gaze. "Do... Do you know where he is, or... Or if he's okay? That's all that matters to me, I just need to know that he's okay." They began to tear up once again, crying for him. They still cared despite what had happened and they had deeply regret their action, even though it was unintentional.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Little did the other know that Ren didn't ask for this, didn't want to have anything happen he knew nothing of this, knew nothing of the stalker his actions and whereabouts. How many people the stalker hurt from Ren being hurt. He could see the twist of emotions going through her eyes. That half lidded golden glowing gaze stayed fixagted on the other.

You slept instead of seeing him. Do you know what he felt? The way he waited so happily for you. God I wish he waited for me that way. You are the lucky one. He waited and waited, he went home late and I watched him walk along in the rain. I wanted to guide him home tell him everything was going to be okay and it was just another fish in the vast ocean of many others.

He isn't okay he doesn't think he's worth much because you stood him up...But don't worry. I'll fix that. I'll fix this. Infact I will be sending this to him.

We are going to have alot of fun together... He slowly slipped his favourite knife from his boot, it was beautiful and had a slight glow from being 'holy' He slowly pressed the tip along her thigh, slowly tracing it upwards allowing the other's blood to pearl and dribble down.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim shamefully looked down at their own thigh while continuing to cry, watching as the knife cut through their flesh. They let out a whine when they felt the tip of the knife cut into their flesh and their blood began seeping out of their wound. Realizing that he would probably see them get punishment made their heart ache even more. They knew they deserved this, but they wondered how he would feel seeing them get hurt like this for the pain they had caused him. "I deserve this and much worse... F-For everything" They mumbled with a low, sorrowful voice. It sounded almost like self-pity, but it wasn't, they truly felt that way in that moment, they hated themself. "I'm so stupid, I deserve this. I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry." They repeated, slightly louder this time, seemingly to themself, they said it over and over. Almost like they also wanted their apologies to be heard, maybe heard by him.

They felt like they deserved this and yet they couldn't help but cry due to how much it hurt, how pathetic.

((OOC: By the way, I'm sorry if I make grammar mistakes, English isn't my first language so...))

[xchloroformedheartx]

"H-Huh... Wh-What's going on... Where am I? Who are you?!" *Maxim struggled against the bonds, looking around for some kind of an answer.*

Someone you wished you never ran into...

[maksimaksie]

*Maxim let out a frustrated groan and tried to get free of the bonds holding them in place once again.* "Why- C-Can you at least explain why you took me here?" *They shouted while they continued to struggle, now in a rather irritated mood. Then they realized they should probably not shout, but that they shouldn't show any fear either.*

"W-What did I even do? I don't know who you are..." *They stuttered while shaking and panting, trying to pretend they weren't as afraid as they were to get more answers, they put their knees together as they stared at him with a terrified expression once again.*

[xchloroformedheartx]

They raised their brow for a moment or two. A small roll of their eyes, the mask glowing in the darkness, the monitors dimly lighting the place as he exhaled. He was cold to the stare, emotionless asif he couldn't care less who was infront of him.

His half lidded gaze bore into the soul, into the irises. He was empty. Completely.

You won't really ever know me either. I prefer to keep it that way.

He eyed the chains on the other.

[maksimaksie]

*Maxim slightly scooted backwards, even when they were telling themself in their mind to not act afraid. They began to hyperventilate, unable to control their own emotions already, they tried to take slower, deeper breaths, but the terrifying thoughts in their head were making it difficult to do so.* "What... What's going to happen, what are you going to do to me?" *Maxim questioned again, trying to sound at least a little bit less terrified than they were,*

[xchloroformedheartx]

Isn't it obvious? I'm going to kill you. I'm going to make sure you wished you never crossed my path. Caught my eye. You get the idea don't you? He wagged his knife around, beautiful and graceful as ever. They slowly pressed the tip of it against that neck. The chains holding the other firmly in place not letting them go far at all.

Besides....Everyones watching, waiting.

He gestures to the monitors behind him.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim swallowed their own saliva with a heavy gulping sound as they finally realized what was going on, they felt cold sweat forming on their skin and a cold chill go down their spine. They were going to die... But the worst part? People were watching, but even then, nobody would come and save them.

For short moment they were silent, then after a while they looked back up at him, with fear in their eyes. "W-Wh... Why?! Did I... Did I do something to hurt you... Or... Or someone close to you?" They began to anxiously question him, they were too terrified to pretend not to be anymore.

"What did I do to deserve this?" They mumbled the question as tears welled up in their eyes, they were now crying while hanging their head low, not wanting to be seen crying by them, but the sounds of their own sobs were giving them away.

[xchloroformedheartx]

You didn't do anything sweetheart, nothing at all but catching my eyes. It's unfair isn't it? To do nothing at all and wake up in this place.

He tugs the chains hard, tugging her back into place. The chains bitinto ankles and wrists, they were straining before but now? Even more so.

You should think yourself lucky that you ran into me and not....Well the others. The other's would have probably killed you straight the way but me? I like to hold onto people for as long as possible, making sure they live long and painful lives.

Don't cry. Our time together will be perfect, no?

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked even more terrified, more-so than before. They had hoped they'd at least get a quick death, if not a painless one, but they knew deep down that wouldn't be true. Still, the confirmation just made them even more terrified, they wished they'd never cross paths with them. "I had... I had finally gotten the life I wanted... This is so unfair." They muttered under their breath between sniffles while trying to stop their crying, they were completely hopeless by this point, already in utter and complete despair.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Life is cruel, life is unfair. You just have to accept that unfortunately. We don't get the happy endings, we don't get the enjoyments we thought we deserve.

You? You aren't anything special. Anything different. You obviously came into my clutches for a mere reason and that reason? He slowly grabbed that chin, directing their head towards the many monitors.

I think you know.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked at the monitors, noticing that there was a chat on the side, they looked back at him after as their lips began to shake, trying to not cry again, unsure if that'd make things worse for them. They wondered just what kinds of people would even watch them get hurt.

"I... I don't. That's the p-problem, I want to know why, w-was it fate o-or..." They stuttered out, they were absolutely terrified knowing what was going to happen to them, but not sure what to do or what to say, not wanting to irritate this stranger that was going to hurt them or the chat even though the end was inevitable. Deep down, they even knew they were dying either way.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Maybe it was terrible karma. What do you think?

He eyed the tears, something that made him smirk terrifyingly under that mask. He slowly lets go of that chin allowing the other to finally move but not without a slice to the cheek from his sharp claws. Those things? Could cut through metal after all. They were weapons themselves. His voice glitched whenever he spoke through that mask.

Don't worry. We are going to have lots of fun together. You and I, cupcake. You and I.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim let out a muffled yelp as he cut through their skin, this was real, this was not a dream. They looked at him in the eyes, their chest rising and falling as they breathed heavily and fast to catch up with their quickened heartbeat.

They began to wonder what action from their past would make them have to face such cruel form of karma, then it flashed in their mind, every single relationship they had where they failed to keep their promises, only one had went without any real consequence or punishment aside from seemingly being ghosted by the person who they had failed to keep a simple promise to.

The one that they stood up. Unintentionally or not, it was still an action bad enough for them to think about it being something that would earn them this karma. Maxim huffed and looked up at him swallowing their saliva heavily once again before opening their mouth to speak again.

More they thought about it, more they realized that he could have not been ghosting them, but he could have had simply had gone missing due to their action. They had thought that it could have been why he had not contacted them since that night before, but they didn't want to believe that it was the outcome. Unintentional or not, if it was the case... Then this was absolutely deserved.

"I... I always thought I was deserving of nothing but pain after... Everyone I have hurt feelings of, intentional or not... Especially after that night." They mumbled quietly, averting their gaze away from him just for a split second, before looking back at him again in fear of upsetting him, they were thinking about this somehow being related to what happened that night. "After I stood him up, even if I didn't mean to..." They continued, but they were hesitant to reveal too much.

[xchloroformedheartx]

That muffled yelp didn't go unoticed, far from such he lingered onto it like sweet poison infecting his veins. He stared with those golden glowing hues, so unatural, more...supernatural almost. That cut caught his attention too, the way the blood just dribbled down along that skin.

He exhaled for a moment, taking a moment to really allow everything to settle in. He didn't care about other promises but this one? This one was meaningful. Maxim sould have never ever stood up someone he cared about, someone he obsessed from a distance. He slowly tilt his head. Pain. Pain they did deserve it, the way the other went around breaking hearts.

He remembered the sadness in that 'stood up' ones face. It hurt them and he understood what that felt like. To be casted aside like trash, discarded like nothing. No one would do anything for him but him? He would do everything to see a smile on that face, even if it meant slaughtering everyone who hurt im mercilessly.

"You stood him up, correct. You care to say why you didn't mean to? Why you did it in the first place hm? Not like it will help much but you can sure try." He got up and walked over to the computers.

"Thank you all for joining me today."

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked confused, 'How did he know him? Did HE ask to have them kidnapped for what they did?' They knew better than to answer to his question with their own questions though, so they just took a deep breath to calmly answer, as calmly as they could anyways. Trying to not get emotional about it. "I... I was anxious, so before our d-" They hesitated to say the word date, they looked downwards. "Before our hangout... I took some of my prescription medicine, it wasn't working fast so I added one more, but..." They paused while, sniffling back their tears. "I got very sleepy and then... I thought I would just nap for a short bit since it was two hours before I'd have to leave to see him... That was a big mistake, because I ended up waking up four hours after." They sniffled back more tears and looked towards where stalker stood.

"I still went to the bar, but by the time I got there... He was gone. It was like whole earth had swallowed him." They began sobbing again, hanging their head down low once again. "I hic... I don't know where he is now... He hasn't texted back since that day." They mumbled more-so to themself, it was like they were saying that to own self.

Suddenly they looked back up at where he was standing with desperation in their gaze. "Do... Do you know where he is, or... Or if he's okay? That's all that matters to me, I just need to know that he's okay." They began to tear up once again, crying for him. They still cared despite what had happened and they had deeply regret their action, even though it was unintentional.

[xchloroformedheartx]

"H-Huh... Wh-What's going on... Where am I? Who are you?!" *Maxim struggled against the bonds, looking around for some kind of an answer.*

Someone you wished you never ran into...

[maksimaksie]

*Maxim let out a frustrated groan and tried to get free of the bonds holding them in place once again.* "Why- C-Can you at least explain why you took me here?" *They shouted while they continued to struggle, now in a rather irritated mood. Then they realized they should probably not shout, but that they shouldn't show any fear either.*

"W-What did I even do? I don't know who you are..." *They stuttered while shaking and panting, trying to pretend they weren't as afraid as they were to get more answers, they put their knees together as they stared at him with a terrified expression once again.*

[xchloroformedheartx]

They raised their brow for a moment or two. A small roll of their eyes, the mask glowing in the darkness, the monitors dimly lighting the place as he exhaled. He was cold to the stare, emotionless asif he couldn't care less who was infront of him.

His half lidded gaze bore into the soul, into the irises. He was empty. Completely.

You won't really ever know me either. I prefer to keep it that way.

He eyed the chains on the other.

[maksimaksie]

*Maxim slightly scooted backwards, even when they were telling themself in their mind to not act afraid. They began to hyperventilate, unable to control their own emotions already, they tried to take slower, deeper breaths, but the terrifying thoughts in their head were making it difficult to do so.* "What... What's going to happen, what are you going to do to me?" *Maxim questioned again, trying to sound at least a little bit less terrified than they were,*

[xchloroformedheartx]

Isn't it obvious? I'm going to kill you. I'm going to make sure you wished you never crossed my path. Caught my eye. You get the idea don't you? He wagged his knife around, beautiful and graceful as ever. They slowly pressed the tip of it against that neck. The chains holding the other firmly in place not letting them go far at all.

Besides....Everyones watching, waiting.

He gestures to the monitors behind him.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim swallowed their own saliva with a heavy gulping sound as they finally realized what was going on, they felt cold sweat forming on their skin and a cold chill go down their spine. They were going to die... But the worst part? People were watching, but even then, nobody would come and save them.

For short moment they were silent, then after a while they looked back up at him, with fear in their eyes. "W-Wh... Why?! Did I... Did I do something to hurt you... Or... Or someone close to you?" They began to anxiously question him, they were too terrified to pretend not to be anymore.

"What did I do to deserve this?" They mumbled the question as tears welled up in their eyes, they were now crying while hanging their head low, not wanting to be seen crying by them, but the sounds of their own sobs were giving them away.

[xchloroformedheartx]

You didn't do anything sweetheart, nothing at all but catching my eyes. It's unfair isn't it? To do nothing at all and wake up in this place.

He tugs the chains hard, tugging her back into place. The chains bitinto ankles and wrists, they were straining before but now? Even more so.

You should think yourself lucky that you ran into me and not....Well the others. The other's would have probably killed you straight the way but me? I like to hold onto people for as long as possible, making sure they live long and painful lives.

Don't cry. Our time together will be perfect, no?

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked even more terrified, more-so than before. They had hoped they'd at least get a quick death, if not a painless one, but they knew deep down that wouldn't be true. Still, the confirmation just made them even more terrified, they wished they'd never cross paths with them. "I had... I had finally gotten the life I wanted... This is so unfair." They muttered under their breath between sniffles while trying to stop their crying, they were completely hopeless by this point, already in utter and complete despair.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Life is cruel, life is unfair. You just have to accept that unfortunately. We don't get the happy endings, we don't get the enjoyments we thought we deserve.

You? You aren't anything special. Anything different. You obviously came into my clutches for a mere reason and that reason? He slowly grabbed that chin, directing their head towards the many monitors.

I think you know.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim looked at the monitors, noticing that there was a chat on the side, they looked back at him after as their lips began to shake, trying to not cry again, unsure if that'd make things worse for them. They wondered just what kinds of people would even watch them get hurt.

"I... I don't. That's the p-problem, I want to know why, w-was it fate o-or..." They stuttered out, they were absolutely terrified knowing what was going to happen to them, but not sure what to do or what to say, not wanting to irritate this stranger that was going to hurt them or the chat even though the end was inevitable. Deep down, they even knew they were dying either way.

[xchloroformedheartx]

Maybe it was terrible karma. What do you think?

He eyed the tears, something that made him smirk terrifyingly under that mask. He slowly lets go of that chin allowing the other to finally move but not without a slice to the cheek from his sharp claws. Those things? Could cut through metal after all. They were weapons themselves. His voice glitched whenever he spoke through that mask.

Don't worry. We are going to have lots of fun together. You and I, cupcake. You and I.

[maksimaksie]

Maxim let out a muffled yelp as he cut through their skin, this was real, this was not a dream. They looked at him in the eyes, their chest rising and falling as they breathed heavily and fast to catch up with their quickened heartbeat.

They began to wonder what action from their past would make them have to face such cruel form of karma, then it flashed in their mind, every single relationship they had where they failed to keep their promises, only one had went without any real consequence or punishment aside from seemingly being ghosted by the person who they had failed to keep a simple promise to.

The one that they stood up. Unintentionally or not, it was still an action bad enough for them to think about it being something that would earn them this karma. Maxim huffed and looked up at him swallowing their saliva heavily once again before opening their mouth to speak again.

More they thought about it, more they realized that he could have not been ghosting them, but he could have had simply had gone missing due to their action. They had thought that it could have been why he had not contacted them since that night before, but they didn't want to believe that it was the outcome. Unintentional or not, if it was the case... Then this was absolutely deserved.

"I... I always thought I was deserving of nothing but pain after... Everyone I have hurt feelings of, intentional or not... Especially after that night." They mumbled quietly, averting their gaze away from him just for a split second, before looking back at him again in fear of upsetting him, they were thinking about this somehow being related to what happened that night. "After I stood him up, even if I didn't mean to..." They continued, but they were hesitant to reveal too much.