Pieces Of Me

[malaysya]

"Face Her Fears"

She feels like damaged goods as She sits there with her face in her hands

Her chest rising and falling with the thought that nobody cares

Desperate and disdain 

A lonely girl feeling insane

Broken heart heavy with grief

So much wanting to turn over a new leaf

Face full of ugliness or so she's been told

She is just a teenager but feels so old

She wipes her tears on her sleeve

Feeling so naive 

She runs her hands through her long blond hair

Praying for someone to show they care

In the mirror she sees a face of someone she doesn't want to be

She whispers, "I wish I were pretty"

She wonders why she isn't one of the lucky girls

Who have perfect eyes, perfect skin the ones who have no care in the world

In the floor she crawls into a ball and cries

Just hoping she'd die

"No one loves me, I'm just trash."

Tears are everlasting cascading 

Raining down her face

One day she hopes to fit in this place

She sits up and again wipes away her tears

She's ready to finally face her fears (C)SMP2014

[malaysya]

"Her Name Is Sadness"

Her name is sadness and she can't help but cry

Everyday she dies just a little inside

She keeps it all a secret so no one will know

How she feels so empty and so cold

Her name is sadness and all she feels is pain

So she stays distant and is as angry as the rain

She's tired, so sick and tired as she sleeps in the bed all day

She isn't tired physically but mentally

Her name is sadness but they will never see 

Just how much light really shines in she.(C)SMP2014

[malaysya]

"Life Is But A dream"

I hold my anxieties in my hand like a ball

When it becomes too much I scream but only in my head

So tired of these worries and tired of caring about what was said

Rolling my anxiety away like a  ball

Throw it far and hide behind my wall

I jump into bed 

Pull the blanket over my head

I close my eyes and I picture in my mind a new day

A brighter day

A happier day

I tell myself in a low whisper that everything is gonna be okay

I hold my lids together tightly as the fear runs through me

I drift off into that lovely comfortable sweet sleep only to be plagued by horrible nightmares

I wake up scared

I pray and pray and pray

For god to take this anxiety away

And I fall asleep again only to drift off into those dark places

Where people have no faces

Where blue skies are black and there is no sounds

Where I scream and wake up only to find that life is but a dream and I wonder, "How do I wake up from this?"(C)SMP2014

[emilyfenwick92-deactivated20150]

here comes december, the cold winds, the snow that falls from the sky of heaven. the birds that die while the others hide. cars passing by while the others stay inside.

here comes december, rain falling from the sky of angels crying. watching the ice on the roads watching the cars crashing seeing...