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My name's Mallory. I live in London and own a dog named Charles. I'm pretty talented.

[mallory-mears]

new year, new corporeal form

[violinistvampireslayer-blog-blog]

[pm] Yeah, I think that’d be good. What’d you have in mind?

[mallory-mears]

[pm] I don't really want to go out or do anything. Lunch, maybe? 

[vengefulvalerie]

[pm] Tess is…? But why didn’t anyone…? 

Right. Okay. I’m supposed to be completely loyal to all of you but none of you had the decency to tell me Tess was dead. 

[mallory-mears]

[pm] No one told you? I... Fuck. I thought someone would have told you or else I would have, but I mean, I didn't think to because I've been um, busy. with Ryan and yeah. If I knew... I'm so sorry.

No, you're not. Really, you're not.

[violinistvampireslayer-blog-blog]

[pm] No, you don’t have to do that. I’m fine with James. Xander mentioned something about having someone put a protective charm on the house, so it should be… We’re gonna be okay.

[mallory-mears]

[pm] Okay. Do you wanna do something soon and like take your mind off things? 

[irene-rozanov]

[pm] I’d like that. I don’t know if that is an option for me right now though. I don’t know if I’m allowed to leave given the circumstances. 

What are you going to do about your agreement?

[mallory-mears]

[pm] We can wait. I want to wait. I'm not ready to leave the apartment.

I don't know. There isn't much I can do. I'll probably die, too.

[irene-rozanov]

[pm] I’ve never been. Seems rather hot and crowded though. Why?

Well you already know how I feel about that topic. 

[mallory-mears]

[pm] I want to go there and I want to leave London. I wanna go other places, too, but yeah, maybe you could come.

Yeah. I agree with you both. 

[irene-rozanov]

[pm] Technically we could go anywhere. If you wanted to. I am fine either way. 

Mal, if you’re not ready to get out, then don’t get out. I don’t think there is a right or wrong way to deal with this all, just do what you feel is best for you.

[mallory-mears]

[pm] Yeah? We should go then... Just not yet. How do you feel about India?

I mean Wolfram & Hart.

[mallory-mears]

Do you think NASA invented thunderstorms to cover up the sounds of space battles?

Dunno what else thunder could be.

[irene-rozanov]

[pm] You know I understand. We can not be in his house? We can get out own place again. 

I don’t know how the ghost thing works, so I’m not sure either. Are you going to try and contact him again?

[mallory-mears]

[pm] I don't know where else to go, and I don't know if I want to leave yet. It's all just weird. Where could we go?

Probably. I mean I want to all the time, but it's hard. He wants me to get out, so I guess I should do that first, but I don't know how. 

[mallory-mears]

PLEASE HELP?? VERY POPULAR TECHNO SONG?! THEY PLAY IT IN THE CLUBS!

Really?

[irene-rozanov]

[pm] Why would I be mad, Mal? You have a gift, you can use it as you choose. I wouldn’t have stopped you even if you told me. 

I’m glad. What did he say?

[mallory-mears]

[pm] Thank you. That means a lot to me. It's just kinda weird... Like he's gone, but not gone, you know? And I'm in his house.

He loves me, too. And he said he couldn't stay... and I don't know why.

[irene-rozanov]

[pm] We won’t talk about it then. 

I’m glad you were able to speak with him. Did you get to tell him?

[mallory-mears]

[pm] No, it's okay. I kinda wanted to tell you. I just didn't want you to be mad.

Me too. I told him. 

[irene-rozanov]

[pm] That’s okay you know. You have the right to do that. 

What was it like? Are you okay?

[mallory-mears]

[pm] Yeah, it's just... I don't know. I didn't want to talk about it, I guess.

Yeah. I mean... No, but I will be. They killed his parents. He couldn't stay, but I got to talk to him a bit.

[mallory-mears]

I'm Slowly Realizing I Need To Make A Trip Out To Norway.

Then go to Norway and stop typing like that.

[irene-rozanov]

Can we please not talk about this.

[pm] Have you tried to talk to him….?

[mallory-mears]

[pm] I don't want to talk about this.

Yeah, yeah I did.

[irene-rozanov]

That’s a first.

[pm] You’re okay with me still staying at your apartment, right?

[mallory-mears]

I guess I'm just familiar with sex.

[pm] Yeah, yeah, definitely. It's good... I don't you know... try and talk to him that way. 

[mallory-mears]

i need $80

I don't care what you need.