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Spring Break

Woooo, lets get wasted and do things we regret!..........not.

I'm legit just excited to hangout and relax and play WoW and the sims and do scrapbooking and catch up on assignments and hangout with my boyfriend. Things have been a little bit hectic in the relationship department and will probably take a bit to resolve itself, it's not between me and him but rather situations involving him. Sometimes there's things that we can't just sweep under the rug and forget about. School is going well, I got accepted into all the programs that I applied for including Humber as my just in case get away plan. I'm happy and excited about it and honestly just want April to come so my summer semester can start and all this snow can melt and I can also start my summer job so I can start saving. I'm half way there and definitely excited to get it all started :D

aisforarthur

I really miss my bestfriend.

I wish he was in town so we could be wasting away Sunday watching some dumb show and cuddling up talking about life with copious amounts of tea. Why can't this be happening right now?

staypozitive

Self-sabbotage

It's really sad when you see the people you care and worry about self-sabotage themselves or the good things in their lives.

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Another woman’s beauty is not the absence of your own

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“It’s easy to take off your clothes and have sex. People do it all the time. But opening up your soul to someone, letting them into your spirit, thoughts, fears, future, hopes, dreams… that is being naked.” -Rob Bell

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This is too beautiful to not reblog

plantyr

This is all I want

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May the next few months be a period of magnificent transformation.

It is time. (via epitomeofperfection)

Life got me like...

Hai everyone who attempts to read tidbits of writing that explains what's sorta going on in my life yet barely scrapes the top.....

I just finished applying for the programs I want next year! I applied for Social Work and Child and Youth Worker at Cambrian and I applied for Social Work at Humber, I'm pretty pumped considering right now my average is sitting at a mid 75-80% right now and we're only at midterms and I have three more things to hand in before they get counted. I applied to the out of town option mostly to see if I'd get accepted and also as an emergency get out of town as fast as possible plan in case things go south in the relationship department. I know it's bad to think of things that way but the last time I had an oppurtunity to leave town for school I stayed based on an empty promise.

Speaking of relationships though, the hallmark holiday happened yesterday and well, Zak and I sorta bought into it. We were supposed to do the generic dinner and movie date but because it was fucking freeze your testicles off weather and we were a little on the broke side he asked me what I was craving and I said Chinese so that's what we ordered after he got home from work. He went all out on his gift though and bought me a personally made gift pack from the Body Shop (my absolute favorite store) with a WoW game card and a bunch of chocolate and cinnamon hearts. I didn't get to get him much but I made him some stuff and put it in a tin heart can so that we can use/look at them later. We started watching the second season of Bates Motel and then he decided (for some weird reason) that he wanted to go home cause he'd been at my place since Tuesday which normally I wouldn't care but lastnight got really upset at first especially when I got on facebook and saw everything people were posting so I mostly just played Sims the whole night and ignored people.

We decided that we're going to take over the apartment when the lease is up instead of moving out to a new place and having to worry about saving more for first and lasts month, he's going to move in and to make it easier for my roommate who plans to move out on her own, we're going to let her stay here until October-ish so she can save enough for a bachelor or for a one bedroom for her and her boyfriend. She's barely here and so it won't be so bad, we'll just be a bit cramped with our stuff mostly in one room and I'll have to wait to get my fur baby but I can hold out until then I'm sure.

Life is going by, and honestly I'm so stoked for it. Sure things right in the moment are a little tight regarding money but, I can manage, as always.

kushandwisdom

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fuckyouveryveryymuch

In school they teach you how to multiply 9x8 make you read Macbeth and have you memorize the first 10 amendments to the constitution. But they don’t teach you how to stop loving someone who has stopped loving you or how to deal with losing a friend to an unsaid goodbye and a relative to a cancer that ate away their brain. At home I learned from my father that alcohol can make as many problems as it solves but damn does it feel good to let my throat burn instead of my heart and to tune out the problems in my head that I just couldn’t solve. Because life isn’t 9x8 and it isn’t the way authors describe their characters in a story. It’s those nights you lay awake missing someone wishing things could be different and it’s the next day when you realize they can’t and then it’s how you pick yourself up after being down for so long. I taught myself that.

what have you learned? (via barbieandken)

this is the most beautiful thing i’ve ever read

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