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[mamisbeautifuldisaster]

[mamisbeautifuldisaster]

smiley360 Sweettarts Ropes Mission. .

So i really enjoy these missions from the site :SMILEY360.COM this is like my fourth mission where they send you a box or big envelope FOR FREE to review and give your opinion anyonr can sign up you take quizzes to see what products you match with...so this one Is candy Sweettarts Ropes...and im not huge on this type of candy but it actually is really good ...soft real strong flavor smells really good...i really am dugging this candy so are my kids...I like it alot

[mamisbeautifuldisaster]

many shades of random

so pretty much it's been a minute since I've even attempted getting on or doing the whole blogging thing partly because my teenage son made fun of me and I took it really too hard and I guess I was being a baby about it and so I wasn't gonna do it but I decided I will just not you know let him have any access to see it and I wonder if you could do any better really this is just about me I don't really care if I have any followers or anybody likes what I have to say kind of an outlet for me especially now that I'm sick if I hadn't mentioned before that I have level 3 kidney disease and lupus and I'm recently diagnosed so I'm in that stage where I'm like wicked pissed off at the world in pain and off a lot and really depressed and trying to put on an act and it all comes out in anger so that's when I decided I'm going to start blogging because there's a lot of s*** that I like out there I like the whole subscription box thing and then I like free stuff like free samples and s*** and then I like to go on like Tumblr and look at like sex s*** like big girls shake or in all sexy guys would ever even sexygirls it don't really matter so all the way around I figured what the hell I know some people get really good at blocking and number one they get boxes in samples and free s*** to review so maybe I would get good enough to do stuff like that maybe people would care about my opinion or maybe I could inspire some people being in a bigger girl and really confident with like my sexuality or maybe I would be like this really cool mommy bloggers cuz I have 3 kids so I got a touch of string somewhere with someone really that's all I have to say it's kind of a ramble and unnecessary but it is what it isso I'm going to be posting a lot more now and I'm going to be all over the place and whoever doesn't like it can not follow me I have a gun to none of your headS lmao ..to be continued and by the way a new hobby I picked out was they thing its pretty badass and I'm pretty bad ass at it so I just started out with the little it goes and now I'm up to sub ohm pretty cool..

[mamisbeautifuldisaster]

Big girl's are more fun

[mamisbeautifuldisaster]

50 SHADES. OF HAPPPY

So I reserved tickets to the fifty shades of grey movie and I cant wait...now I heard it wasn't so great from critics..I know myself I was absolutely addicted to the books but I am almost positive that it will not be near as intense in fact I think it should have been rated X lol I know sounds crazy huh...not so much porn but well yes porn but classier woman porn lmao So me and my girls will be going Friday the 13th well today actually.. lets hope the date isn't bad luck in its own right... #50shadesofgrey #mrgrey #submission

[mamisbeautifuldisaster]

Vaping

So I am really into this vaping thing I went a little crazy and bought around 30 bottles of #ejuice lol ranging from 5 dollars to 28 dollars a bottle but I think I have found my new ADDICTION....any suggestions on what #ejuice #eliquid is the best out there....to be continued.....

#vape. #ejuice #luvthemclouds #vaping #badass

[elainalosersmith]

So for the last few months, I’ve been testing out this care package idea, and I really think I’ve gotten a pretty good hang on it now, guys. To be honest, these boxes are pretty awesome. 

How it works: you give me an idea of what kinds of things you’re into, and I pack you a box filled with love and goodies and surprises. If you send me your URL, I’ll stalk your blog and find what I need to there. 

There’s three different sizes of boxes for sale, but all of them come with a love letter from me! Other possible finds: beauty products, candy, vintage trinkets, handmade goodies, accessories…. The goal is really just a happier you!!

So if you’ve got finals coming up, or if you know someone else who could use a box of smiles, click here.

[mamisbeautifuldisaster]

I really really love this type of stuff

[mamisbeautifuldisaster]

Been a few.. so another random.. ..subscription boxes lol hahah

!ok so I wanna really stay focused and do this blog thing not really for anyone but me I need something I enjoy I used to write poetry and also hooks to like hiphop songs just for myself I never made it big or on the radio no artist was spitting my hooks lol...so I am gonna probably take a month and talk about a bunch of randoms.. maybe like KIDS.. .SHOPPING...CURRENT EVENTS...RELATIONSHIPS...C3LEBS.....SEX...ADULT TOPICS.. .SHIT MAYBE PORN OR DRUGS WHATEVER I WANT REALLY AND THEN MAYBE JUST MAYBE I WILL STICK TO A THEME WHICH SINC3 I DEAL WITH KIDS ALL THE TIME THAT PROBABLYBL WONT BE THE THEME LMAO JP.... But today February 4th I am all addicted to #subscriptionboxes I would call it obsessed and not sure if its actually unhealthy how much time I take.to.find new original non #mainstream #subboxes....I JUST RECENTLY GOT TH3 #popsugermusthavebox # kiwicrate 2 times...the #Cannabox... I'm waiting to receive #outoftheboxsampler I actuqlly got a lil taste of them and I cant tell you how much I love them cant wait to see.the.full thing... #boodlebox...that actually came today and my daughter loved it I actually.pictured it being a lil different but will try it one more.time...#walmartbeautybox.. #walmartbabybox got one beauty box which I really loved especially for th3bprice..waiting for.baby.box...also #lovewithfood #Indiesampler those I am also waiting on and.cant forget.my #pufferbox... I PLAN TO REVIEW THEM MAKE VIDEOS AND LET.MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY.KNO2 2HICH ONES IM DO2N WITH BELI3VE IT OR NOT SOME OF TH3MBREALLY LIKE MY TASTE LOL.... SO WHAT ARE SOME BOXES THAT YOU ALL GET OR HEARD OF OTHER THAN THE COMMON #upset #julep #glossy Lmk...ALSO BEAR WITH THE RUNNING SENTENCES I AM GETTING THE HANG OF THIS SHYT WATCH ME I WILL BE GREAT...YEAAAAH BUDDDY XOXO:-) ;-)

[mamisbeautifuldisaster]

smiley 360..LETS KICK OF THE RANDOM

So i joined the smiley 360 website a few months back because i love free shyt lol and I lo e to give my opinion on things this website is the best of both worlds really, companies send free sames of products and you get them in a cute little smiley box or envelope and you just have to give your honest opinion of the product(s) ...my latest was from EMERGEN-C you know those little packets usually near the checkout of the local wallgreens or whatnot. ..you mix them with water and there ya go vitamins and flavor in one hit...i wasnt sure it was going to be that great as i have tried similar and they tasted like crap like medicine like vitamins and who they hell wats to sip on that when you can swallow a tasteless pill and get your boost. Well i got five packs free different flavors citrus , berry medley,double orange,and a coconut pineapple..by the way the last one was my favorit it broke my feelings about previously trying a similar drink that made me want to throw a fit and spit it all over the place...also the berry one was a WARMERS one so it was like a tea...which believe it or not was also great... my only real feeling of negativity was that maybe they could have a none fizzy bubbly option not also in the mood for all that..but with that said i jave already went out and bought a non free pack...yeaaah buddy..tryna boost my immune system one packet at a time lol... #smiley360 #emergen-c #ilovefreeshit

[mamisbeautifuldisaster]

Totally random but.pics can tell you a lot about people so can music #poeticjustice #thugluv #bbwmama #rambleon

[mamisbeautifuldisaster]

Gotta love poetic justice....SO STARTS THE RANDOM LMFAO

[mamisbeautifuldisaster]

So totally new to this!!!

So I'm 33 years old from north eastern Massachusetts.. I am a BBW. Or a big girl or thick chunky or just plain fat whatever your flavor!!! I have three kids 14 year old boy 6 year old girl and a 2 year old girl..I'm engaged to a great guy been together 4 years but known eachother for about 17 years.. .I love music and movies ...tatts and poetry...freebie websites and subscription boxes...dirty novels and crazy sex lol.. I want to start blogging. I know I know I'm way behind but I love to review stuff give my opinion...also I am outspoken so I may just want to.rant and hell maybe it will help someone or make them laugh or maybe even help me...so from homelife to shopping to sexual desire I plan on being all over the map and uncensored.. .!!!!hope you will join me:-) :-) :-) ;-) ★;-) ;-)