SO GOES THE DORK TRAIN

Anti-myopic musings from a hip girl living amongst the manatees. Kawaii motherfucker. Majoring in Comparative Literature and Film Studies at an American university. Hobbies include: complaining on the internet, caring too much about pornographic Japanese ultraviolence cartoons, snacking Anitwitter rando and CYS veteran.

[manilow]

checking tumblr for the first time in 8 years & all i can say is: thank you to the people who never ever changed their profile pics 

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three synchronized boys

[manilow]

same

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xenosaga episode one ruled

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ok

[manilow]

thank you for this gift 

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for graduate school i want to go off the grid 

[manilow]

@jazzcatte that’s good. my problem w/ analogue is that it’s often as fun as, well,  exploring a database. which isn’t fun for me. 

but i’ll def check out digital now

also i barely use tumblr so i have no idea how to reply to things now lmao

[manilow]

lkiab thoughts

i was wary going in since i didn’t enjoy analogue much, but ended up liking it a lot

it helps that it relies on the strengths of Love’s writing (humor & dialogue) rather than the weaknesses (descriptive prose)

it’s less thematically ambitious than analogue, but that just meant that it ended up a lot more successful & confident in achieving its own goals

it’s also Very Much Porn so ymmv w/ that. i found it more of a thoughtful rumination on sex in relationships than Hot, but i’m not into BDSM/humiliation stuff.

& it ends with one big metal gear joke/anticapitalist screed lmao

now i wanna check out digital 

[manilow]

that’s it that’s the characters

[manilow]

well ok it’s called the Dank Meme SOCIETY but don’t tell me that HUT isn’t an exponentially danker word for whatever reason

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bad

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i looked up the source for this and its from an anime where a dude has to keep a constant boner for a month straight or he loses his house

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is this the episode where he lost his house

[manilow]

the revolution will consist of undergrads sharing anti-capitalist memes in a FB group titled [insert college name here] Dank Meme Hut

[manilow]

at least thunderbolt fantasy ended really well 

[manilow]

i can’t believe that my friend, who harbored secret feelings for my ex & pounced on him as soon as we broke up, went on to disrespect my space under the guise/expectation that other people would harbor as few possessive feelings as she apparently does

tfw when a friend continues to be shitty to you & u realize the relationship might not be worth salvaging but, uh, you kind of live together

[manilow]

tfw you’re perched atop a throne of human skulls, on a cliff above the ocean, howling wind & shrieking seagulls

[manilow]

i’ve decided to ask out a lady

i still don’t like putting labels on my sexuality since i’m dealing with so many tangled layers of repression/intimacy issues

i just want someone who i can talk to easily, & me & this girl had a p instant personal connection, mostly put off by me being “straight” (lol) while showing her shit like utena & yuri kuma

she’s super cool & i’m scared & i hope she likes me back. last relationship (w/ a dude) did a number on my trues issues when he dropped the ball

i want to pursue happiness, but i’m also worried that this won’t fill the void in me, and that i’ll run away again

all i can do is my best

[manilow]

this election has destroyed my ability to conceive of time in the long-term