isn't it lovely?

Written by Hannah // 21 - Isn't it lovely?. all alone. heart made of glass. my mind of stone tear me to pieces. skin and bone hello WELCOME HOME.

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IMPORTANT

So, after much thinking, I decided it is best if I restart this blog. For different reasons, it is hard to keep up with multiple rp blogs at once, especially with my inspiration as fickle as it usually is. 

THIS BLOG IS NOW ARCHIVED AND IS A SIDEBLOG ON MY REY SKYWALKER RP @scavengerxjedi

Because it’s a sideblog, all follows will COME FROM SCAVENGERXJEDI. For a lot of you I’m already following you over there, but for others just know if you follow me on my new blog and you get a seemingly random follow from a Rey blog (granted, one mostly crossover/au based) it’s because I’m following you back. 

The new blog is @manyamuses

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isn’t it lovely? all alone heart made of glass my mind of stone tear me to pieces skin and bone hello WELCOME HOME -

indie multimuse sideblog (ft. muses from tvd, spn, mtv scream, ncis, mcu & more) low activity + queue based adored by hannah, 22

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Follows back from @scavengerxjedi !

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So... life update: I'm in my senior year of college and have been focused on getting all my schoolwork done as well as finding a placement/internship for this spring semester. Because without a placement/internship I will not be able to graduate this spring like I'm expected to. But, things seem to be slowing down (ish) for right now so I'm going to try and get some stuff done here and on my Rey Skywalker (@scavengerxjedi) but I can't promise to be highly active again. Mostly this and my Rey will be ran off the queue.

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Kelly Gibbs

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Sam Winchester [NOTE: CATCHING UP ON SHOW]

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Elena Gilbert

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storieswrittcn​:

@manyxxmuses​ sent ❛ Your dad is always mad. ❜ // sam to lucifer? i need to make a lucifer verse but i’m catching up on both shows

Folklore starters

status: accepting

“Ah, yes, well that’s Dad for you.” Eyes squint at the man before him - does he know him? “It sounds like you have some experience with the bastard.” Head tilts to the side slightly, he doesn’t think he’s seen him before. Oh, he would remember a pretty face like that! “What did my dear ol’ dad do to you?”

The scoff that left Sam was full of pure bitterness. “What order do you want it? Chronologically or severity?” There were so many places he could start with what God had done to him and Dean. And the best part? He wouldn’t sound like a lunatic, because apparently this man thought he was the Devil himself. Something Sam knew wasn’t true - the real Lucifer would never be caught dead playing nightclub owner in Los Angeles, or anywhere. At least, that was what he told the primal part of his brain that screamed at him to get out after the man had introduced himself.

Cities were usually places him and Dean avoided like the plague, but when they heard someone was running a nightclub claiming to be the Lucifer, Dean had practically dragged Sam here, just to make sure they weren’t about to have Archangel Apocalypse 2.0 on their hands.

“It probably doesn’t help that we kind of ruined his plans he spent a millennia perfecting,” he quietly added.

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tearsinyourhand​:

『 robin buckley : @manyxxmuses​ 』

masque of sapphire by deana james // accepting 

based on this ask: “i-i’ve br-brought you some nice ho-hot tea.” // tara to robin maybe?

Parties were not Robin’s thing. Never had been and never would be. Having a panic attack in the middle of a crowded one at Tina’s house was hopefully all the proof Steve needed to never convince her to come to another one. He’d meant well, she at least knew that. He was her best friend after all and would never do anything to hurt her. He’d wanted her to get out and meet people thinking that she’d have a good time. Telling her that she might meet someone - even if they both knew the chances of that happening were slim.

She sat outside on one of the lounge chairs by the pool to get some fresh air. She was totally humiliated but she refused to make Steve stop having a good time just to take her home. She’d thought about walking and she probably would as long as soon as she got herself calmed down enough. Panic attacks like the one she’d had not too long ago left her weak and drained. He’d come out to check on her a few times but other than that she was alone. That’s how she preferred it after being the laughing stock of the whole party.

The sound of someone talking to her broke the silence and Robin looked up at them. “What…? Oh.” She took the cup of tea with a smile and sipped on it. The warmth did make her feel a little bit better. “Thanks. Did Steve send you out here to check on me. Or did you see me make a fool of myself?” She asked softly. Robin just wasn’t used to kindness. There had been very few people that weren’t laughing at her.

Honestly, Tara had no idea how she even ended up at this party. She was a loner, the weird girl, the new girl, who’s mother was barely in the ground before her controlling father and brother had whisked her away from sunny California to small town Indiana. She didn’t even like parties, but apparently there were perks to being the new kid in school, and invitations to parties was one of them. The wiccan figured she might as well enjoy it while she was able to; already she could tell the invite was very reluctant, and probably more in hopes Tara would make a fool of herself for the entire Hawkins High School body to make fun of. 

So it wasn’t all that hard for her to notice the girl practically push through people in a haste to get outside. Something about the way she did it reminded Tara of the panic attacks she had had following her mother’s death (there was a feeling she couldn’t shake that her father had something to do with it) and despite it being extremely out of normal character for the shy girl, she made the decision to follow the other out to the mostly abandoned pool. 

Winter was starting to set in, so most of the party-goers were crammed inside to avoid getting sick, leaving just Tara and the other girl out here.  She held the thermos of tea she carried with her (no way was she going to trust alcohol, after seeing what it did to her father and brother) towards the other, and smiled slightly when the girl took it. The warmth was immediately missed, but the other looked like she needed it more, so Tara simply pulled her shawl tighter around herself.  “Uh, n-no. To either. You... you just looked like you could u-use it,” she quickly stammered out. “I-I can leave you alone, i-if you want..”

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                                       𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐤𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐲 𝐭𝐚𝐲𝐥𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐰𝐢𝐟𝐭                                                l  y  r  i  c    s  t  a  r  t  e  r  s

✽  long post ahead bc i have no self control ! ✽  change pronouns / punctuation as needed . ✽  some lyrics are explicit. ✽  some themes are slightly darker. ✽  alteratively, send    ♫ 𝚏𝚘𝚕𝚔𝚕𝚘𝚛𝚎    to have a lyric automatically generated & said to your muse instead .

[ track 01 ]   the 1 ❛ I’m doing good! I’m on some new shit. ❜ ❛ I thought I saw you at the bus stop. ❜ ❛ I hit the ground running each night. ❜ ❛ You know, the greatest films of all time were never made. ❜ ❛ If you wanted me, you really should have showed. ❜ ❛ If you never bleed, you’re never gonna grow. ❜ ❛ It’s alright now. ❜ ❛ We were something, don’t you think so? ❜ ❛ If my wishes came true, it would have been you. ❜ ❛ In my defense — I have none for never leaving well enough alone. ❜ ❛ It would have been fun if you would have been the one. ❜ ❛ I had this dream you’re doing cool shit, having adventures on your own. ❜ ❛ We never painted by the numbers, baby. ❜ ❛ We were making it count. ❜ ❛ You know the greatest loves of all time are over now. ❜ ❛ I guess you never know. ❜ ❛ It’s another day of waking up alone. ❜ ❛ If one thing had been different, would everything be different today? ❜ ❛ It would have been sweet if it could’ve been me. ❜ ❛ In my defense, I have none for digging up the grave another time. ❜

[ track 02 ]   cardigan ❛ When you are young, they assume you know nothing. ❜ ❛ Baby, kiss it better. ❜ ❛ I was your favorite. ❜ ❛ A friend to all is a friend to none. ❜ ❛ Chase two girls, lose the one. ❜ ❛ To kiss in cars and downtown bars was all we needed. ❜ ❛ You drew stars around my scars and now I’m bleeding. ❜ ❛ I knew you tried to change the ending. ❜ ❛ I knew you’d linger like a tattoo kiss. ❜ ❛ I knew you’d haunt all of my what-ifs. ❜ ❛ I knew everything when I was young. ❜ ❛ I knew I’d curse you for the longest time. ❜ ❛ I knew you’d miss me once the thrill expired, and you’d be standing in my front porch light. ❜ ❛ I knew you’d come back to me. ❜

[ track 03 ]   the last great american dynasty ❛ How did a middle-class divorcee do it? ❜ ❛ The wedding was a charming, if a little gauche. ❜ ❛ There’s only so far new money goes. ❜ ❛ Their parties were tasteful, if a little loud. ❜ ❛ It must have been her fault his heart gave out. ❜ ❛ There goes the last great American dynasty. ❜ ❛ Who knows, if she never showed up, what could have been. ❜ ❛ There goes the maddest woman this town has ever seen. ❜ ❛ They say she was seen on occasion, pacing the rocks, staring out the sea. ❜ ❛ In a feud with her neighbor, she stole his dog and dyed it key lime green. ❜ ❛ Fifty years is a long time. ❜ ❛ Who knows, if I never showed up, what could’ve been. ❜ ❛ I had a marvelous time ruining everything. ❜ ❛ I had a marvelous time. ❜

[ track 04 ]   exile ❛ I can see you standing, honey, with his arms around your body. ❜ ❛ I think I’ve seen this film before, and I didn’t like the ending. ❜ ❛ You’re not my homeland anymore. ❜ ❛ What am I defending now? ❜ ❛ You were my town. Now I’m in exile, seeing you out. ❜ ❛ I can see you staring, honey, like he’s just your understudy, like you’d get your knuckles bloody for me. ❜ ❛ You’d get your knuckles bloody for me. ❜ ❛ Those eyes add insult to injury. ❜ ❛ I’m not your problem anymore. ❜ ❛ Who am I offending now? ❜ ❛ You were my crown. Now I’m in exile, seeing you out. ❜ ❛ I’m leaving out the side door. ❜ ❛ There is no amount of crying I can do for you. ❜ ❛ All this time, we always walked a very thin line. ❜ ❛ You didn’t even hear me out. ❜ ❛ You never gave a warning sign. ❜ ❛ I gave so many signs. ❜ ❛ All this time, I never learned to read your mind. ❜ ❛ I couldn’t turn things around. ❜ ❛ You never turned things around. ❜ ❛ You didn’t even see the signs. ❜

[ track 05 ]   my tears ricochet ❛ If I’m on fire, you’ll be made of ashes, too. ❜ ❛ Even on my worst day, did I deserve, babe — all the hell you gave me? ❜ ❛ I loved you, I swear I loved you, until my dying day. ❜ ❛ I didn’t have it in myself to go with grace. ❜ ❛ You’re the hero flying around, saving face. ❜ ❛ If I’m dead to you, why were you at the wake? ❜ ❛ Look at how my tears ricochet. ❜ ❛ We gather stones, never knowing what they’ll mean. ❜ ❛ You know I didn’t want to have to haunt you. ❜ ❛ What a ghostly scene. ❜ ❛ You used to tell me I was brave. ❜ ❛ I can go anywhere I want. Anywhere I want, just not home. ❜ ❛ You can aim for my heart — go for blood. ❜ ❛ You would still miss me in your bones. ❜ ❛ I still talk to you when I’m screaming at the sky. ❜ ❛ You had to kill me, but it killed you just the same. ❜ ❛ You turned into your worst fears. ❜ ❛ You’re tossing out blame, drunk on this pain, crossing out the good years. ❜

[ track 06 ]   mirrorball ❛ I’ll show you every version of yourself tonight. ❜ ❛ When I break, it’s a million pieces. ❜ ❛ Hush. ❜ ❛ You’ll find me on my tallest tip-toes, spinning in my highest heels, love — shining just for you. ❜ ❛ I know they said the end is near. ❜ ❛ I can change everything about me to fit in. ❜ ❛ You’re not like the regulars. ❜ ❛ I’m still on that tightrope. ❜ ❛ I’m still trying everything to get you laughing at me. ❜ ❛ I’m still a believer, but I don’t know why. ❜ ❛ I’ve never been a natural. ❜ ❛ All I do is try, try, try. ❜ ❛ I’m still trying everything to keep you looking at me. ❜

[ track 07 ]   seven ❛ Please picture me in the trees. ❜ ❛ I hit my peak at seven, feet in the swing over the creek. ❜ ❛ I was too scared to jump in, but I was high in the sky. ❜ ❛ Are there still beautiful things? ❜ ❛ Cross your heart. ❜ ❛ Though I can’t recall your face, I still got love for you. ❜ ❛ Love you to the moon and to Saturn. ❜ ❛ The love lasts so long. ❜ ❛ I’ve been meaning to tell you, I think your house is haunted. ❜ ❛ Your dad is always mad. ❜ ❛ I think you should come live with me. ❜ ❛ We can be pirates! ❜ ❛ You won’t have to cry or hide in the closet. ❜ ❛ Our love will be passed on. ❜ ❛ I used to scream ferociously any time I wanted. ❜ ❛ Pack your dolls and a sweater. ❜

[ track 08 ]   august ❛ Salt air and the rust on your door — I never needed anything more. ❜ ❛ I can see us lost in the memory. ❜ ❛ August slipped away into a moment in time, because it was never mine. ❜ ❛ I was see us twisted in bedsheets. ❜ ❛ August sipped away like a bottle of wine, because you were never mine. ❜ ❛ Will you call me when you’re back at school? ❜ ❛ I remember thinking I had you. ❜ ❛ It was never mine. ❜ ❛ You were never mine. ❜ ❛ For me, it was enough to live for the hope of it all. ❜ ❛ I canceled plans just in case you’d call. ❜ ❛ Meet me behind the mall. ❜ ❛ So much for summer love and saying “us”. ❜ ❛ You weren’t mine to lose. ❜ ❛ Do you remember? ❜ ❛ Remember when I pulled up and said “Get in the car.” ❛ I was living for the hope of it all. ❜

[ track 09 ]   this is me trying ❛ I’ve been having a hard time adjusting. ❜ ❛ I didn’t know if you’d care if I came back. ❜ ❛ I have a lot of regrets about that. ❜ ❛ Maybe I don’t quite know what to say. ❜ ❛ I’m here in your doorway. ❜ ❛ I just wanted you to know this is me trying. ❜ ❛ I got wasted like all my potential. ❜ ❛ My words shoot to kill when I’m mad. I have a lot of regrets about that. ❜ ❛ I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere. ❜ ❛ I ended up here, pouring my heart out to a stranger. ❜ ❛ I didn’t pour the whiskey. ❜ ❛ At least I’m trying. ❜ ❛ It’s hard to be at a party when I feel like an open wound. ❜ ❛ It’s hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you. ❜ ❛ You’re a flashback in a film reel on the one screen in my town. ❜

[ track 10 ]   illicit affairs ❛ Make sure nobody sees you leave. ❜ ❛ Tell your friends you’re out for a run. ❜ ❛ You’ll be flushed when you return. ❜ ❛ Take the road less traveled by. ❜ ❛ Tell yourself you can always stop. ❜ ❛ What started in beautiful rooms, ends with meeting in parking lots. ❜ ❛ That’s the thing about illicit affairs — and clandestine meetings and longing stares. ❜ ❛ It’s born from just one single glance, but it dies and it dies and it dies a million little times. ❜ ❛ You leave no trace behind. ❜ ❛ Take the words for what they are — a dwindling mercurial high, a drug that only worked the first few hundred times. ❜ ❛ They show their truth one single time, but they lie and they lie and they lie. A million little times. ❜ ❛ Don’t call me “kid”. ❜ ❛ Don’t call me “baby”. ❜ ❛ Look at this godforsaken mess that you made me. ❜ ❛ You showed me colors you know I can’t see with anyone else. ❜ ❛ Look at this idiotic fool that you made me. ❜ ❛ You taught me a secret language I can’t speak with anyone else. ❜ ❛ You know damn well, for you, I would ruin myself a million little times. ❜

[ track 11 ]   invisible string ❛ I used to think I would meet somebody there. ❜ ❛ Teal was the color of your shirt when you were sixteen at the yogurt shop. ❜ ❛ Time, curious time. ❜ ❛ Were there clues I didn’t see? ❜ ❛ Isn’t it just so pretty to think all along there was some invisible string tying you to me? ❜ ❛ You ate at my favorite spot for dinner. ❜ ❛ She said I looked like an American singer. ❜ ❛ Time, mystical time — cutting me open, then healing me fine. ❜ ❛ Something wrapped all of my past mistakes in barbed wire. ❜ ❛ One single thread of gold tied me to you. ❜ ❛ Gold was the color of the leaves when you around Centennial Park. ❜ ❛ Hell was the journey, but it brought me to heaven. ❜ ❛ Time, wondrous time, gave me the blues and then purple-pink skies. ❜ ❛ It’s cool, baby, with me. ❜

[ track 12 ]   mad woman ❛ What did you think I’d say to that? ❜ ❛ Does a scorpion sting when fighting back? ❜ ❛ They strike to kill, and you know I will. ❜ ❛ What do you sing on your drive home? ❜ ❛ Do you see my face in the neighbors lawn? ❜ ❛ Fuck you forever. ❜ ❛ Every time you call me crazy, I get more crazy. ❜ ❛ When you say I seem angry, I get more angry. ❜ ❛ There’s nothing like a mad woman. ❜ ❛ What a shame she went mad. ❜ ❛ No one likes a mad woman. You made her like that. ❜ ❛ You’ll poke that bear ‘till her claws come out and you find something to wrap your noose around. ❜ ❛ I breathe flames each time I talk. ❜ ❛ They say “Move On,” but you know I won’t. ❜ ❛ Women like hunting witches too, doing your dirtiest work for you. ❜ ❛ It’s obvious that wanting me dead has really brought you two together. ❜ ❛ I’m taking my time. ❜ ❛ You took everything from me. ❜ ❛ She should be mad, should be scathing like me. ❜

[ track 13 ]   epiphany ❛ I think he’s bleeding out. ❜ ❛ Some things you just can’t speak about. ❜ ❛ With you, I serve. With you, I fall down. ❜ ❛ I think she’s crashing out. ❜ ❛ Only twenty minutes to sleep. ❛ You dream of some epiphany — just one single glimpse of relief. ❜

[ track 14 ]   betty ❛ I won’t make assumptions. ❜ ❛ I think it’s because of me. ❜ ❛ One time, I was riding on my skateboard when I passed your house. ❜ ❛ It’s like I couldn’t breathe. ❜ ❛ You heard the rumors. ❜ ❛ You can’t believe a word she says most times. But this time, it was true. ❜ ❛ The worst thing that I ever did was what I did to you. ❜ ❛ If I just showed up at your party, would you have me? ❜ ❛ Would you want me? ❜ ❛ Would you tell me to go fuck myself? ❜ ❛ In the garden, would you trust me if I told you it was a just a summer thing? ❜ ❛ I’m only seventeen. I don’t know anything. ❜ ❛ I don’t know anything, but I know I miss you. ❜ ❛ I know where it all went wrong. ❜ ❛ I was nowhere to be found. ❜ ❛ I hate crowds. You know that. ❜ ❛ I saw you dance with him. ❜ ❛ I was walking home on broken cobblestones, just thinking of you. ❛ She pulled up like a figment of my worst intentions. ❜ ❛ Get in. Let’s drive. ❜ ❛ I dreamt of you all summer long. ❜ ❛ I planned it out for weeks now. ❜ ❛ It’s finally sinking in. ❜ ❛ Right now is the last time. ❜ ❛ I can dream about what happens when you can see my face again. ❜ ❛ The only thing I wanna do is make it up to you. ❜ ❛ Will you have me? ❜ ❛ Will you love me? ❜ ❛ Will you kiss me on the porch in front of all your stupid friends? ❜ ❛ If you kiss me, will it be just like I dreamed it? ❜ ❛ I don’t know anything. ❜

[ track 15 ]   peace ❛ Our coming-of-age has come and gone. ❜ ❛ I never had the courage of my convictions, as long as danger is near. ❜ ❛ It’s just around the corner, darlin. ❜ ❛ I could never give you peace. ❜ ❛ I’m a fire and I’ll keep your brittle heart warm. ❜ ❛ All these people think love’s for show, but I would die for you in secret. ❜ ❛ The devil’s in the details, but you got a friend in me. ❜ ❛ Would it be enough if I could never give you peace? ❜ ❛ Your integrity makes me seem small. ❜ ❛ I talk shit with my friends. It’s like I’m wasting your honor. ❜ ❛ Is it enough? ❜ ❛ I’d give you my sunshine, give you my best. ❜ ❛ The rain is always gonna come if you’re standing with me. ❜

[ track 16 ]   hoax ❛ This has broken me down. ❜ ❛ This has frozen my ground. ❜ ❛ Give me a reason. ❜ ❛ Your faithless love’s the only hoax I believe in. ❜ ❛ Don’t want no other shade of blue, but you. ❜ ❛ No other sadness in the world would do. ❜ ❛ I am ash from your fire. ❜ ❛ You know I left a part of me back in New York. ❜ ❛ You knew the hero died, so what’s the movie for? ❜ ❛ You knew it still hurts underneath my scars. ❜ ❛ You knew you won, so what’s the point of keeping score? ❜ ❛ It still hurts underneath my scars. ❜ ❛ What you did was just as dark. ❜ ❛ Darling, this was just as hard as when they pulled me apart. ❜

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@goddamnmuses continued from [x]

“You’re the first person to ever say that to me. Most people don’t, uh, have the same reaction when you mention that you’ve saved the world but also kind of broke it.”

No, in Sam’s case, most people immediately tried to kill him. His mind flashed back to a different bar, a different time, to a couple of hunters drying to force demon blood down his throat, to Walt and Roy killing him and Dean in cold blood because of Sam’s fuck ups...

He quickly drained the shot of whiskey in front of him, letting the telltale burn chase the memories away... for now. Actually, that was half the reason he was here, and already halfway drunk - the nightmares were getting to him. He was just glad Lucifer’s hallucination hadn’t shown up yet to add to his misery.

[manyxxmuses]

So update: I’m... kinda getting a muse back? Can’t say how often I’ll be on here or how long it’ll last bc school is starting to pick up (though it is almost spring break). Just wanted to say I’m alive and not abandoning the rpc (yet).

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heartxshaped-bruises‌:

        Some shit like that? A soft scoff fell from Abel’s lips and he looked the girl up from top to bottom. He couldn’t tell you her name but thought to have seen her before in the corridors and occasionally, at a course or two. But he wouldn’t have suspected that she was bold enough to be suggestive. For one part because he didn’t expect her to be the type and second, because the older semesters were hardly approached by the younger.

        ❛❛You think hooking up with me doesn’t come with strings or expectations?❜❜, he replied amused. In the U.S it would be different. The music around them got toned down the past 10 minutes since it was already late and students started to leave the academy’s party. Abel’s mind was hazed and comfortable from the couple of drinks he had, painting the hint of a smirk onto his lips. ❛❛What’s your name, even?❜❜

While giving the other time to respond, Wendy pulled the small flask she has smuggled with her out, seeing that all the adults were too busy getting ready to deal with clean up from the party. She knew what she had done was bold; there was an unspoken rule that the younger students stayed away from the older, but then, when had she ever willingly followed rules?

“Fine; name your terms,” she finally replied, taking a swig of the cheap ass liquor before tucking the flask back into her tiny purse. “Name’s Wendy, Wendy Darling. Not that I imagination you care.”

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stonedgilbert‌:

( sms : eddie ) yeah, i mean, it definitely looked like an entertaining party ( sms : eddie ) wouldn’t have minded hanging out there myself ( sms : eddie ) is chocolate really all it takes? should i keep that in mind?

(sms jeremy) --> why didn’t you?

(sms jeremy) --> kinda. apparently there’s a chemical in it that’s similar to one found in brains

(sms jeremy) --> ...yeah, v says to keep it in mind

(sms jeremy) --> YoU L0ok like a. Delicius snac

(sms jeremy) --> FUCK IGNORE THAT V GRABBED MY PHONE

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@theblitzboysoutoftime continued from [x]

“Come on, a good looking fellow like you? I’m sure you get told that all the time,” Elena teased, hoping the heat across her cheeks wan’t visible to the other teen. 

[museinspo]

“I’m not too gone to be healed, am I? I’m not too gone am I?”

— Alice Notley, from In The Pines: Poems; “In The Pines,” (via violentwavesofemotion)

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shcsallrightnow‌:

Okay, so maybe normal hadn’t been the right word to use. Piper had definitely had her share of gossip thrown her way, and all about horrifying, gruesome murders. Nevertheless, Abigail couldn’t imagine the girl indulging in cannibalism, so she felt she had a bit of a leg up on being slightly more fucked up.

“I think it’s normal to think things like that,” Abigail said after a moment. “I mean, maybe not normal, but people definitely think about it from time to time. It’s just a matter of doing versus thinking.”

Piper stabbed into her pancakes, yet Abigail didn’t flinch. She’d sadly grown accustomed to violence. The true anomaly was kindness and gentle touches.

“I don’t think I have much else to lose,” she muttered. “The kids here already think I’m a freak…one of them asked me if I kept the girls’ bloody clothes.”

Swallowing back her nausea, she moved her pancakes around on her plate. Abigail only hesitated at Piper’s words. Unable to hide her surprise, she looked up again. “You don’t? How come? Everyone else thinks…” Unable to finish the words, she swallowed it back and looked to the other woman curiously.

Abigail gave no real reaction to Piper’s words or actions - something she was grateful for. She was used to it so it was nice to see someone not outwardly seem to give a fuck. Of course, she mused after a moment, Abigail had gone through enough hell violence and violent thoughts were commonplace.

The chuckle that left her was only slightly less bitter than the previous one. “That’s not how most people see it,” she replied, cutting into the pancakes and lifting a bite to her mouth. 

As she chewed on the pancakes - they were nothing special; the food here never was - she listened to Abigail’s talk. She couldn’t stop her eyes from widening at the other’s mention that someone here straight up asked if the girl had kept her father’s victim’s clothes. 

She swallowed the bit of pancakes, formulating her response. She was going to just skip over the bloody clothes thing - there wasn’t really anything she could say. Mentioning that most serial killers took some sort of trophies from their victims would just make things worse. 

“Well, for starters all the girls bore a semblance to you. That indicates a particular M.O. and that your father had some sort of obsession with you. It just... doesn’t add up with everything about the whole case. You helping him with the kills. Especially the...” Here she gestured to Abigail’s neck, where the new scar was hidden under a scarf. 

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poly ships. *SCREAMS* i want them all. i need them all. i will sacrifice…. my left pinky toe for poly ships. and poly ships with more than two muns ? *chef’s kiss* i want that too. so that there can be a group chat with screaming about our stupid children. okay. i’m okay. *SCREAMS* polyships !!!