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The third guy I brought tot the house for my uncle to catch me with was in his thirties clearly to old for me but I lied and told him that I was 18 im not sure if he bought it or not but he was coming over regardless of if my age mattered to him or not. I had met him on Craigslist he has posted a few picture of himself and said that he was looking for a tight ass to fuck. He was in great shape he was white but was very tanned you could tell that he worked outside probably on a farm or something he looked like the cowboy type which was sexy to me for some reason. I responded to his post and we traded a few pics his dick was about 7 inches but it was thick as hell with a big mushroom head I wanted him so bad I was rock hard thinking about him forcing that big cock in me. We made arrangements for him to come over that night around 10 he gave me his phone number and told me to call him when I was ready his name was Chance I thought it was a sexy name for a sexy man.

Just like clock work my mom was gone on time and it as just me and Austin home alone he was in his room with both his doors closed when I got in the shower I took my time in the shower and made sure I was nice and clean and when I was out I went to brush my teeth and that is when Austin came in, he opened the door and looked at me I was wrapped in a towel he said sorry and started to close the door but before he could I asked you need in here? he said ya but I will wait I rolled my eyes and said you act like its nothing I havent seen before he didnt say anything just went ahead and closed the door.

After I was out he went in there to piss I was like wow really he couldnt piss while I was in there wtf it pissed me off and made me want to do what I was already going to do even more.

I called Chance and told him to come on over that I was showered and ready, he asked if I was alone I told him know my uncle was here but he keeps to himself he said ok he would be at my house in about twenty. I waited for him in the living room so that when he knocked I would be the one to answer I didnt want Austin to answer and scare him off.

When the time finally came and he knocked at the door I was nervous I really wanted this guy I needed him I needed to feel that big cock in my hole. I opened the door ear nothing but some white running shorts no underwear you could see the head of my dick clearly which was why I liked the shorts. He was so handsome he had blonde hair and a blondish brown beard and omg his eyes were greenish blue very beautiful his skin was clear but very red like he had been in the sun all day he was wearing a navy blue tee shirt that was tight and fit him perfect really showed off his chest he had on jeans that were starched and creased up with cowboy boots he was just what I wanted he came in and we went to my room we started making out on my bed I had purposely left both doors to my room open and he didnt seen to notice I rubbed on the massive bulge in his pants while we made out it felt so big and thick I unbuckled his belt the his pants and as soon as I unzipped them his big cock flopped out it was so thick like a coke can in my hands I went down on him and started sucking it tasted so fucking good and he smelled amazing he took off his shirt while I was sucking him and his chest was bigger then I thought it was red to so that told me he must work outside with his shirt off I rubbed his chest hile I sucked him and he loved it he moaned which turned me on even more. I stood up and pulled my shorts down I was ready to grab the lube and sit on his cock but instead he grabbed me and made me bend over on the bed so he could eat me out and damn he was amazing at it his tounge felt so strong like it was going inside me while he at me I jacked my hard dick while he did it I was in absolute heaven at that moment then to make it even better while I was bent over getting my ass ate by this fine as cowboy Austin walked by my room he looked right at us right at me my eyes met his and I could see the anger but h didnt say anything he walked on downstairs and I kept doing what I was doing,

Chance grabbed the lube from off my nightstand and rubbed it on his fat cock and put his head to my hole and tried to put it in, it wouldnt go in it was way to big and he was trying not to hurt me I rubbed some lube on my hole and told him to force it in I wanted it to hurt I wanted to feel it all he said ok and did just what I said and wow it did hurt and short of popped when his massive mushroom head went in but after a little bit it felt so good he pounded me the whole time doggy style never stopping or slowing down by the time he came inside me my hole was making farting sounds he had me so lose and wet and even wetter when he filled me with his cum and he came alot too I felt it all it was warm all inside me and came dripping out when I stood up after he had pulled his cock out. He got dressed and I wrapped myself in a towel and walked him out I kissed him at the door before shutting it I was smiling when I turned around to find Austin standing there looking at me,

Is this what your going to be doing now he said in a very direct angry tone. I didnt answer I just looked at him he yelled at me YOUR JUST GOING TO KEEP FUCKING ALL THESE GUYS !!! I could feel the tears building in my eyes but I didnt say anything I CANT EVEN FUCKING LOOK AT YOU ANYMORE he yelled before turning and walking up the stairs tears came down my face as I stormed up the stairs behind him, I wasnt going to let him talk to me like that fuck that I thought as I yelled at him WHY THE FUCK DOES IT MATTER TO YOU HUH I CAN FUCK WHO EVER I WANT ITS NOT LIKE YOU FUCKING CARE!!!! I had never spoken to him like that we were in the hal upstairs now he turned around IM YOUR UNCLE I CARE YOU SHOULDNT BE DOING THE FUCKED UP SHIT YOUR DOING THAT GUY WAS TWICE YOUR FUCKING AGE !!! SO ARE YOU I YELLED AND YOU FUCKED ME OR DID YOU FUCKING FORGET ABOUT THAT!!!??? He was pissed now but he was also surprised FUCK YOU he said and went to his room he tried to close the door but couldnt because I was already in the doorway. Get the fuck out he said as he pointed to the hall way NO!!! I yelled GET OUT HE YELLED EVEN LOUDER. I dropped my towel no I said and pushed up on him he took a deep breath and then shoved me out the door your fucking disgusting he said and slammed the door in my face and that was all it took I fucking lost it and start beating on his door and kicking it I was trying to kick it in but didnt get that far he opened the door and shoved me to the ground CUT IT THE FUCK OUT he yelled and I got up and ran to my room.

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I slammed the door behind me and the door to the bathroom that connects to our rooms I was so angry and hurt tears poured from my eyes I put on some boxers and laid in bed thinking about everything that had just happened it played through my mind on repeat until I fell asleep. I wasnt asleep for long before I woke up to Austin sitting on the edge of my twin size bed, im sorry he said I didnt reply not because I didnt want to but because I didnt know what to say at this point. When we did the things we did before I was a different person I was real messed up the drugs and the alcohol had me in a different kind of mind state and it allowed me to do what we did. I understood what he was explaining to me but I didnt care so that exactly what I told him I dont care I said it meant something to me did you not enjoy it I asked him. Yes of course I did he replied but it still wrong thats why we cant do it anymore it not right for us to behave that way. Is that why you distance yourself from me because of what we did or because you dont want it to happen again I asked, he paused then answered with both, we should have never done it and I know if I allow myself I will do it again.

I felt sorry for him because he did seem to really feel bad about everything we had done in the past but that didnt change my feeling for him I wanted more I wanted him. Well I said how are we going to do this you cant avoid me forever and I cant help that I want you. He looked down and said Im going to be moving out soon I have a job that will have me traveling so you wont be seeing musch of me.

I didnt say anything else nor did he and after a moment he got up and walked out. I stayed in bed thinking about him leaving I hated the thought of not ebing able to see him anymore. I threw the covers off and climbed out of bed and walked to his room he was layng in bed shirtless on arm behind his head the other next to him he looked so beautiful and his shorts were pulled down enough that I could see his v line that lead right to where I wanted to be on his dick. One more time I said, one more time what he answer be with me one more time i want to feel you again one last time before you leave. he didnt say anything just kept looking at me,so I made another move I climbed on top of him my ass on his dick please I said just once more he took a deep breath and said no but his dick was saying yes I could feel it against my ass it was rock hard I put my hands on his chest and leaned forward but I didnt kiss him on the lips I was afraid he would push me away instead I kissed his neck he tensed up I could see he had a fist full of sheets I kept going I kissed from his neck to his chest and thats when he grabbed me with both hands stop he said just stop but then he kissed me hard and rough and we started making out we were both so hard he picked me up and laid me on my back he took my underwear off and his shorts he was in between my legs his hard cock on my wet lubed hole I was still wet from being fucked by Chance and his load was still in me. Austin shoved himself inside me and I let out a powerful moan finally he was back were he belonged inside me he was fucking me hard and rough kissing me I could feel all the cum from Chance coming out of me as Austin pounded me and gave me his load he filled me up and I felt every bit of it as he released inside me and his sheets were so wet with all the cum he had fucked out of me we laid and kissed a while longer then went to shower together we spent time in the shower kissing and holding each other is was so great to feel this once again even if it wouldnt last even if this was the last time I was ok with it because it was so amazing. We both threw on some shorts and fell asleep in my twin size bed his arms around me holding me tight.

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After school I went to have my session with Dr.Johnson, by this time he had already had the meeting with my mother I wasnt worried about him telling her anything about what I had been telling him since I knew by law he couldnt. What I was worried about was him telling her that no longer needed to see him so that was may concern and the burning question I just had to ask. Once I entered his room and became settled I asked him how the meeting with my mother went he sat down in his chair and took off his glasses. He was so handsome with or with out his glasses and the way he sat with his legs wide open gave him even more sex appeal. It went fine we talked about how far you had become and I let her know that she had no reason to be concerned with your current mental state. Did she ask if I needed to keep seeing you? Yes he replied she did ask and I suggested I speak with you about it before that decision is made. Do you want to keep seeing me ? He asked. Yes I do I like talking to you. Do you feel like you need to keep seeing me? He asked. I told a moment before I answered. No I honestly dont think I do but I want to I feel like having you to talk to has helped me get to where I am and Im not sure if I will remain where I am with out you. Ok he said well lets talk about what is currently going on in your life. We talked about Austin I told him we had fixed things between us and our relationship was improving and that i had hopes of it returning to normal I told him about school that I was doing great and we even talked a little about how I felt that both my parents were moving on and dating other people. Once my hour with him was up and we were finishing up I started walking around his office while talking and slowly made my way closer to him and sat on the edge of his desk he was sitting back in his chair taking notes while I spoke I positioned myself so that when he looked up I was almost directly in front of him leaning against his desk with my bulge showing I had jeans on but I didnt have on any underwear so my dick was showing just not as much as it would have been if I was wearing shorts. He looked up and started to tell me something and I seen his eyes pause on my crotch then back to his note book he said well our time is up for today I feel like we have made great progress or something of that nature Idk I wasnt really listening but when he went to stand up he dropped his pen which rolled under his chair and thats when he made the mistake of bending over to get it and I pressed my bulge against his ass. He immediately stood upright but it was to late my hands were on his waist holding his ass against my already hard cock. Im sorry he said. for what? I replied. He turned around quickly we cant do stuff like this he said. like what I replied taking his hand and putting it on my bulge. Like that he said pulling his hand away after a moment what about this I said grabbing him and pulling him close his bulge on mine my hands on his ass. stop he said ok I replied letting him go. He sat back down trying to hide the fact that he was hard. Maybe it a good idea if we no longer see each other he said. Oh ya I replied you think thats a good idea. I was being sarcastic and unzipping my pants at the same time my hard dick popped out and I started stroking right in his face his eyes were big he licked his lips but still told me to stop.

I didnt I stepped forward and rubbed the head of my cock on his lips he closed his eyes he was breathing hard I could tell he was trying his best to resist me but he couldnt he opened his mouth and I put the head of my dick in I grabbed his head with both hands and started fucking his mouth it felt so good his mouth was wet and warm his pretty lips looked beautiful around my cock kept going for a moment longer when he stopped me im sorry he said you have to go my next client is coming in any moment ok I said putting my hard dick back on my pants. He walked me to the door and said goodbye he was nervous and sweating he looked like he was about to pass out good I thought I left his office I finally made some progress with him.

I went straight home and to my room to jack off and I came so much thinking about what had just happen I couldnt wait to see him again.