Can I sad post up here? There’s no other site I can shout to the void and I’m having thoughts about what I want from people.
I’ve been spending this year meeting new people and building friendships and maybe relationships? That’s the part that’s messing me up. I’ve been very avoidant of commitment and love since my last relationship. Mostly because soo many people I’ve been with have put me in a box. But I’m never enough the box gets bigger and smaller at the same time. But now there are people I really vibe with where the physical intimacy is phenomenal and the emotional intimacy is almost there but I’m the one stopping it. I’m scared of not being enough and wanting too much. I already feel like I want too much.
None of this makes sense at all. But I feel 10% better letting it out.
