gonna try to recover (again lol)
but this time it's different!! i'm really motivated to improve my mental health so i can do good in college, it's an amazing oportunity and it would be stupid of me to ruin it by willingly staying unwell.
alsoo my mom and my doctor are expecting me to gain weight to get my period back so it kinda feels like i've been given permission to eat (sad ngl).
so i'm just going to eat whatever, not care about the calories and gain weight until i get my period back. if i hate it i can always go back, for now though, i'm all in :).
















