ok guys I know I haven't been posting anything in like forever and im sorry (i dont know if anyone noticed tho). i feel like i owe you an explanation •♡ to those who dont care to read: May the coming year bring more happiness to you than last year. May you have an amazing year. Happy New Year! ilu ♡• ok im still Marshall's biggest fan, don't even try to argue with me. I still listen to his music and watches his videos and im still in tears whenever he does something new. im not less of a fan, not at all. im not gonna make excuses, im gonna be 100% honest with you (without going into details). i didn't stop posting because i didn't have the time, i stopped because my mental illness had gotten to the part where i didn't want to live anymore. i stopped posting, simply to take care of myself and get better. i have had lots of ups and (sadly) even more downs this year. there were weeks where i didn't sleep at all, locked myself in my room and cried till i couldnt breathe. i pushed all my friends away and didn't talk to anyone, i basically isolated myself from evrything and everyone. (there is much more into it but I dont want to get into any details) i wont say that im ok now, but im better. and can tell you guys that i didnt give up, im still in school (my grades are worse tho) AND THAT I HAVE BEEN CLEAN FROM SELFHARM SINCE APRIL 5TH 2015 AND IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF I don't know when or if ill come back, but im better and I miss tumblr so I might come back some time in 2016 I dont know if anyone read this, I tried to keep it short. but if you did; thank you and happy new year!
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