Welcome To Life.

I am whatever you think I am

[marlon-mart1n1479]

I cut my dick off in my own bathroom just to go from male to female. But oh. How are you gonna be able to fuck someone someday? Uhh. I dunno. Maybe never. This is how I wanna live my life so what?

I call people faggots because that word means to me in ways it doesn’t mean for you and the fact that you judge me based off of your emotions on it makes you no different than the ones who wondered if you were capable of fucking someone someday.

My response is the same. I live my life a certain way and I don’t care but I’d be beyond happy for you to get over your emotions and live up to your best judgement.

And put yourself in my shoes and maybe I’ll do the same. But we won’t lay a finger on each other.

[marlon-mart1n1479]

My interpretation of apex legends is that these legends won’t ever find their purpose. They’ll continue to be imprisoned in the games not because of complete hopelessness but because these legends are our entertainment both referring to the fans in the narrative and in life without that we will lose our mutual bond with them and the hundreds of dollars spent just to see them and in life play as them and buy good looking cosmetics. Making apex legends an indulgence of our animalistic selves.

[marlon-mart1n1479]

I don’t really describe people as mentally ill because it’s dehumanizing. It completely dismisses everything about who they are and brings complete attention to only one thing for the rest of their life. It’s no different compared to racism back in the 50s and 60s. Because things like this makes them a certain way that will hurt them.

[marlon-mart1n1479]

I don’t like therapy because it builds a relationship till it’s taken away because it only started because you’re depressed. What next? Are you gonna start it because I have a big arse? And Since we’re gonna be so superficial about it why don’t you freaking kiss it then? Since just like hookers you’re here to make and take relationships because of money and because I’m depressed and that’s not what friends are for. You either know them for who they really are or you don’t. That’s my opinion.

[marlon-mart1n1479]

I’d interpret 13 reasons why to be as suicide as revenge because she sacrificed herself to raise awareness on mental health if she didn’t nobody would notice and more people would kill themselves and so in a way she saved them like she’s Jesus Christ.

[marlon-mart1n1479]

On the topic of all lives matter and the huge importance of the movement (even though we’re several years removed from it) the one particular life that has been sorely and very unfortunately been missing is our errrr… y’know…. Backsides! Backside lives matter! Arse lives matter! They love! They fear! They give birth to your kids! And since you only have just one! You should go and kiss em.

[marlon-mart1n1479]

To regret my past is to regret the man I am today. I wouldn’t be who I am without the past making me into who I am today. Human beings are complex with complex morals much like bojack horseman. You either are with it or not. To regret the person I am is to regret me ever being a human being at all to which is to say you wish that I should kill myself. To which case. Congratulations! You value human existence. It’s why your mom gave birth to you.

[marlon-mart1n1479]

Theoretically YouTube is basically nihilistic. In a sense that it doesn’t care about what it does. It’ll remain successful anyway. It’s basically like slim shady. Except bigger and more corporate. Making it feel like a hard rock because it already left its emotions at the door since February 14th 2005. And no matter what it does we’ll always come back. And that’s nihilism.

[marlon-mart1n1479]

Y’know if every women were to be a lesbian. That would be perfect. That’d be heaven. Like. Literal actual heaven. Hell! I’d become religious just for that. Because that would be a lot better than constantly being reminded that I am a piece of shit that came out of a women’s body. And my god! That’s why philosophy was created. Oh my god!? What separates me from a piece of shit. Hell why don’t I just fucking flush myself down the toilet because that’s why science and fucking fredrich nietzsche fucking exist! Man I love my fucking mom. Because all humans are a piece of shit apparently.

[theodorafrompluto]

Enchantment or Cinderella (1914)

by Maxfield Parrish

[antoniabishop]

[arianeka]

Isle of Mull, 2025.

[thememedaddy]

[thememedaddy]

[marlon-mart1n1479]

I’m pretty sure that’s gonna be possible if we Venmo you some money but only for your funeral so that we can remember you as somebody who did something for their lives instead of doing this shit.

[oldpaintings]

Mary Magdalene, 1879 by Frederic James Shields (English, 1833-1911)

[weepingwidar]

Nancy Friedland (Canadian, 1971) - Okay Okay (2025)

[franz-bauch-foto]

Forest

[marlon-mart1n1479]

Now this. This is what I wanna see more of in tumblr and in fact every social media for that matter. Not dumb posts made by people who are so far up their ass that I can’t believe they haven’t even made a family yet by this point. What a true masculine. What a true manly manly masculine.