See that my grave is kept clean.

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my interest seems to be deteriorating. we're on the same page now.

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ive decided...

to never fall in love again. it's a disgusting habit.

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i apologize

in advance.

[wordsnquotes]

All emotion is involuntary when genuine.

Mark Twain  (via wordsnquotes)

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Chet Baker - I Fall In Love Too Easily

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i don't know why i logged onto this again. but if you ever come across this….you need to know i’m a mess.

although, i’m coping. slowly starting not to care. slowly starting to disconnect…..

i’m a mess.

loneliness will do that to a man.

but in time, i know i’ll be all right. it may even be in a short amount, who knows…

it’s just that.. I'm that cold now.

[marquisdeadfellow-blog]

another letter you wont read.

if i could only turn the sheep i count every night into fingers, then i'd be able to count all your unfinished letters that i've tried to end by crumpling up. they never even made it into their envelopes, being aware that there are some things a million combinations of the alphabet can't fix, regardless of how you rearrange them. my bedroom floor slowly fills with condensed thoughts and i find that i've discarded my mind. drowning in a sea of lost thoughts, it sure as hell doesn't take a mind reader to dig through garbage, but it does require someone who knows how to love. then again, who really knows how to love these days? if you decide to never dive into my world again, just know i had an archive of things to tell you, i had plenty of ways to persuade you, maybe i still do? just know i always knew how to love you. but that doesn't even matter, does it? because after all this i don't even know if i can do this anymore.

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the more i see, the easier this all gets. so, sometimes i like to tie a blindfold over my eyes, but sometimes the blindfold is see-through... just enough. but i tie it tight enough, slowing down the blood that rushes to my head.

[purplebuddhaproject]

I am tired of trying to hold things together that cannot be held. Trying to control what cannot be controlled. I am tired of denying myself what I want for fear of breaking things I cannot fix. They will break no matter what we do.

Erin Morgenstern, The Night Circus (via buttersfranklin)

[scr33ncaps]

The Science of Sleep - Michel Gondry (2006)

[dwell-0n-it]

I will remember the kisses, our lips raw with love and how you gave me everything you had and how I offered you what was left of me. I will remember your small room, the feel of you, the light in the window, your records, your books, our morning coffee, our noons, our nights, our bodies spilled together, sleeping, the tiny flowing currents, immediate and forever. Your leg, my leg, your arm, my arm, your smile and the warmth of you who made me laugh again.

Charles Bukowski, Raw with Love. (via dwell-0n-it)

[wordsnquotes]

If you ever ask me how many times you’ve crossed my mind, I would say once. Because you came, and never left.

Ritu Ghatourey (via wordsnquotes)

[melisica]

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Real Desire

Well I know, that you’re wanted, By every little man in town. Take your pick and baby they’ll serve you. Oh, but you will put them down.

Talk but never listen, Is how you wanna play your game. Try that stuff on me baby, And I will do the same.

Cause’ you wanna set the world on fire, And a little man will never do. The things you think are real desire, Oh darlin’, I see right through.

Clouded skies have lifted, And voices ring out from the choir. If you say you never meant to hurt me, Oh you would be a liar.

Cause’ you wanna set the world on fire, And a little man will never do. The things you think are real desire Oh darlin’, I see right through.

[marquisdeadfellow-blog]

a good friend of mine sent this small clip of a show he watches, showing me i'm not crazy. it was a little freaky to hear the character say almost exactly what i told my friend the other night.

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the pieces of you i earned, with months, years of hard work, you gave him in a second's time. you tore off my price tag.

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Hey, How are you doing? How's everything going? This is actually going to be my last letter to you. I just wanted to say I've been thinking about... I've got to go, but I'll write you tomorrow. - Me