I don't send pictures. I don't do bdsm interactions on a whim, dont even try me if you cannot have the decency to show some courtesy and respect
I draw the like at talking to me like i am YOUR sub, i will block on a blink, so either hit me up decently asking for a dynamic or dont try anything
Kinks:
Praise, degradation, cum, breeding, manhandling, overstimulation, nipple play, marathon sex, somno, free use, exhibition, cnc, power dynamics, some pain (not too intense but a slap in the face goes a long way), breath play and some more
But one thing i gotta admit, nothing more annoying than being called exactly after coming and having to get up from bed with my head still buzzing and legs shaking, like COME ON I WAS ONTO SOMETHING
FUCK its like im constantly in heat i wanna get fucked until my pussy is all puffy and spent but no matter how much overstimulation i give myself its not enough
Tender dominance is in a category of its own. It’s sexy when he mindlessly reaches for me, rubs his fingertips against my skin, or meets me when I lean in closer. It’s deeply attractive to want a few more minutes together. It’s dominance that disarms instead of forces. Come here, I got you. It’s an invitation to submit rather than a command. Deliberate gentleness is one of the most beautiful qualities. Its power is in its presence. You’re safe here. You’re doing just fine.
Dktkxifjzjf7sjz dom taking me to the tech store even tho i am an it tech myself to put restrictions into my phone
So, i grew up with ocd and unlimited internet access and it fucked me up, right? After a talk about that, my dom decides to put my phone under some restrictions: parental control on how much time i spend in social media (less likely to see a big trigger or to spiral), forbidding porn sites and certain researches (the internet shall not corrupt me).
So he takes me to a tech store, and asks for the attendant to do that, even tho i myself could do it for him. The reason? I dont like using my tech degree, so i am not allowed to take in responsibility or tasks that need tech prowess unless absolutely necessary
The thing is: i can DEFINITELY override that if i want, but i wont! Because i want my dom to do that
While in the store he could even tell me to go looking for a new phone case or headphones <3
Sorry but as an overstimulation girlie i find it really fucking funny when doms post about overwhelming a sub with like, 1 or 2 orgasms. Because oh boy I know my body and i can make myself come in seconds yet it still takes me about 16 to start getting tired i don't know what would happen if one of them took a sub like that.
I mean, sorry dude, some of us are not poor little things that get sooo tired after 2 hours, some of us are poor little things that need over 4 hours of attention to start getting that close, and unfortunately i barely ever see doms that understand every sub is different.
I know i might be making a big deal out of nothing but i feel like it needs to be said that even the sensitive subs (like me) can take a while to reach the point of intensity some of yall want
The way i crave a softdom you guys have no fucking idea
I want to be trained to stop being shy (because i am shy actually lol), i want to be trained to ask for what i want, i want to be submissive towards someone i trust just because it feels good not to be in control.
I want them to make rules i don't necessarily like but that are centered towards my wellbeing, so much so that i start to like them with time.
I want to be allowed to not be the bigger person, i want to be allowed to cry about ramdom shit because i am sensitive
Imma open up real quick because i kind of need to, but i am an extremely serious, rigorous and strict person, so much so that people fear me and speculate me to be a dom. But in truth, i just take that role because no one else has the guts to. I don't want it. I wanna be pampered, i want stuff to be explained to me, i want to be just a bit stubborn before following a dom's lead
And ill be honest: i want this shit for life. I want a safe person whom i can be myself with, whom i can let it all go and leave it to them. If shit hits the fan i will always be ready to step up or take lead but what i genuinely want is to live by rules thought by someone who loves and cares for me, rules that both fulfill a fantasy and give me the structure and safety i am mostly the provider of for other people
I am a genuinely serious person when not being horny in this blog so from time to time i recieve a notification while studying or working and proceed to read my own post and be like "HOLY SHIT I SAID THAT??? OUT LOUD???" and then 2 seconds later i get horny and am like "oh yeah im about to post smth like that again"
I am a genuinely serious person when not being horny in this blog so from time to time i recieve a notification while studying or working and proceed to read my own post and be like "HOLY SHIT I SAID THAT??? OUT LOUD???" and then 2 seconds later i get horny and am like "oh yeah im about to post smth like that again"
Today's fantasy was so good i just gotta tell you guys I was finally left home alone so i decided to go for a long one, that went like this:
My dom got home from work, tired and honestly a bit stressed, and while he calls my name, i dont seem to even be home, which is weird.
That is, until he opens the bedroom door to see me on my knees, clips on my nipples, a vibrator on my cunt, ready to be turned on by the controllerin front of me, and a leash on my neck as i hold it out for him to take.
Now, i am naughty thats for sure, but i am also extra shy, so this kind of thing is NOT frequent at all. Its actually a first. So of course, he gets suprised for a moment, maybe even laughs a bit.
But as soon as he composes himself, he takes my leash. He pulls it a bit and asks me how rough he can be today, and i say the highest number in our chart. Now, that doesn't mean just "be hardcore". It means how much i am submitting. How much he can indulge my fantasies.
He takes my face in his hands and kisses me with a lotta love, and immediately gives me a medium strengthened slap in the face –for me, a reward.
"Thank you love, good job" he says, taking the controller for the vibrator and putting it on maximum immediately, just to see me squirm about.
Now, at this point, i started to lose my composure already
He then takes my head and pushes it to his crotch, singing praises on how hard i already made him, and how fucking cute it is that i prepared all of this.
He pulls my head back and, looking into my eyes, tells me to get condoms and lube from our nightstand.
As i start getting up, he pushes me back down: "like this sweetheart, I'll still hold the leash but i want you in front of me in all fours"
And i obey, because really how can i possibly not?
As i start moving, its very clear where he is looking at, which makes me stagnate a bit – i am still very much insecure and shy, after all. All it earns me is a slap in the ass and him pushing the vibrator deeper in me.
When i finally get to the nightstand, i can barely keep myself together, but i still ask: "sir can i get up to get it?" And he agrees.
Getting up is hard and i can barely stand, legs shaking and weak from the pleasure, but i get the itens, go back to my knees, and hand them to him. I get more praise and a sweet smile.
Then he pulls my nipple clips. He pulls them with one hand and uses the other to push me deeper into the floor, and, consequently, the vibrator.
I can no longer keep myself together, and a low moan leaves my mouth, a breath of pure pleasure.
"Get on the bed" he says, letting me go and nudging me foward with his leg, making me fall foward a bit.
And i try, all while he keeps teasing me, spanking my ass, pressing the vibrator a bit more, cooing and degrading me a bit
When i finally get in the bed, before i can turn around to face him, he takes out the vibrator and starts opening me up.
Now, i am a very sensitive person, so i am definitely already close and this is not helping. I say "sir, i am close" and he ignores me. I say "sir, i am going to come" and he laughs a bit. Thats enough for me to understand that there will be no edging today, that today he wants to fucking destroy (read overstimulate) me for real – which is honestly really hard, because i can easily come 16 times over without much parole over it.
"...Sir?" And he goes faster until i undo myself in his hand.
Now, had i lower stamina, he would probably stop for a bit, but i don't, so instead he starts fucking me from behind, completely destroying me (something so hard to simulate in masturbation but sooo worth it)
By now thr fantasy it's is kinda lost in me, until i put myself on my knees in bed, imagining that now he is making me ride him:
"Sir, i am really bad at this tho"
"I don't care, take the lube and start riding"
"But sir.."
"Start. Riding"
And i do, and i am horrible at it because my legs simply wont work; its too good and i don't have the strength to work it. But by god i try. I try and it draws out moans left and right, amusing my dom greatly as i undo myself for him
After i almost break, he puts me in missionary with a pillow elevating my cunt, and starts finally fucking me strong and fast, one hand on my clit, and the other holding my leg so he can press deeper. And that? That makes me squirt. What suprises me like, a lot, since it never happened before.
Maybe it was the angle i put myself in, the confort and the right amount of pressure and trusting. But oh god that was amazing. I actually started moaning audibly at that.
The last thing i had a mind to imagine was him smiling ear to ear and telling me i was doing a very good job for him
