[maryjanesandcigs]

TW ED(?)

I just wanted to introduce myself !!

I am a minor ,, 14

Im trans (ftm)

I love pretty and feminine stuff <33

I wish to be a small petite and dainty boy one day :,)

I’m new to tumblur kinda ??

I wouldn’t say I have an 3at1ng d1s0rder but sometimes I tend to eat a bit less or too much for long periods of time ?? So take that as you will ,, I just wanted to meet more people like me. I will post vents about food, (this includes meals, c4ls, r3str1cting, cutt1ng, etc.) school, or whatever is on my mind.

Feel free to DM me or smth :D

[maryjanesandcigs]

April is coming within a week, my goal is to fast 450 hours out of the 720 hours.. 270 hours of eating. Wish I could make it 0 :,).

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tw su1c1de

I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I’m so done with everyone I feel so tired I just want to die I wish I could be nothing

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I hate breaking fasts, expecting to eat good and a family member reminds me I’m eating. Like literally shut the fuck up for the love of god I hate you so much.

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The nic rush on an empty stomach <333

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About to break a 26 hour fast with 2000 cals worth of food.. am i going to sob afterwards? Yes. Am i still gunna do it? Yes! Because I have no self control. (Pls leave meanspo in the comments I need it)

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I’ve been letting myself eat so much lately, been breaking fasts over things that’ll bring me joy for only a second .. I need to start working harder. </3

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Can’t wait to be thin so baggy clothes can finally look good <33 :,)

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should I end my 21 hour fast or go for 45 hours?? Help??

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Aughhh the girls at my school are free thinspo :((