np - house instrumentals
I’ve found myself back at Paris Morning Bakery. I wonder if I’m only going to write these things while I’m sitting here. Today I’m conflicted. It started yesterday following an employment termination that I, as General Manager, had to issue to a now former employee. I’ve noticeable felt a bit crappy since then.
There are several pieces of art on the walls of Paris Morning Bakery. Mainly cute drawings of fruit and sweets. But there’s also a piece of word art. There’s a patron sitting underneath it so hopefully, he doesn’t get the wrong idea that I’m looking over at him too frequently to jot this down, but the words are really punching me in the gut today It reads:
“Live the life you’ve always dreamed of. Be fearless in the face of adversity. Never stop learning. Use your imagination whenever possible. Recognize the beauty that surrounds you. Remeber where you came from, but never lose sight of where you are going.”
I’m filled with disappointment when I read it. I’m positive that I’m not living the life I’ve always dreamed of, but then I wonder if that’s even a responsible thing to aspire to. There are 2 personal projects that I’ve been sitting on for over a year now. Both of them have plans for progress. Neither of them is progressing. This is partly because I’ve been experiencing a serious case of creativity block and an inability to make concrete decisions.
I’m determined to change that.