𝐈 . ♡ ﹐ viividpurity : GWENDOLYN MCALLISTER .
she has a feeling they aren’t going to leave the bed anytime soon. whether it be because of some physical activity or simply because they lie in each other’s arms, sharing even more confessions of their love. gwendolyn cannot say she would mind either. in fact, it sounds too heavenly to be true; could this have been just another dream? another night of her thinking about her beloved tamasin? the feeling of her skin beneath her fingertips tells her this is real. and nothing will ever feel more real than this. how lucky she was, to have found something so real so late in her life. something so true. ❝ you and me both, darling. ❞ deft fingers run through blonde locks and cup the other’s delicate cheek before leaning in and claiming her lips in yet another sweet kiss. oh, she cannot get enough!
❝ i need to thank you too, tammy. for loving me the way i am. you are so magnificent, an angel on earth if you believe in such things. ❞ she doesn’t, and yet she is sure if such things exist, heaven and hell, angels, then tammy has to be one. her angel, if nothing else. gently does she push the other by the shoulder now, rolling her over to her back so she can hover over her; gently pressing herself against her. how her skin tingles wherever it touches hers. ❝ i am so glad i was brave enough to approach you. ❞ tenderly does she take one of tammy’s hands in hers now, interlacing their fingers. a delicate embrace. it isn’t hard to tell that tammy carries the same love in her heart as gwendolyn does, though can this be true when gwendolyn is sure her love only grows each time she as much as looks at tamasin?
she has to believe it. ❝ i would choose you again and again. you will never experience a day without feeling as loved as you do now, i promise. ❞ isn’t that the easiest thing to promise? if it was easy to promise her love to a lavender marriage, then promising it to something real must be the most simple thing in the world. oh, if only trevor knew how loved she is now. they will see each other again and on that day she will introduce the love of her life to the man who has been her best friend for most of her life. it makes sense; he is her family after all. ❝ would you stay here with me if i asked you to? just some longer. be mine and mine alone for just a few more hours. life can wait for its turn a little longer. ❞ as if she needs to convince her some more, gwendolyn kisses along her shoulder, up her neck. her intentions are innocent, her longing childish yet so mature. stay with me, angel, in the heaven we create; she thinks with a smirk.
❝ oh . an angel , now . . . ❞ she’s delighted by that thought ( golden locks sprawled over the pillows , SUNLIGHT KISSED skin shining against the woman’s ) , & a delicious laugh escapes from her lips as eyes rest closed. that vision was very much of an angel, indeed. & tamasin loved the spoiling of it all, too -- the being kept in bed under her lover’s grasp, convinced to STAY IN LATER, leave the bakery closed for just a little longer. it was a saturday, anyway ( kids away with their father ) , & nothing in the world seemed more worthy of her attention than the woman she shared her bed with. HER BED, her life & heart.
something about gwen’s remark stings on her chest a little; how could tamasin not love her a whole? adore her fully, SURRENDER TO HER LOVE, embrace all of her parts? god, that woman had her heart. she claimed it the day they met. as a friend was the first way tammy loved her ( a confidant, really, in her presence FINALLY ALLOWED to be her truest self ) . & then as her lover. those secret, quiet kisses right out of a dream. hand cups the other’s jaw, ❝ you’re perfect the way you are , gwen . of course i love you . ❞
❝ you do know i have to open the bakery . . . ❞ she’s serious on her statement, severe on her tease. gives gwendolyn a dubious set of eyes, begging to be convinced otherwise. & she blossoms to the other’s kisses, against her shoulders, up her neck; ticklish against a spot and another of her skin. ❝ LET’S SEE . . . how nicely will you ask me to stay ? ❞ tammy giggles, teeth digging into the plump of her lower lip, fingers caressing the back of her lover’s head. ❝ hmm ? it has to be reeeeally worth it for losing a day’s work , y’know . ❞ not even tamasin had a way believing that ( figure nearly quivering in anticipation for the woman’s touch, features softened by her presence ) . TRUTH BE TOLD, she needed no convincing. gwendolyn had her for the rest of the day.