Sad Sex - Ängie

Me (S) & (N) & (P)

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Updates

So there is still thick air between N and I. He said that he isn't mad at me anymore but I don't know who he is trying to convince because it definitely didn't worked. Some classmates have been asking me, why N hates me or why he is always picking up on me.

I really don't know what to do.

New TC

I'm definitely developing a new tc. He is my history teacher. He's really, really funny, he is so sarcastic to me and he always jokes around with me.

Yesterday :

I was waiting for my mum to pick me up as he drove past me with his bicycle, he smiled at me and said something.

Today :

*at class *

Me : really healthy and thoughtful of you to ride with your bike.

D: I know right. I am a good role model.

Me : sure.

*in the middle of the class *

D: *Looking for something in his backpack *

Me : * looks at him confused *

D: * grabs a paper out of his backpack and hands it to me *

Me : ahh thanks for the... Uhh paper. (it was just a dumb used paper)

D : no problem.

*At the end of the class *

Me : do you want it back?

D: no. *grabs a new version of my paper * I have one.

Me : what should I do with it?

D: write ' D my favorite teacher' on the paper and then frame it.

Me : where should I hang it up?

D : above your bed.

*after school waiting for my mum *

Me : *sees D again *

D: *Looking at his bike with a 'see I'm on my bike* look. (idk how to explain how he looked at me and his bike.)

Me : *Shake my head and smile *

More news

There are two HOTT chemistry teachers BUT sadly I'm not in there classes. :(

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Guess who just got shitted on by their TC.

Yep me

Guess who got treated unfairly again by their TC.

Yep me

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Guy's while I was at the class trip, we went to the swimming pool. I saw a handsome good looking man with tattoos. He was probably in his 20s or 30s. He looked like Chris Hemsworth.

He was throwing some Swim rings for three children and I LITERALLY couldn't take my eyes off of him. I was starring the whole time and whenever he looked at me, I looked away.

Soo I was taking a glance at him AGAIN and he looked at me too and SMILED. He SMILED.

The whole time I was thinking about going up to him and to say something. BUT I've never had done something like this before SOOO I was fucking scared.

BUTT THEN I took all my courage together and walked up to him.

I asked him if I could borrow his swimming rings for my friend and I. He told me that, the boy who he was throwing the swimming rings at has the swimming rings, so I thanked him and said goodbye. As I was about to go, he continued to talk to me and told me, were I could get a swimming ring.(It really made me happy, that he continued to talk to me).Then I thanked him again and he smiled at me. And I walked away, to get a swimming ring. When I came back, my friend told me that he starring at me as I was walking away.

(while we were talking he was holding eye contact the whole time)

I know I'm probably not going to be able to see him again but yeah.

I know this is a tc account but I still wanted to share this with you guy's.

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Class trip pt. 3

I hate him so much.

I'm just so disappointed

I feel betrayed and hated.

He makes me feel like shit.

It's been the whole week like this.

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He was the one who convinced me to go to the fucking trip. I was planning on thanking him but I've changed my mind.

Whenever I was having a great time, making good memories he came in and made them to bad ones.

I literally don't fucking know what I did to him for him treating me like this.

I'm so sad and I just want to cry and go home.

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Class trip pt. 2

N has been acting so weird towards me lately. For example :

He treats me differently than the other students.

He ignores me ALOT LIKE REALLY ALOT!

He tries to avoid talking to me.

I have the feeling that he hates me.

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He shared his bread with me.

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Class trip

N's seat is right next to my seat. He and my other class teacher who has her seat right in front of him. Were talking about students who are probably going to smoke later when we do a little break.

N: (starts to name some students who smoke) and S. *looks at me*

Me : yeah I smoke. (I don't we both were joking)

N: are you going to survive the 45 minutes or not?

S: no, I don't think so. I'm already so stressed.

N: *starts to laugh *

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He looked so HOT . He was chewing chewing gum, it looked so HOT . I got to see a glance of his abdomen again.

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He putted his hands on my Upper arm for a moment. 😬✌🏼

I insulted him so many times but not in the mean way, if you know what I mean. I was just being sarcastic, well that's my way of flirting actually.

And he just laughed (I hope he doesn't think that I hate him).

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The class trip is tomorrow.

I'm excited. We are going to stay there till Friday.

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3: If you two were laying on a rooftop under the stars, what would you want to talk about and would you be eating/drinking anything? If so, what?

Thank you for asking @k1lling-me-softly <33

I would probably ask him so many questions about himself . I want to know everything about him, he would feel like he is in a job interview probably hahaha.

I think that we would eat something but I'm not so sure about that.

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16: What’s the worst dream you’ve had of them?

First of all thank you for asking a question!! <33

Uhmmm...

Probably the one where I was at my old school. He and I were talking with each other (I don't remember what we were talking about) BUT then we stopped talking and he started to walk away, towards the stairs. I started to follow him but there was a barrier that stopped me, and I started to scream for him.... and he didn't turned around, he didn't. I was still screaming for him and saying something but he ignored me and just walked away.

Yeahhh

(this dream was about P NOT N)

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8/20/21

N told me today that I should be proud of myself.

Does that mean that he is proud of me?!!?!?

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Me : I don't have any allergies.

N: so you aren't allergic to me?

Me : ohh yeah, I forgot that I'm a little allergic to you.

N : *laughs*

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15 + 24 for the TC questions

Thank you for asking a Question <333

15: If you were to give them a bunch of flowers, what flowers would you choose?

Probably a bunch of sunflowers 🌻

I know a little bit basic but he just reminds me of one. Why...

Because of his blonde hair, his face wrinkles and his dreamy blue hair. And because he always tries to make people laugh, he can be serious sometimes but that's N. (sorry for the long response 😬)

24: Is their personality similar to yours or completely different?

No we both kind of have different personalities. But I only know him for a few months (11 months), so maybe we do have similar personalities, I guess I have to get to know him better.If you guy's have any tips/advices on how to get close to him, let me know.

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Now I know why N couldn't come today. He was at school enrollment for his little son. Dilf moment.

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SHIT

GUYSSS

I'm ashamed of myself...

I'm attracted to the school Janitor😐

I saw him right now picking something up from his car, he had a cigarette in his mouth.

😬😏

Why the fuck does he have to be attractive?!?!!?

😩😩

WTFFF

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TC questions!!

Reblog these and I’ll send a few your way ❥

1: Have you ever done anything weird to get their attention?

2: Do you prefer to tease them or please them? That is, play hard to get or try to earn their admiration?

3: If you two were laying on a rooftop under the stars, what would you want to talk about and would you be eating/drinking anything? If so, what?

4: If you were/are friends with your tc, would/do you like to show your friendship off to other students, or keep it like a little private secret?

5: On a date with them, would you prefer to go somewhere exciting and thrilling, or relaxing and peaceful?

6: Would you prefer to have an affair right now (if you’re still in school) or wait until you’ve left school and begin a long-term relationship?

7: What’s the shittiest thing that’s happened between you two?

8: Would you rather call them “daddy/mummy” or “sir/miss”? Or is that just not your thing?

9: Do you like them in smart attire or casual clothes better?

10: How many TCs do you have/have you had? Which is/has been the most ~real~? Do you expect you’ll get any more TCs?

11: Describe your least favourite aspect of your TC’s physical appearance.

12: Are/were you their favourite student?

13: Is your TC a good singer? Do you have any songs that you’d wish they’d sing to you?

14: Ever drawn your TC or written an imagine/fic/poem/song etc. about them?

15: If you were to give them a bunch of flowers, what flowers would you choose?

16: What’s the worst dream you’ve had of them?

17: Do you have any rl friends with TCs?

18: What’s their political stance, if you know it? If you don’t, what do you think it is?

19: Have they ever defended you/stood up for you/protected you?

20: Are they an expressive person, or are they quite restrained and calm?

21: Knowing what you might about their morals, do you think they would ever engage in a relationship/affair with a student?

22: What’s their zodiac sign/MBTI type/Harry Potter house/anything else like that?

23: Do you have any inspirational/profound/funny quotes from them you can share? (either by them or just ones they’ve referenced)

24: Is their personality similar to yours or completely different?

25: Are they an insecure kind of person or confident and bold?

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Send me some numbers!!!

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First day of school :

It was good to see him again. He still looks good.

He and I joked a few times today. Whenever I said something ironically he started to laugh a bit.

I know now my schedule. I'm going to see him everyday for at least 60 minutes. That isn't ENOUGH.

I sit now in the first FUCKING row right across the teachers desk,

So now I have a 3D view Of N.

He was stretching his arms out while he was standing behind the teachers desk and I got to see his abdomen. I was really about to risk it all. Jk.

I was having dirty thoughts about him while he was talking to the CLASS. SORRY!!

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I can't believe that this is my last year with N. NOO. I don't want to leave him. I kinda want to keep in touch with him.

At least I have some time before this school year ends. It's just started, sooo no need to stress or think about it.

And the class trip is next week sooo I'm kinda of excited about it and kind of not. We are going to see how it goes.

BAD NEWS :

I'm not going to get to see him tomorrow because he's not going to be there :(((

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School is starting tomorrow.

I'm going to see N for four hours. Let's see if he still wants to ignore me.

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P

I dreamed about P last night.

He, I and rossi (from criminal minds) were talking together. I don't really remember what we were talking about but I do remember that the bell rang and that I had to go back to class but I kept coming back to Rossi and P because, I was forgetting things like my bag, jacket...

BUTT

Two thing I know for sure is that, I was happy talking to P and that I wish I could dream of him forever.