[neckkiss]

[poemswords]

“It is so hard to leave—until you leave. And then it is the easiest goddamned thing in the world.”

— John Green, Paper Towns (via books-n-quotes)

[mathota]

Sucks spending more time wishing you were with me or wondering what you’re doing than actually being with you Exhausting

[mathota]

November 1st, 2015

[throwbackblr]

Merry Christmas!

[colorgrl]

[mathota]

10/10 will replay in my mind over and over until next time

[florial]

[mathota]

With every tear came redemption, my torturer became my remedy

[mathota]

The days get longer and harder to get through. Thank goodness for daylight savings, nothing like the sun setting early af to put you in the mood to sleep at 7pm. Anyway let me try to get through this week. One day at a time

[olearypoetry]

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

How to truly love yourself

1. Don’t keep bringing up your past mistakes.

2. Don’t keep beating yourself up for the things you get wrong.

3. Don’t expect things from yourself that you’re not yet able to give.

4. Be proud of all the progress you’ve made.

5. Believe that you deserve to be respected.

6. Believe that you deserve to be wanted.

7. Believe that you deserve to be loved.

8. Accept, respect and love yourself, just as you are.

[flowerais-deactivated20211031]

what if things go well? that’s a possibility.

[heartbreakhur]

[6ilit-deactivated20250716]

[deebott]

A good place to die

[ghostsandgoblins]

[mathota]

Me @ 26

[mathota]

Me @ 27

[heartbreakhur]

[mathota]

Towards the end of our time together I would visit my dad every day for like 4 hours. I’m grateful that it was during the summer when I didn’t have anywhere to be. I never had anything to do, but whenever I went to see him I felt okay with that. I started enjoying the quiet time together. Him and I never really exchanged words, sitting together in a room enjoying each other’s company is how we communicated really lol. I miss being able to go see him whenever I wanted especially when I had a bad day. Being with him made me feel better. This is really hard🤕