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[matrixbearer]

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let me know if you want my new discord information. comment on this post and i'll try to check from my other tumblr.

[philosophybits]

“Repentance is pain, accompanied by the idea of oneself as cause; self-complacency is pleasure accompanied by the idea of oneself as cause, and these emotions are most intense because men believe themselves to be free.”

— Baruch Spinoza, Ethics

[matrixbearer]

I promised I was returning, then my life took a new direction, completely unexpected, that has kept me away from here. But it is a POSITIVE change.

Summary: I am now working as a manager in retail. I started from the bottom and worked upward. I have a great GM who is teaching me and pushing me towards growth.

I DO intend to return, eventually.

But reach out and say hi. I’d be interested in establishing private RP because I miss this truck.

BEING HONEST—I’m more likely to make a speedy return the more I get to chat with people. So BUG ME, spam me.

💖 rue

[matrixbearer]

Sorry. Most recent delay has been birds-a-laying, sick puppers, and now re-learning how to type on this keyboard.

I have to use ergonomic keyboards and I previously used a particular one for over five years. So a new one means a learning curve and it is harder than it seems. lol. Especially since I have to actually program it to figure out what works best for me. Since my rp uses a lot of special characters, the task of writing normal is difficult and writing for my rp is arduous.

If you are willing to give me opportunities to practice then just chat with me. I have discord and here.

[matrixbearer]

So, we are beginning to suspect I have gastroparesis.

[matrixbearer]

yo ho i’m desperate for some theme assistance...

i have two main askboxes. one is the matrixbearer one that is working appropriately. the other is a sideblog one, url mundanebearer. i have the code for mundane’s plugged into matrixbearer’s page /mun, and now it is saying request denied from matrix’s page. but, if i go to mundanebearer directly there is no request denied. am i missing something? has tumblr broken another great feature?

[matrixbearer]

most posts to purge. have to do it post by tag through some tags... this is going to take forever

[matrixbearer]

deleted some 5,000 posts and i’m still not done. now i’ve got to go through specific tags. yeah, i know it would be easier to just archive and start anew... but i’m too attached to his account as it is.

tomorrow i will return to working on the purge. i’ll be around to have some fun!

i have discord for anyone interested. ;3

[matrixbearer]

went through his blog and purged most content.

I WANT TO RECONNECT WITH ANYONE—

and connect new people.

[matrixbearer]

someone please hold me. i’m going through six years of posts to delete old rp. there is over 9,000 posts--which isn’t a lot for a blog that old--and i’m sobbbbbbbbb

oh yay! I remembered how to do small text from the keyboard.

[matrixbearer]

[[ hello, i live ]]

i am returning. i’ve done a cursory refresh of the blog, but there is more to do and it will take time behind the scenes.

the primary AU will be completely revamped, and the old has been dumped. Guardian of the Spark will set the stage for the new AU.

(this fanfic will receive an update in due time.)

so i’m eager to build new relations with others.

hope to hear from some of you!

please be patient. it has been a while since i was active on tumblr, and i seem to have forgotten a lot. hahaha.

sorry for being gone so long. there were several personal crises. just for honesty, my beloved gander nearly died in february, my 10+ rabbit died suddenly just two weeks after my mother died. yeah, things have been crazy, and that was just this month. (technically she was my grandmother, but she raised me so... yeah, mother. before that? a lot of things, including a massive health crisis--my old heart problems, which had pretty much gone into remission, flared up with a nasty bout, though was halted and my heart is doing better and no longer cardiomyopathic. there have been other personal concerns, but those are private.

please be aware that i’m having some major memory problems due to my TBI and CPTSD; with the year such as it was, i just... have forgotten things. i’d love for some help remembering how to do things on tumblr.

[matrixbearer]

Optimus Prime is Sailor Cybertron. Prove me wrong.

He has a magical transformation, destiny to save his world, gets magical objects to gain new shiny powers, and has a sentai group of similar friends.

[resignedwarlord]

BABY BUCKETS

[matrixbearer]

Optimus (All of them, each one, none of them is missing:

[matrixbearer]

It could also be that they have a speech impediment or some kind of learning disability. Sufferers living with a TBI can sometimes be prone to it.

[snailcare]

this was THE MOMENT that i discovered baby snails had arrived!!!!!!!!!!!

[nubbsgalore]

need a lift? photos by nordin seruyan in central borneo

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