chaos controlled

from 2016: i'm matt. 23. los angeles, california. univ of texas alum. theatre and film. disney college alum. currently looking for a job in the entertainment industry.

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Due to the recent Strangetown-Syndrome outbreak in Strangetown, Vidcund’s class has been moved to Zoom.

Simlish and english versions!

Awesome collab featuring the following artists:

Lazlo Curious - @strangenight

Pascal (and Tycho) Curious - @capricornsims

Vidcund curious - @numberw0rld

Dominic Newlow - @just-ornstein

Circe Beaker (and Atom) - @to-fu

Loki Beaker (and Ceres) - @ciniga

Nervous Subject - @bosouzoku

General Buzz Grunt - @sims2-electricboogaloo

​Ophelia Nigmos - @hylianeevee

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strangetown stills pt 234354657 

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ALT VERONAVILLE V2 [DOWNLOAD]

An unprecedented deal with the afterlife gave the “lost generation” of Capps and Montys a second chance at changing the course. Will the two families ever repair their rift? Or will it uncover even more differences?

At last, after maybe a month’s worth of work (on and off), Alt Veronaville V2 is finally here.

More info under the cut.

Keep reading

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goddammit

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guess I need to find out what this is and watch it immediately

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do I need to watch Emmerdale? no right? but

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how bout that 2020

Did some digital spring cleaning. Found out this blog account had been hacked. (Whoops.) (Fixed.) I know the train’s left the station on the collective circle of followers/followings using this website in a mainstream way - seems all of our attentions have moved to Instagram and Twitter - but I might actually use this more in 2021.  Hope you all are well.

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is this thing still on

Finally got back on my meds and I feel a certain lucidity. Which is weird because of the anxiety too. I think I was so quick to disregard the comments about my depression. I’ve been an unreliable narrator of my own life.

It’s almost as if I’m so comfortable being the hermit that I don’t care that it actually is an unhappy position.

I really hope to be hired soon by any job that’s less stressful. I need to be able to work off the stress weight; I can’t here.

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Literally the only safe space for any thoughts is in your mind. Because the minute it’s publicized anywhere, it has to be an attention grab, even if it’s not the case. Can’t it just be a sanity grab to feel like the turmoil has something more to do than just bubble inside you?

I don’t know and I’m probably the outlier, but still feels pretty looked down upon to show any weakness on mainstream social media. Maybe I need anonymous forums and throwaway reddit accounts.

It also just feels so selfish to acknowledge the struggle and the difficulty, because any one thing or any thing underlying is not unique to me. This hasn’t been a fun run of months for any of us.

I’m just so exhausted of being shown everyday all the many ways I’m failing, and just can’t seem to get anything right, and having no idea where I went wrong or really how to make it better. And the gargantuan monster of hopelessness and self worthlessness also projects off ungratefulness, which only continues the trend of failing. Matt Hill, Human Disaster.

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I’m the girl rofl 😹

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