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Proud daddyy to 3 beautiful daughters

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Honestly

I miss you like crazy, but I’ll never tell anyone or show it. You broke me 

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Dear Kayde,

   Baby I love you more than you honestly know, you are so amazing. I couldn't ask for anything better, and certainly don't want anything different. Things are gettting better and can only continue to do so. I wanna get married to you, and have an amazing family. I know we can do it, look what we've already been through. We still managed to come together and be happpy again. It's getttting closer and closer everydayyy. soon falyn will be here and we will have our own childd! baby i love you sooo much <3

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This

Is for one of the most amazing ladies ever. I know you hate i dont really show emotions or get into deep conversations and im sorry you like that and i can't give it to you. But it doesnt mean i don't care. because i reallly do care about you. i love you more than you know for soooo many different reasons. i love you because of everything thats happened and you've stuck by my side. i love you for getting mad or worrying about me talking to other people because it just shows you care. i love your smile and your eyes. the wayy your face is when your madd. or when you make the sad little puppy dog face. i love your personality. you're just amazing inside and outtt. you are sooo fucking beautiful. even being pregnant you are stilll gorgeous as fuckkk. you could honestly be a model no joke. you're the best thing that has ever came my way and i couldnt thank you enough for what you do for me. i know things have been rough but we can make it through it. i hate being away from you and not seeing you every day anymore. i just want to be with you all day. i wish life had a reverse button :( and if you wanna know why i want to be together its because you're my everything, you're my heart and my life. i've never had someone there for me through shit as much as you have. the way you make me feel is amazinggg. when im with you i dont have a care in the world everythings fine and its like im a little kid in love for the first time all over again. i've never felt like this with anyone besides youu. ohh and btw i got offf at like 830 walkeddd home and started typing thissss. sorrry i havent texted you or calllled i just wanted to do this before anything while everyone was sleeeeping. but kaydence i do love you and care about you so much. i don't think about other girls or want to be with any girls. i dont want to go hang out with anyone or do anything unless its with you. i wanna give falyn and olivia everything they want and i willl make sure you three will have everything. youuu can still have your country life with a houseee and a white picket fence. illl buy you a horseee and whatever elseee. i just want to be happy with you and have our own little family. a real legit family and not what im use too. im sorry for everything but please dont be upset. because i love you sooo much and i do care. i always will love you babe.  anddd i DO listen and pay attention to stuff. the first day we hung out i picked you up from galvans. we went to my housee and sat on the couch watching tv. then you layed downn and i askeddd if i could lay down with youu. the nextt day you came overr we did the same thing and went and layed in my roooom. that was the first time we kisssed and you said you didnt wanna rush into things so we didnt do anything other than that. and in the morning when we woke up we had sexx for the first time but it wasnt long because my mom came upstairs. the first time we went out to eat we went to steaknshake you got a double cheeseburger plain and cheese fries with a dr. pepper. and we went to the moviesss. you posted on your tumblrrr how you were going on a dateee. allen barrets was the first place you said you loved me and you tried to apologize to me for saying ittt lol. ahhaha i use to have a video from that night of you ;) you're lovely babeee and shouldnt be sad and thinking i don't love you or care about you. because no matter how much i don't get into deep conversations or anything. I DOOOOO care and love youu. i'd do anything for you. i got a day planned out for us. we are gonna go to chicago, i can pick you up from your house and then we can take the train out there. go out to a nice fancy placeee and eat. then to the moviesss. and then navy pier or somethingggg. we will start going on dates all the time. but we both gottttta help eachother decide on what we do lol. team efffortttt. babyyyyy i love love love love you times infinity. when i get payed again we will go to the moviessss. but you pick the first movie outtt and ill pick out where we go to eat. or whateverrr. i kinda already got a plan on where we can go to eatttt. applebees, or maybeee even tgi fridayss. or quaker stake sooo you can get some deep fried pickles lol. just smillllle kaydenceeee. you're a strong beautiful lady soooo smilleee till your face hurts. show everyone your gorgeous smilllle. and stop thinking you arent beautifulll. becauseeee you are and everyone knows it including yourselfffff. your like a 100 out of 10. like i said earlier in this. YOU COULD ACTUALLY BE A MODEL. your body is perfect. your hair is sooo sexy. you got it alllll. and another reason why i love you is our sex we haveee. its amazinggg you make me feeeel soooooo goood. i loveee it. i love youuu

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Put up iheartbooties again! We all loved it

haha that suckkks

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ahhhh

I'm super pissed. Yesterday i cut my hair. got it all nice a cut by myself. then asked my sister to get the back of my neck. she does that then attempts to go around my ear. and now i have to shave my head so it looks normal -_-

today sucks dick. i just wanted to go with kayde but i couldnt. and i dont have cigs.

alkjs;flkjs;dfjs everything sucks again

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Time for a change

I've been thinking a lot about what i wanna do with my life. So i've decided to join the navy. I go wensday for a EST (enlistment screening test). If i pass, i can get in without having my 15 college credits. Everyone i've talked to said its an easy test. So i'm pretty sure i can pass it. If i do pass I'm hoping to leave for bootcamp in febuary, boot camp is 9 weeks long. It'll be hard being gone that long away from everyone. But in the end its well worth it

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Don't like..

I don't open up to people.

I don't like expressing me feelings.

I don't like showing emotions.

I don't like fake people.

I don't like getting yelled at.

I don't like reading.

I don't like sitting still.

I don't like being lectured.

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Next tattoo

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This is the reason I hold on & can’t let go: when things are good between us, things are beyond amazing & it makes all of the bad shit we’ve been through seem worth it. I love the hell out of him. We’ve both hurt each other, & yet we still hold on, through the struggle something keeps us drawn to...

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