The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.
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The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.
nsfw — minors dni :: thinking about how sukuna loves watching you fall apart for him, only to remind you he’s nowhere near finished with you.
“hghh… oh god. oh god…” you whimper as sukuna laps at your pussy with hungry devotion, like it’s the last thing left in the world. more essential than his thirst for blood; more essential, even, than the empire he had built with his own hands.
“feels good, brat? grinding yourself against my face like a little whore. i know those other orgasms still weren’t enough for your needy cunt,” he growls.
“yes, ’kuna, please. give me more… i need more.” you moan, drunk on his tongue already imagining it was sukuna’s cock instead.
then he pulls away, lifting his head from between your thighs. for a split second, you whine at the loss, but he makes up for it immediately, his long fingers spreading you open before circling your clit in slow, almost painfully deliberate motions that reach straight into your core.
𓂃✍︎ 18+ mdni · yūta visits you unexpectedly
Maki has been berating you for the past hour, her voice rising as the phone against your ear grows warmer.
You couldn't exactly put her on speaker an hour ago, since you were out running errands — hence the issue at hand.
"When we said you take it easy, we mean total bed rest, and not running along to God knows where," Maki states firmly in disapproval. "That's still pushing past your limits."
You swirl the cherry-flavored lollipop with your tongue before responding, "I just needed some fresh air, and going across the bakery wasn't too bad.”
“Going by yourself is the bad part here, you understand?”
“Besides," you place your shoes back into their rack, and pad your way into your bedroom, where you inconveniently plop right down the middle with a heavy sigh, "I was cleared by Gojō Sensei a few days ago. I should be fine to move around for a bit."
"Tsk! That blindfolded dumbass wouldn't know any better! You barely came back alive from that stupid mission he assigned you, so what makes you think he knows what’s best for you?"
You appreciate your friend's sentiment, but when days start to stretch and the walls begin to close in, going out every once in a while helps you avoid breaking down.
Although you understand Maki's worry about the matter. You didn't exactly . . . show up whole and alive to them when Panda and Toge rescued you.
In fact, the mission is all but scattered fragments, merely pieced together from what Panda last witnessed, to Gojō' Sensei's unreliable summary as his pathetic way of an apology, to Maki's scalding remarks, and lastly down to Toge's horrified monologue of ingredients.
What you can, however, deduce from their antics is that there was a curse that wasn't in the data — and that was what got you cornered.
You stretch your arms towards the ceiling and flex your hands. Shokō successfully regenerated what you lost. The bone structure looks the same, though you still feel that it's entirely different now.
" — there?"
"Hm?" You snap back into the conversation, "Sorry, what did you say?"
You can already hear what Maki would say: this is exactly why you should've stayed in bed, that you're spacing out isn't a good sign, and that you're not fully recovered yet to even think about moving. And even if it's been nearly a month since the incident, pushing yourself beyond what’s necessary is like asking for another round with death.
Instead, perhaps sensing your uneasiness, Maki tells you with a resigned sigh, "Get some rest. We're coming over tomorrow to make sure you won't lift a finger."
You chuckle. "Yeah. That sounds good."
You place the phone above your head after Maki ends the call, then you move your lollipop over to the left, and finally let yourself close your eyes, utterly lax for the day.
Sleep comes quickly for you these days. Perhaps it's the mixture of the day being boring and mundane (and you love it) or the antibiotics kicking in, but either way, you're thoroughly impressed you've fallen asleep for hours.
By the time you blink your eyes to stay awake, the sky has already darkened considerably. There are faint slivers of glow from the moon that filter through the blinds of your windows, accompanied by the bustling lights from the bakery that usually stays open past its closing.
Despite the lack of proper lighting, you aren't quite submerged in the darkness of the night. You can see the outlines of your furniture when you squint.
The lollipop is still in your mouth as you leisurely let yourself regain focus. Your left cheek is numb from sheltering it for hours while you've dozed off, and so, you move it to the other side with a loud clack against your front teeth.
Then that's when you realize something is undeniably off.
The echo falls a note short. Usually, with how spacious your room is, everything that you do bounces around the walls. And with one less echo, you surmise someone's in this room.
Yet you refuse to let panic seize you, despite your options being vastly limited here. Firstly, your weapons were destroyed during the incident. Maki is supposed to hand over the new replacements tomorrow; therefore, this isn't an option you can choose.
Then there's your cursed energy. While a plausible solution, it still needs to assimilate back into your system. Having lost several pressure points and sensory nerves, it's like trying to learn how to walk again with your techniques. Hence, this might not be your first choice.
Furthermore, with this option, you'd count yourself lucky if you can somehow get through the door and run for it. If whoever is in your room is also stupid enough to let you escape. And the chances of that are vastly slim and unlikely, because if they managed to bypass the curses your sensei placed around your apartment and combine that with your insane amount of bad luck, then this trespasser is considerably strong.
So that leaves you with one solid approach and your best bet yet: your phone, which is somewhere above your head. By calling, you need to make sure it's someone who can get to you — impossibly fast.
And the only one you know within the vicinity of Tokyo is Gojō Sensei.
You pretend to stretch your arms, feigning that you just woke up. You spread and move them left and right, widening their reaches for your device, but both come empty.
You swear internally. You know, and you remember vividly, that you placed that above your head. Unless whoever is in this room, who's probably watching you, knew what you're planning to do and moved it beforehand.
You force yourself to yawn. Then you allow a brief pause to settle before you stretch your arms the second time. When you feel nothing of the shape of your phone again, you become a bit more desperate.
You fold one of your legs, dangling from the edge of the bed, and prop it up. With one more careless yawn thrown into the wind, you use the momentum and slide yourself further towards the upper-center of your bed.
And just when you think you feel it, you hear:
"Don't move."
Toge's voice compels you to do his bidding. From the corner of your eyes, to the very left of you, there is a silhouette of him standing rigidly. He's rather hard to discern, really, but you can't mistake Toge's voice anywhere.
You visibly relax, though for some reason, a part of you can't shake off the unsettling feeling between you and your friend.
"You got me, Toge." You laugh nervously. "All right. If this is about me walking out to do some little errands, you don't need to fuss about it, too. Maki already gave me the gist."
But Toge doesn't reply with his usual onigiri ingredients. In place of that, what he offers you in return for your remark is unbearable silence.
You grunt and force yourself to move against the technique, even just an inch, to look at him.
"Toge?" You call out, cursing when you won't budge. "Okay, I think I understand. Lesson learned. Aha, please, let go of the command now. Seriously."
Toge still says nothing, but you hear the lightest of his footsteps coming towards you.
And that's when sheer cold panic courses through your veins instantaneously. For whoever this person is, he is not Toge. Because Toge's energy doesn't move like an erratic whirlpool, nor does it try to tether to more than just one powerful core. This one adapts, as if it's meant to be something far beyond the absolute power of divinity.
You don't know how he managed to mimic Toge or how he's obtained his cursed speech, since the only one you personally know who can do that ability is not in Tokyo.
You don't think you'd be able to make it out alive at this rate.
You will yourself to stop thinking about the ifs and decide to keep pretending. If you can remain ignorant until the curse weakens, then you could get out. "Toge, I know you're worried about me, but I was fine walking today. I even got you some ham and cheese. Would you like to eat some with me?"
You would have flinched if you could when you feel a finger, then two — three — and then their palm — skim the shape of your propped knee. It runs pliably and deliberately with its strokes. You feel their hand drag down to your raised leg, towards the shape of your ankle, and rest on the soles of your foot.
There, their hold changes, grabbing and placing it on their right shoulder. It takes a second more for your brain to register that your leg has shifted.
A gruff tone comes out from you as you try your hardest to resist the command once more; alas, you are unable to.
You swallow your gasp when they lean forward, going closer until you feel the fan of their breath brush the tip of your nose intimately. You can smell the clean musk radiating off his neck. Any words you wish to have said to de-escalate the situation have run bone dry.
"I thought you died."
Your garbled response makes you choke.
"I was told that you were sent on a mission." He caresses your ankle reverently while he nuzzles his lips to your throat. "And that you almost didn't make it. I had to make sure. I need to."
You can't believe it. Holy crap.
"Yū — Yūta?!"
In all honesty, you and the others were informed a long time ago by Gojō Sensei that Yūta was going to travel overseas for personal reasons. It didn't come as a surprise to any of you that Yūta, being a special-grade sorcerer, was being sent away, despite your selfish pleas of having him with you just a little longer.
And that was a couple of months ago. From what you know, his trip is almost indefinite, and you would rather quell the hope of seeing him sooner rather than later.
Yet, here he is before you, watching you intensely, basking in you like a depraved man. Almost as if, should he fail to do so, you might slip through his fingers permanently.
"Are you healed properly?" Yūta questions near the shell of your ear.
You blink and clear your throat. "I-I am."
"Are you sure? Nothing feels painful for you?"
"I'm not allowed to go on missions yet, but I can move around better than these past few days." You pause. "Actually, how much do you know about my mission?"
Yūta doesn't answer for a while. His eyes roam over your body, too busy trying to make sure that you're all right.
"Yūta?"
"Gojō Sensei sent me a letter a couple of days ago."
"Of course, he did," you grumble incoherently.
"It's said that you're in bad shape and I should brace myself in case you don't make it."
"Son of a bitch! He wrote what?"
You're going to kill that man. In fact, Maki will do you the honors once you tell her what he just basically committed. Of all the people not to trigger, Yūta is unquestionably the one person you shouldn't choose.
Yūta's shoulders quiver. His hand that isn't holding your ankle cups your cheek tightly. "I couldn't think straight. Miguel found out about it eventually, because I just — I just wanted to see you. I wanted to come back for you. I wanted to come home. He helped me book a flight at the earliest of convenience. Rika did the work next and tracked you down."
"Gojō Sensei," you groan outrageously. Trust that he makes things worse. Of course, he always does.
"Is he — is he wrong about it?" Yūta's touches stop.
"No, no. It's not that! It wasn't supposed to end that way," you admit, "I was only meant to investigate a rundown place that houses several weak curses. If they aren't much, I would exorcize them. What no one expected was that there was a special grade that was cleverly masking its energy through the mass amount of the weaker ones."
Yūta presses his forehead on your mattress, just a hairsbreadth away from you. His ragged breathing thunders past your ears. It sounds so hollow, broken, and dismantled, much like how he used to be the first time you met him. "And?"
"Blasted my legs and arm off before Ijichi could have said anything else. I don't remember what happened next about the mission or even the curses, but Panda said they've been wiped clean just recently."
"I almost lost you," comes his muffled voice, yet neither of you can miss the haunting dread of his tone, "and I wasn't even there."
"No one could have known." You say in comfort. "I also should've been more attentive to my surroundings. I got too arrogant, and it cost me almost dearly. If it hadn't been for Toge carrying me out while Panda basically giving us cover . . . "
He shakes his head, muttering to himself that it's all the reason he should've gone back sooner. That he should've begged and begged Gojō Sensei to take him back.
"Yūta," you call him, but you are unable to take him out of his own self-torture.
He continues to mutter, curse, and mumble about the things that he should've done if he were here, about how he wouldn't have made you go through things alone, and admits he was terrified just thinking about you being healed without his presence while he was in Africa, blissfully enjoying meals after meals. How stupid, stupid, STUPID everything is.
"Yūta," you coax him once more, pushing your lollipop back to the left side. Thankfully, your mouth and your eyes can still move on their own. "Can you release me?"
Yūta's rambling ceases, almost suddenly. The hold around your ankle steels, shackling and submitting you to his strength. When he pushes himself a little higher to cage you beneath him, to have you look into his eyes that's rid of the hesitancy he once bore like an armor, you can only allow yourself to swallow visibly.
Whatever training he has received in Africa, or wherever else he's been situated by Sensei, Yūta has changed profoundly. You can see and feel it with his muscles growing taut, with his chin raising itself in confidence instead of submission, and his eyes — oh, the eyes you've missed — holding you steady.
He takes your lollipop from your mouth and puts it in his. Even a measly sweet sucker is commanded to obey his tongue.
It seems wrong to think about how sensual it looks when Yūta nestles the lollipop against the back of his teeth, never letting his eyes leave yours as he compels you to watch him. Then he breaks a tiny piece from it with a press of his jaw down.
It was carnal, the best way you can put it. The precision with which he merely takes what's needed and leaves the rest incomplete.
"I need to see for myself." He states. "I need to make sure you're actually fine."
He inspects the leg that's resting on his shoulder first. He carefully rotates your ankle, thoroughly examining for any unusual bones protruding through your skin. For one thing, he certainly doesn't like how delayed your reactions are.
You say it's because it's still trying to heal internally. His disapproval humming tells you otherwise, and he isn't pleased with the results.
He places his own knee at the center of you, narrowly brushing your most intimate part, when he lifts your other leg and places it on top, too.
Yūta's attention moves from one limb to the next, making sure that everything's perfect. You let him at this point, not that you've got your choice yet, but you are beginning to think that this feels rather nice, with how gentle and attentive he is with you. And in the recesses of your muddled brain, how aroused he makes you feel.
His movement falters briefly when his hands reach the hem of your shorts. You peek an eye open and look at him.
There is a certain gaze he has, fixated on what's covering you. "I need to look in here as well."
Before you can utter, he already pulls them down, and you resist a moan from the cold breeze that seems to nip your skin bitterly. Yūta gets off the bed and crouches below you, his face leveling to your nether region. He tests a finger, pushing towards your center fold. Immediately, you soak him completely.
"Let me," he says, and pries your labia open.
"Ah, Yūta!" you breathlessly call out. The air bites you harsher the more he opens you wider.
"Perfect." He praises.
He uses three fingers: one flicks your clit around while the other two slowly entice you back and forth with their rhythmic pace.
"Absolutely perfect."
It goes on for several more minutes, with only the euphoric whines you can provide. The sounds of your breathing calling wretchedly out for him and the squelches of your starving cunt are the symphonies both of you can only hear throughout this room.
Suddenly, Yūta twists and curls his fingers roughly inside, and you feel yourself awash with an overwhelming sense of liberation.
You moan uproariously, the sounds bouncing from one corner to the next.
Yūta watches with a penetrating epiphany of just how sinfully wet your core is, how greedy it becomes for him that you would actually give in and submit to his whims. What a deplorable woman, staining his fingers with the most precious thing no one will ever come to know.
You feel him lap your cunt when you start leaking, scooping his tongue to get more from you. You moan for him to stop and give you a second. He only does when you cry his name louder.
"You taste perfect as always."
Yūta shifts, and swiftly, he takes his cursed-imbued katana from its scabbard and seamlessly rips the remaining of your clothes with a clean slice.
You are still reeling from your release when he resumes his inspection.
He pulls up and touches your breasts and feels the suppleness of them on his hands. Next, he checks your waist, which doesn't seem like it's been dislocated and then relocated back in.
"Good." He nods, the sound of your lollipop in his mouth clacks twice.
He shuffles to your collarbone — and all's fine in that area, too. To your back and its dimples, the sides of your neck where he litters his mark, down your throat. He opens your mouth, stares into your eyes, and double-checks your head for any stitches he wasn't informed of. Nothing of the ordinary. Everything's all good.
And yet, there is an indisputable rage you feel radiating from his presence, choking you from how lethally potent it's exuding. Whether that's directed to anyone in particular or the general gist of the whole situation or even to you, you can hardly tell because Yūta is beyond furious.
"Hey, look at me," you try in hopes that you can calm him down. "I am fine. I can't go on missions for the time being, since I basically need to let my nerves reset over here," you point your eyes to your arm and legs, "and get them accustomed to me again. But other than that, I feel fine."
Yūta nods stiffly. His entire body is clenched so hard, you feel his nails digging sharply against your hips. You worry that at this rate, he might set himself on fire, and Rika would burst in here and actually demolish your place.
"I'm here, Yūta."
Clack. The candy goes. Clack. Clack. Clack.
"I promise that I'm all right. Gojō Sensei was exaggerating a bit in the letter. I didn't die. And you didn't have to come home, you know."
"Toge wrote to me as well." He says through gritted teeth. Clack. Clack. "Toge never writes unless something actually happened. And for him to do so, it was bad."
You relent with a sigh. "Okay, yes, it was, but only for a moment. I was fixed up in time, and so, don't worry too much about it. Please?"
Clack. "No."
"Yūta," you beg, "Please? Trust me. I'm okay. I don't know what else I can say to make you feel better right now, but please know that I'm okay. I'm better, especially since you came home for me."
Clack-clackclack-clack.
"Please, come here."
Yūta settles his gaze back to you and does as he's told. You coax him to give in to your lips, and after a few more tries, he finally obeys, once he removes the lollipop, as he cages you with his hands on either side of your face.
He kisses you out of desperation and longing and the implied gut-wrenching terror of what could've been, the very same in which you feel burning inside of you when you thought you wouldn't be able to see him again.
"I've missed you." He says between his teeth.
"I've missed you, too." You utter back through labored breaths. "I've really missed you, Yūta."
"I'm here," he says. He licks your bottom lip for entrance, and you allow him. He moans against your mouth as he deepens the kiss hungrily. "I'm here."
One of his arms slides down with a resounding swoosh against your sheets, and before you can wonder what he's going to do, you feel a foreign thing protruding inside your cunt.
"Y-Yūta, what is t-that?" You try to break the kiss away, but with your movements rendered useless, it's difficult to try and even speak when he stops at nothing in claiming your lips repeatedly.
He doesn't deign to give you an answer either, too drunk on what he's doing.
"Yūta," you call again, gasping a moan, as you feel it bottoming in and out of you in swift motions. "Did you just put —"
Yūta tilts your head forcefully towards his, squeezes your cheeks to open your mouth wider, and captures your lips to drown out any words you wish to speak out, as you feel the lollipop (you are certain of this now) twirling and pushing inside you at such an unforgivable force.
"Oh — shit!" You barely let out as you are near the edge again. "Yūta — Yūta! Wait, wait, wait! Shit! I'm gonna — gon —"
Being immobilized for this long prevents you from writhing, and it is in this predicament that you gradually realize that coming undone like this is inexplicably more intense.
Your eyes roll back, your mouth slackens as it opens and brings your tongue out to the side, and drool slithers down to your neck, where Yūta licks it clean.
He gives you exactly three heavy breaths before he unbuckles his pants and slides inside you with ease. Both of you moan almost in harmony for missing this contact for months.
"I've always — shit," he cuts himself off, grunting through the roughness of his thrusts.
Your limbs are beginning to loosen from their stiffness. Yūta's command is weakening. When you finally catch yourself with the return of your control, he seizes your arms and legs and wraps them around his neck and waist.
Both of your kisses have turned sloppy. Occasionally, you would accidentally slide to his cheek, or he would bite your chin by mistake. Neither of you has cared enough.
He rolls his hips to the tandem of your movements, and as he breaks away to taste the cherry-flavored sucker coated with you and cracks it into pieces in his mouth, you almost climax at the sight of him.
The sight of him being powerfully raw.
He captures your lips again, pushing some of the pieces of the candy inside your mouth. You taste yourself, you taste him, you taste what little is left of the cherry intact.
The mixture of everything is heavenly.
"I wanted to kill them," he tells you.
"Who?" You wrap your legs tighter, sucking him further inside.
"The moment I've read the letter from Sensei. I wanted to kill them all. Every single one who touched you." He confesses. "Who dared to try to take you from me. Did they think they would get away so easily?"
His thrusts have become sporadic. His anger fueled him to hit harder. He doesn't stop his progression. You beg him not to.
"Then Toge explained everything. Who do I have to kill for you? For three days before I came here, I hunted them down. Especially the one that nearly killed you."
So, it was he who dealt with them, the one Panda informed you when all those curses were suddenly wiped out of their existence. All this time, you've assumed it was Gojō Sensei or some first-grade sorcerer. Never did you expect, as Yūta never announced his abrupt visit, that it'd be him.
"They won't hurt you anymore, Baby." He kisses your forehead gently as he holds your hands over your head. He bites your elbow, the upper part of your armpits, marking your collarbone and littering his claim across your chest like an undiscovered constellation. "Never again. They wouldn't dare. They wouldn't."
The tightness coiling at the pit of your stomach resurfaces. You hardly catch yourself calling out to him when you come again with the loudest, most pleasurable scream you've ever done tonight.
Yūta isn't too far behind. With just a couple more thrusts and a promise of devotion for you, he spills inside.
And even after both of you are wholly spent, when you've untangled your legs around him and collapse further into your bed, he refuses to pull out.
Yūta is still hard, and he rocks himself back and forth, edging himself to another release.
There is a claim that he is making here, one that promises retribution to whoever may defy him, and he is making sure that for any curse and sorcerers alike who dare to even try and take you from him, they would know and feel that a part of him is inside of you. That they would think twice before considering the consequences of their actions. Unless they wish a painful death.
"You're coming with me." He announces through his slow fucking.
"Don't you want to stay here instead? You've been gone for a while." You playfully bargain in between rasps and moans.
"There's something Gojō Sensei needs me to look into," He huffs a breath, "but I can't risk leaving you alone anymore. I've already discussed this with him, and we'd be heading in a week."
"All right." You bring him closer to you. "M'can't wait . . ."
Yūta kisses your cheek. "For you, I'll do anything."
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𓂃✍︎ 18+ mdni · suguru's retribution
Getō Suguru has one wish the moment he sinks his foot into the shadowy depths of his choice: to rid the world of non-sorcerers. It's the simplest route there is, after all. None of them, sorcerers alike, will have to lift a finger anymore to create a place that they have not even caused to begin with. They will be free.
The contingency of this plan is that once necessary sacrifices are made, peace will come.
But Suguru digresses. And for what, exactly? It has been a year since he left the grounds of Jujutsu High, a year of knowing that his choice had wedged this unfathomable distance between those he truly cares for.
Still, even a year cannot change what has consumed him all this time.
It is an accident to meet you like this. Neither of you has seen each other since his defection, since he left no answer as to where he is going, and trusted Satoru enough to leave a clue as to why he did this — he's doing this.
Yet, here you are. His very own retribution. Standing outside the convenience store, wearing his shirt, which he must have given you a while back, fidgeting with a pack of cigarettes.
A year . . . and he wonders when you pick up Shōko's habit?
And suddenly, all the things he yearns to say resurface. It bubbles in his throat, clawing at him like the curses he ingests and wanting to be spit back out.
Your eyes turn manic. To him, he supposes, it looks like you're searching for any clue as to why, of all people you'd have to see, it has to be him?
Perhaps he thinks the same. Why have you shown your face when a year ago, there was not an ounce of your existence corrupting his own?
Just as instant as he wants to say the words that might have made a god love a human, nothing comes out.
Until you move, then run.
To him.
"Suguru," How long has he realized that he missed the sound of your voice, the way you wrap your hands desperately around him, that if this is the last time you would have done so, you're risking it all? Just for him.
Like an Achilles' heel, he takes you. He pulls you tighter into his arms, breathes in the scent he never forgets, the scent of him on you, and he holds you there. The bane of his existence — willingly in the arms of a murderer.
He feels your shoulders quake as you hold in your cries. And when he shushes you just as he remembers, you do what you always know best: disobey him. And thus, you cry, louder but still below a whisper.
It's a cry that's meant for him, the mourn of what a year has done to you, a year of not knowing what he's been up to, a year of —
"Stay with me for tonight." His voice speaks from beyond the clutches of his control, and for a split second, Suguru is taken aback.
Your body's response, however, is precise before he can choke up his words and take them back. You bury yourself more into his chest.
Suguru stands firmly then; there is more conviction now, and he says again: "Stay. With me."
"I don't — I don't — you might," He knows you don't want to cause trouble, like the good sorcerer that you are. Still . . . here you are, betting on the low chance that this is all right.
"Just for tonight." He insists. You don't even realize that he tucks the pack of cigarettes in his pocket. "One night."
You look up. Suguru thumbs away the pain of your tears as he leans his forehead to yours.
"Okay."
Getō Suguru thought he had one wish the moment he sank himself deeper into his choice: to rid the world of non-sorcerers, create the peace that should have been there since the beginning.
But as he molds you sensually to his shape, hears you plead for more, hears your pleasurable moans escape from that opened mouth of yours that never shuts off, hearing you whisper his name over and over and over again — Suguru is near catatonic when he realizes: he wishes for one more thing.
Just one more. If the gods and the universe can grant him that.
Then he wouldn't have to ask again. Two wishes in a price he most certainly can offer. To have you. To consume you. No. To consume him of you.
Let it be known that he is yours for every command you wish to say. If you had told him to give you the world, he would have done so in the blink of an eye. If you tell him to give his heart to you, he would've plunged his own hands straight through the cavity of his bones, grasped his heart, and pulled it for you.
Just one more.
"Suguru, please," You look up at his eyes, raw hunger manifesting from your gaze.
You kiss him fervently, tracing the shape of his eyes, the concave of his collarbones, the roughness of his stomach, and everywhere you can reach with your hands.
"Please,"
That did it. Whatever animalistic tendencies he has kept have finally broken through, pounding on you mercilessly. He cushions your head against the headboard as the bed creaks and breaks from the force.
Just one more wish.
You lay bare for him to do what he pleases. And you wish it. You demand it.
"I've missed you." He confesses, marking your neck, the underside of your breasts, on your left hipbone, as he knows your right is more ticklish, and finally marking you last at the hollow insides of your thighs, where your musky scent is strong.
"I've missed you, too." You echo, too lucid from all the pleasures coming through.
"I've missed the way you sound," he sucks your skin, "the way you writhe to me," he noses himself next to your cunt, "I've missed this smell the most."
Then he indulges. If this is the only night he has with you, so be it. He will make sure that till the break of dawn, he will cherish you the way he has always longed for.
"Ah — fuuuuuuck!" You grip the headboard above your head, trying not to clamp your legs to trap him in place.
"I miss your scent, my love." He repeats with a heated growl. Suguru places his nose right into where it smells strongest and inhales.
A year ago, Suguru knew that you would have slapped him away, kicked him in embarrassment. You could have muttered that you aren't too clean yet, give yourself a moment to do so before he does something vulgar like this.
But it's a year too late. A year too long. And both of you have come to take this one desperate night and sum it all up. Because, as you and Suguru know, tomorrow will be different.
Shakily, you lower your hands to the folds of your sex and open them wider. His eyes take it all in, the inner parts that he never really looked into, with a startled breath. He watches your face, rid of no shame. Then his eyes fall back into what you're opening: a Pandora's box waiting for him to take. The smell of you hits much harder, as if this is his aphrodisiac to claim.
Immaculate.
You really have changed, have you?
His fingers begin caressing, and you respond with the twitch of your legs.
"Suguru," You beg.
"Hmm?"
"Please, take me. Sugu . . . "
"Anything for you," Suguru drawls.
He returns his head to your sloppy cunt, feasting until he feels you shake, until he tastes you come inside his mouth. He continues for another one, and you give it. By now, you are too overstimulated to control yourself.
This isn't enough. So, another stripped lick to your pearl, watching your reaction. When he finds a certain spot where you react at your best, he aims there perfectly.
"Sugu — fuck!"
On your third release, he looks up. "I'm going to move you a bit."
You nod dumbly.
He gently holds your ankles and draws you nearer, never forgetting to litter kisses across your body.
"Be good for me." He says.
He opens your legs wider. You are swollen. Your clit is bruised and erect from the teasing his tongue and fingers have done to it. Your pretty, little cunt syncs with every inhale and exhale you do, so pink and fluidly ready for him. Suguru is astounded.
"Suguru," you start whining. He doesn't miss the way your pussy expands a little when you pry it open again for him. It's slick with your own cum, flowing out of you with so much ease.
He leans forward and licks it clean. You whimper.
And at last, he positions and pushes himself in. Suguru nearly collapses with a heady moan because he never forgets the way you shape yourself for him, always the one who adjusts. The way you just absorb him, eat him. This is the kind of curse he would've willingly consumed indefinitely.
This is his Limitless.
Just one more wish.
You tilt your body back, sucking him further in. Today, you're impossibly tight, even from all the lubrication he has done for you. But you're too persistent. You are devouring him quickly, hopelessly devoting your entire soul; he needs it as badly as you do.
He could've come right there.
"That's it." He gently coaxes, voice hoarse from this indisputable feeling. "Take me in."
For the rest of the night, his movements become languid and passionately slow. He curves you to positions you never thought you could, but you do them anyway. When your legs have grown tired, you can feel him massage them back and forth. When your back can't arch further, he presses you onto the mattress, and he takes over. When you feel your tears coming once more, he kisses them away, as a lover does.
And when the sun comes, since it decides that it is no longer in both of your favor, he can only trace his hand around the shape of your face.
He calls your name through the silence that blankets you. You barely react. He doesn't want you to. It makes things easier later on.
While you're tucked in his arms, he offers himself one last selfish deed, and he kisses you.
It's the kind of kiss that mortal humans give to gods who know they won't spend an eternity with them — only in this instance, neither of you is sure who gets to be the god and the human in this tragic story.
And so he kisses you, and kisses you, and kisses you. Because what else is there to do?
"Don't come looking for me," he whispers damagingly, watching you sleep through what's left of your time with him. "Please."
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Dark Souls III • (dev. From Software 2016)
Skyrim Scenery 110/∞
THE ELDER SCROLLS V: SKYRIM 2011 – 2021・dev. Bethesda Game Studios
Lara Croft in TOMB RAIDER: LEGACY OF ATLANTIS (2026) dev. Crystal DynamicS
God of War: Laufey
SimCity 4 | ▶ dev. Maxis
God of War: Laufey dev. Santa Monica
BEAUTY OF TOMB RAIDER: LEGACY OF ATLANTIS (2027)
Tomb Raider Anniversary (2007) dev. Crystal Dynamics
This game fitting to be a fucking MUST in this household.
Touch me again and I'll kill you.
MASS EFFECT 1: LEGENDARY EDITION (2021) ↳ zhu's hope
𓂃✍︎ 18+ mdni · nanami loves giving you hickeys
Nanami's hips roll and slap against your skin, the further he thrusts inside you. His entire bedroom smells of sweat and sex, despite several candles of the same scent lit and the window cracked open.
"Are you tired?" His gravelly voice has since gone lower as the moon and stars begin to flitter across the sky. Each syllable he's uttered turns sensual in your ears.
"No." You answer, swiftly locking him in for a kiss.
He wraps your legs around his waist securely and bottoms out again. A heady moan rips from your mouth, and he swallows the sound whole.
Nanami's kisses move to your nose, to the apples of your cheeks, down your throat, and then settle into the baseline between your neck and collarbone. There, he stops and sucks on the crook of it.
The sensation feels too good, rendering you completely into a state of pure bliss and arousal. You swear you hear yourself beg for more, telling him not to stop from both the way he's marking you and the way he's fucking you hopelessly raw.
He might've said something you didn't quite hear or passed a garbled response in return. No matter, you feel the pace quickening and his teeth latching to your skin tighter.
Nanami has never marked you like this before. Oftentimes, they were purely accidental, and they're almost always in discreet places where both of you fail to notice them. But, tonight, when you ask him to cover you with his marks, with something entirely Nanami, he pauses.
He isn't one to lose control easily. He is someone who does things with precision and careful considerations. Even then, a simple mishap can undoubtedly be rectified with alternative solutions.
Thus, an impulsive action such as this is unlike any he has ever committed before. There is a subtle bewilderment marring across his features, though anyone who doesn't know him to the extent that you do would have deduced that Nanami looks like he's only thinking.
There, in his eyes, is an undulated discovery of something quite like finding a secret that only he can have.
"Kento," you call out, cupping his cheeks. "What is it?"
He leans into the touch and kisses your palm. His thumb occasionally brushes the fresh bruise he caused. "It's nothing."
"It doesn't hurt, my love." You say. "If that's what you're worried about."
Nanami's smile appears at the corner. You feel it quirk up against the corner of your hand. "I know, darling."
"Can we continue?" You lightly tease, tapping your foot against the dimple of his lower back.
Nanami tilts your head over to the left. The other side of your unmarked neck becomes visible. He leans down to you, his breath only a whispering distance from your skin.
"Let me," he coaxes before he sucks on the unblemished skin.
His hands travel back to your thighs, massaging them repeatedly, ridding you of pins and needles. His thrusts never cease, as if all that stored energy he has had from being a sorcerer has done him well to maintain a consistent amount of stamina.
As Nanami moves to mark each underside of your breasts next, he guides your arms to his head where he insists that you run your fingers through his hair.
"Oh, shit, baby," you moan near his ears.
"Hmm," his voice vibrates.
"So good, my love."
Nanami momentarily pulls out. He guides your head on a fluffed pillow before he angles you in a venus butterfly position.
His lips move closer to the top of your sopping mound, where he sucks just right above your clit. You grip his hair hard, accidentally yanking a couple of strands. You couldn't even form an apology afterwards, because Nanami never stops his lustful drive. He bites against your skin, pulls your pubic hair teasingly, and moans languidly at the euphoric feeling of it all.
"Oh, my God! Kento! Wait! T-Too much!"
"Pull harder." He grits his teeth, looking at you through your curled bush. "I don't care. Just pull if you must."
Maybe because it's your cunt and it's been sensitive for the past few hours after coming several times, and it's also because it's near your clit where in replacement of his cock, his fingers resume the pounding, and maybe it's because it's simply Nanami Kento — whatever reason it can be, you never expect that when Nanami gives you a hickey right there, it's probably the most intense feeling you've ever felt than any of the hickeys he's given you so far.
And you wonder, why have you two not done this before?
You're left squirming for what little control you can find: none. Your hands scramble to the sheets, gripping them tightly before Nanami forces them back into his hair, demanding that if there's anything you're going to have to hold as he continues, it's going to be him.
"Baby," you call out in a daze. "T-Too much. Too sensitive."
"Just one more." He kisses your clit. "We'll be finished soon."
You must have agreed because it isn't just one more as he declared. Nanami scatters his marks everywhere around your body like constellations. They come in different sizes, each with their own sense of claim. He makes sure, however, that even when he discovers just how wonderful you are with the hickeys he's created, he wouldn't go overboard.
But the one thing he loves most from his work? It's that blotch of purple on your pussy.
"You look beautiful." He says in admiration, his index finger playfully twisting around your pubic hair.
You lean into his touch when he scoops you in his arms and embraces you tightly. "I want to give you one, too."
Nanami smooths your hair. "When you're well-rested. I will let you."
"All right."
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this is sorta my form of apology (and free therapy) for that hbd nanami post to anyone who has read that. enjoy :>