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My heart is at it again. It’s shutting down my brain and I feel like everything’s falling apart again😢

I was that little unattractive bud among the thousands of flowers in full bloom yet you picked me.

Things happen, and make you realize how people you value will always dwell on that one mistake you made more than all the things you did for them. Sad but true.

i-wrotethisforme

There are a lot of things that seem like the end of the world. Like when the person you like stops talking to you once you sleep together. Or when you have to watch a person you’re supposed to be over date someone else and you realize that sharp pain in your chest probably means you’re not actually over them. But what’s even harder is losing someone without getting to say goodbye and not having anyone to talk to about it. Or having to hurt someone you care about because you know what’s best for them and it’s not you. There are so many times in our lives that our hearts will break. And the bad news is, one of those times will be worse than all the others. But the good news is, it’s probably not what you’re going through right now.

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Dear heart

Dear heart, You had to. You have to. It may feel so wrong to leave and let him go but remind yourself that you're not leaving because you don't love him anymore. It's actually because you loved him way too much. Way too much, that you forgot who you were. I know you wanted to be everything for him. You wanted to believe that you could be his turning point in life. You wanted to be his superhero. And so, you tried so hard to save him, you didn't notice yourself drowning. Someday, you'll realize and come to accept the truth that you're not the one who's going to save him. You'll learn to watch your back first so you don't lose yourself in the process of loving someone. I also know you tried to hold on for so long, and tried to shake away ideas of giving up by making excuses for him. But, it's time. You've done a great job trying to keep up with all the hiding and pretending. Now, you don't need to be scared to walk away anymore. You just need to take those steps to find your way back to your old self. Try not to worry too much about him. He will be fine. Maybe you walking away from him, might just be the turning point he needs, to find himself too. Although it hurts, keep yourself together 'til you find yourself again. There will be nights you'll try to fool yourself that leaving is not the way to do it. When those nights come, please remember that your old self is still out there, in that vast ocean, wating for your hand to pull her back into the world. Til then, be strong and endure the pain. Trust me, this is not your first heartbreak. One day you'll just wake up, and beat the way you used to.

theonewitharnela

I think it’s important to have closure in any relationship that ends - from a romantic relationship to a friendship. You should always have a sense of clarity at the end and know why it began and why it ended. You need that in your life to move cleanly into your next phase.

Jennifer Aniston (via theonewitharnela)

You don't realize how much he ruined you until you start talking to someone new. You don't realize how much you miss the way he talked to you and took care of you until someone else tries to do those same things. You don't realize how much your heart aches for that familiarity, for the way you felt comfortable with him and how normal it felt to be loved by him. For a long time, it was him and you thought it was always going to be him. You couldn't see yourself with any other guy and you didn't want to because your heart was set on him and only him. You thought you had moved on, but you're still not over him because you realize how there hasn't been anyone who could make you feel the way he used to. You've also realized you hate having to start over with someone who's a stranger to you when there's already someone out there who you've built with and who knows everything about you. The worst part is you're still hurt from everything toxic that he put you through, and now you're scared to get as attached and as deeply connected as you were to him to someone new. The idea of loving someone else the way you loved him terrifies you because you never thought you'd have to find someone else to begin with and you weren't planning on giving your heart away all over again. And now you find yourself missing how he was always there, but you also understand that being with him again will only damage you more and you know you can't lose any more of yourself than you already have. ©Tony Nguyen

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I knew that I had come face to face with someone whose mere personality was so fascinating that, if I allowed it to do so, it would absorb my whole nature, my whole soul, my very art itself.

Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray (via wordsnquotes)

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But you really don’t want anyone to find out… About your red eyes and running nose, Every night About your hollowness and sad, forced smiles. That would leave you vulnerable, And you are not that desperate just yet.

Sophia Carey (via wordsnquotes)