It’s 2022, I am now 28 years old. heard that Twitter is getting deleted, so might as well reconciled with old lover. Wow. Log in to tumblr felt like looking into my past self. It’s surreal. Writing this felt like I’m talking to my 16 year old self. Just wanna go back in time & punch myself in the face. Hard. You should really stop focusing on the needless, & start focusing on the future. I am the result for all of your bad choices. Nevertheless, along the way we do find someone who is good enough we does not have to beg for love. That’s one thing. Maybe the only thing. Everyone in our family is still alive tho. Except dad. He left us when we were 19 years old. But things steadily & slowly declined afterwards. I won’t change a thing because if I do, things I’m thankful for now will change to. I will not have the best year of my life in 2018, & I might not found my soulmate.