I'm Pretty Strange

._____\\ Lvl 28 : Power Up 10.16 //_____.

[mayrofttycity]

"Its just a break."

"I still love you."

"Its you. Its always been you."

"We always come back to each other."

Things you've said to me that gave me hope. You told me that you needed time to figure out your own brain, and that I should do the same. But not even 2 months later, you are talking and planning sleepovers with someone else. While I still lived with you. While I was sleeping near you. I'm never trusting anyone again. I'm never loving anyone again. Especially if this is how people keep treating me.

[mayrofttycity]

I wish you understood how I feel... I wish you understood the hell you've put me through.

[mayrofttycity]

I am going to die alone. I still love you, and I know that you are here for me. But everytime your phone dings, or you spend too much time outside, all I can think about is you talking to her. Or that I wasn't enough, but she was. Am I fat? Am I too much? Am I annoying? The answer to all is probably yes..

So I will die alone, with no one to care for me. Truly care for me...

[mayrofttycity]

What's my depression like?

Its 2:13 in the morning, my TV is silent but on in the background. I sat in the light of my mini-fridge on my bedroom floor, crying after two bites of a 2 day old sandwich because I'm not hungry, but need to eat. I give up. I'll try eating again tomorrow.

[fuckyeahandrogynousgirls]

[mayrofttycity]

The one that got away.

My life has never been the same.

[mayrofttycity]

I don't wanna have night terrors anymore.... Please, make it stop..

[thebootydiaries]

What girls say: I'm fine

What girls mean: I'm too embarrassed to ask for water from your mom because this is the first time I've been over and she's asked me like 500 times if I wanted any and I've been saying no but I'm dying of thirst

[thebootydiaries]

What girls say: I'm fine

What girls mean: I'm too embarrassed to ask for water from your mom because this is the first time I've been over and she's asked me like 500 times if I wanted any and I've been saying no but I'm dying of thirst

[delgrosso]

Happy October!

[delgrosso]

Happy Spocktober!

[delgrosso]

Happy flocktober!

[delgrosso]

Happy Tupactober!

[delgrosso]

Happy DocOcTober!

[delgrosso]

Happy bocktober!

[delgrosso]

Happy woktober!

[mayrofttycity]

I'm ready to go now. I'm ready to be unalive. But I'm not ready at the same time. I want to live, I want to die. I want to feel something other than nothing. I'm not even sure I feel sad anymore. I'm just numb. Not happy, not sad, though sometimes angry. But nothing in the general feelings anymore... Other than death of course.

[mayrofttycity]

Why can't I ever fucking be good enough for anyone?

[just--space]

Colors of the Moon : What color is the Moon? It depends on the night. Outside of the Earth’s atmosphere, the dark Moon, which shines by reflected sunlight, appears a magnificently brown-tinged gray. Viewed from inside the Earth’s atmosphere, though, the moon can appear quite different. The featured image highlights a collection of apparent colors of the full moon documented by one astrophotographer over 10 years from different locations across Italy. A red or yellow colored moon usually indicates a moon seen near the horizon. There, some of the blue light has been scattered away by a long path through the Earth’s atmosphere, sometimes laden with fine dust. A blue-colored moon is more rare and can indicate a moon seen through an atmosphere carrying larger dust particles. What created the purple moon is unclear – it may be a combination of several effects. The last image captures the total lunar eclipse of 2018 July – where the moon, in Earth’s shadow, appeared a faint red – due to light refracted through air around the Earth. The next full moon will occur at the end of this month (moon-th) and is known in some cultures as the Beaver Moon. via NASA

[mayrofttycity]

Pretty sure the hardest part of breakups, is watching them move on without you..

[mayrofttycity]

He said he didn't wanna be with anyone and that he needed time to himself... But the truth is, he just didn't want to be with me..

[mayrofttycity]

Is it going to be like this forever? Am i always going to be alone? I'm starting to get used to it... I don't know if that's okay or not.

[mayrofttycity]

I am going to die alone.