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you made a hc post on. What

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"you were wearing pink-"

"your girly room was-"

"The bows in your hair were-"

Me who basically only wears black and white and listens to punk rock daily:

mayyhemn

real im soooooooooo different

just got so distressed by a smut post cus. ok smut whatever easy block but MY issue was, sub denji? degradation??? wearing a dog collar HELLO??? are you kidding me are you actually freaking RAAGHDHFHFHJGKL

#that's a minor rhats a VICTIM #“let's all sexualise his trauma response” I hope you all die #ohhhh my boy #denji my poor child

delighted to announce i am not missing out

#pack it up gang #u ever think and then its actually and then literally. do u get what i mean #dont mind me a girl js yaps #Stop The Glaze 2025

yunwangja-yaps

every now and then i think about how i characterize the cast and i always overthink if i made them too out of character or not. i mean i know somehow that it's alr ooc bec im writing them based on my own... ig "vocabulary" if that makes sense. esp with like smaus, how they type shows their personality. so when i go a certain path i always second guess myself if im going too far already. and also sometimes the creative juices arent always there so yeah. but ultimately i DID say on my bio that i only do this for shits and giggles, and ik i can write according to the borders i have set myself. but i still i do try my best to make it well of course so idk ive been wanting to say it idk if there are readers who have made that observation already lol

but yk these are just thoughts that push me into making a better work. ++ its the reason why i also post on main writing blog that if they have any feedback (as long as it's not TOO mean LMAOO) or thoughts. and seeing ppl interact with my smaus cancel the "being too hard on myself" mood lol :)) i rlly appreciate it !!!!!!!!

mayyhemn

honestly my take on this is i literally don't care how ooc it gets ... like he would not freaking say that ever but ykw hell yeah it would be so funny if he did & i wonder what circumstances could push him to say that.

characters are all up for interpretation anyway and the moment you start to think about them you're already projecting your own experiences onto them even if you think you're analysing them objectively and ykw !!! that's actually such a huge bonus bc now when you write that specific character, we get to understand them from your lens & see them through a pov we haven't been able to before.

it's all an opportunity to explore diff aspects of a person cus yeah what if the sunshine character was full of rage !!!

yunwangja-yaps

yk what HECKYEAH you have a point !!! thanks for saying this. we all have diff ways of interpreting these characters and its literally why its called fanfiction bc it's all...fiction LOL. like when we write it's always a "what if". "what if these characters were in univ but they never played volleyball and instead they're doing these typa things and there's this yn girl who has avoidant attachment" ;d

#— peer review #help i didnt realise this was from twenty twenty four #there truly is no satisfaction greater than clocking a character icl #ik i characterise everyone perfectly and accurately in my head cus im infallible but when it comes to communciaitng htat... its harder

yunwangja-yaps

every now and then i think about how i characterize the cast and i always overthink if i made them too out of character or not. i mean i know somehow that it's alr ooc bec im writing them based on my own... ig "vocabulary" if that makes sense. esp with like smaus, how they type shows their personality. so when i go a certain path i always second guess myself if im going too far already. and also sometimes the creative juices arent always there so yeah. but ultimately i DID say on my bio that i only do this for shits and giggles, and ik i can write according to the borders i have set myself. but i still i do try my best to make it well of course so idk ive been wanting to say it idk if there are readers who have made that observation already lol

but yk these are just thoughts that push me into making a better work. ++ its the reason why i also post on main writing blog that if they have any feedback (as long as it's not TOO mean LMAOO) or thoughts. and seeing ppl interact with my smaus cancel the "being too hard on myself" mood lol :)) i rlly appreciate it !!!!!!!!

mayyhemn

honestly my take on this is i literally don't care how ooc it gets ... like he would not freaking say that ever but ykw hell yeah it would be so funny if he did & i wonder what circumstances could push him to say that.

characters are all up for interpretation anyway and the moment you start to think about them you're already projecting your own experiences onto them even if you think you're analysing them objectively and ykw !!! that's actually such a huge bonus bc now when you write that specific character, we get to understand them from your lens & see them through a pov we haven't been able to before.

it's all an opportunity to explore diff aspects of a person cus yeah what if the sunshine character was full of rage !!!

#— peer review #it's all for the joy of it anyway ... the joy and whimsy... none of htese people are real #ive read sm ooc stuff and i really dgaflop the only thing ive gotten mad abt is when it was like #“oh yeah nanami kento used her for her body && cheated on her then tried to kill her” MA'AM STEP AWAY PIUT THE PHONE DOWN #an actual crime i was so upset #mind u it was written really well so i couldnt even be TOO upset #like that is NOT my nanami kento in any universe but maybe in like. a little. maybe this is the anomaly #anyways when i write all characters are automatically my lil hcs of them so my pov is like ...#u think this is ooc ?? good thing this is MY suga not furudate's #i say like ive written anything properly for suga yet #left right & setter im ocming for u once exams are over i promise #Sugawara Koushi On Meds that man has adhd if i ever seen it

BUT WHENN DOES A COMET BECOME A METEOR WHEN DOES A CANDLE BECOME A BLAZE ?? WHEN DOES A MAN BECOME A MONSTER ?? WHEN DOES A RIPPLE BECOME A TIDAL WAVEE WHEN DOES THE REASON BECOME THE BLAME WHENN DOES A MAN BECOME A MONSTER

being in fandom is literally ignoring ur education to write a oneshot ur rlly proud of that gets 25 notes and i cant just prioritise tings properoy either

thinking about kyo's hands and also his voice and also

#THEY DONT GET U LIKE I GET UUUUU

bro.