nocturnally

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between 102 and 103

Being kissed when you least expect it is underrated. 

In that single moment you are completely and perfectly there, dumbfound.

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2:52am

Tomorrow I am deciding to live

To be alive

Or maybe you could say today

Because its 2:52am

Either way I’m tired

Of being mediocre

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no reason

Mental illness is a unnatural response to a situation; illogical. It does not make sense for people to ask “Why are you feeling …?” because there is literally no reason to why you are sad/experiencing such sadness when you have depression, stress with anxiety, mood swings with bipolar, etc etc.

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breath

We are literally dying the minute we enter this world

Everything our bodies come in contact with us is slowly causing us to die

Every chemical

Every breath

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risk

It’s so passive that when people fall in love they make fun of all of the other persons flaws without risking any hurt feelings.

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rumours

I just turned looked towards the window and all the crickets stopped as if they were talking about me.

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the seed of a dragon fruit

What if our universe is just the seed of a dragon fruit inside of a universe the size of a dragon fruit seed.

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waiting out the storm

It feels like it takes a minute to kick in. Everything starts to get fuzzy and loud but also quiet. It grows slowly but exponentially into a hell of unreality. It’s as if my mind is fully aware in a bubble watching as I go into a panic attack where I am fully aware of all of my emotions. At this point life is not real. It is a jumble of panic and terror and stress. I’m floating in a sea of my thoughts. The come down is almost calming but there’s a headache which is killer. I don’t hate it. I’m just high.