just queer and autistic things

discourse too, unfortunately. [side blog: autistic-felix0]

[mechanicalfelix]

I broke like half the stock on this thing and part of the peice i pulled off is still in there

[kittydesade]

what

[septembersung]

A cancan of coke, if you will

[lesbianralzarek]

and as he stares into the sky, there are twice as many stars as usual

[mechanicalfelix]

[leftoverlight]

[twilightdomain]

referring to my tits as "the boys" not because calling them girls would be dysphoric but because they are like goons to me. henchmen.

[thebelchers]

[spider-starry]

Oh shit this is a rare chance to reblog this!! This only comes on the calendar once every couple of years!!

[zevveli]

So for those of you wondering, this happens 4 times in a 28 year period. If it is not a leap year when the first day of the year is Saturday, and if it is a leap year when the first day of the year is Friday. So this will happen again in 2033, 2039, 2044, 2050, 2061, 2067, 2072, 2078, 2089, and 2095. 2100 will not be a leap year so the first calendar with this feature in the next century will be 2101, followed by 2107, 2112, 2118, 2129, and the cycle repeats.

[mechanicalfelix]

5 stripe unattractional flag

Edited by me

Original by unknown

[mechanicalfelix]

New apla/ace flag

[w/o symbol]

Coined by me

[mechanicalfelix]

New apla/aro flag

[w/o symbol]

Coined by me

[mechanicalfelix]

New aro/ace flag

[w/o symbol]

Coined by me

[mechanicalfelix]

my biggest flex is that I laugh like a chainsaw

[mechanicalfelix]

Um gusy......................................................................

Would a love corner ship like this be problematic? (Just curious lmfao)

[je-mappelle-sloppy-tomato]

Do any other autistic people feel high at random times?

Like, sometimes I'll get really giggly, everything will feel hilarious to me and I'll just laugh at nothing, and I'll stim more and laugh at my stimming (e.g. I was finding the normally annoying sound my pop-it makes very funny today) and I'll do a lot of echolalia (e.g. I kept repeating "my name is poet I am a Philip" & giggling because it was the funniest fucking thing in the world to me) and I'll get really affectionate, I'm already a very affectionate person but I get MORE affectionate (e.g. I'll be talking to my dog & I'll just be like "I just love you SO much" whilst sobbing but not really crying?) And I'll feel kind of light-headed (like someone injected helium into my brain) does anyone else do this??? Is it connected to autism??? Please help I'm really confused I can't find anything about this anywhere please reblog I Beg Of You

[infinite-survivor-choco-deactiv]

Iiiii think that could be the ADHD?? I'm both ADHD and Autistic and they overlap a lot BUT the dopamine rollar coaster of ADHD makes it so like at some times you're a puddle and wanna get swallowed up by the floor but?? The second you get even the slightest bit of good news or something you're looking forward to then you see the world in sunshine and rainbows, then it's back to puddle.

But it also could be the autistic??? Funny sound funny funny memory funny funny funny texture brain likes!!! My brains happy and everyone has to know about it!!!! You can Hyperfocus on that one thing and it gets you happy and giggly and??? You don't know why??? Like this works for both ADHD and Autistic stuff but honestly I'll chalk it to the filter that's ur brain is clean as opposed to messy. *for example no intrusive thoughts or icky flashbacks and instead u get good sleep and lots of grounding* so it helps you feel better about everything??

Idk but Ur not the only one I promise it's totally ok

[teawithmilkstudy]

Familiar feeling but I'm also both autistic and ADHD so who knows where it comes from. I've read that few years ago it was impossible / discouraged to give a diagnosis of both so many people could be misdiagnoses as either or. Maybe it's a shared trait?

Curious, do you have a drop of demeanor afterwards?

Often when I feel strong positive emotions (so happy I'm euphoric, so proud I feel like my chest is going to burst), when it passes a strong wave of anxiety washes over me. Like a feeling of fear, of loss, emptiness. Where I was proud of my achievement for example, I become scared it was a fluke and I'm never going to measure up to it again. Where I was strong and confident I'm suddenly weak, alone, scared and feel like an impostor.

It doesn't happen every time. Sometimes I'm autistically happy because "wow, what a great sound / rhythm!! need to listen again, need to loop it for an hour, and sing and dance!" - I think it's autistic (??) because it comes from sensory sensitivity, echolalia and hyperfocusing on a detail, and has elements of repetition. After the high leaves me I still feel happy and content in a *it was a very good stimming session* kind of way.

I'd say the first pictures more an ADHD with rejection sensitive dysphoria reaction, while the second is more autistic experience.

Gosh, I can't believe I wrote a few paragraphs to convey what @adhd-super-misfit-choco already said but in a more clunky way 😭

[mechanicalfelix]

The unresolved rage against all nuerotypical people is great today :) like yasss please scream at me over your fucking loser of a bf. please be as loud, obnoxious, and self-centered as you possibly can. Please try and force me to engage in conversation while I'm non-verbal and/or escaping and actually get mad when I don't put my needs aside to succumb to your precious wants and feelings. Please, continue to infantalize me and treat me like a toddler. Please, act like my existence is so miserable and all I do is harm and/or inconvenience nuerotypical people. You're clearly the best and were just "quirky underdogs" for you amusement :) (/s)

[no-longer-another-bondi-blonde]

[ventraman]

This could save your life.

[instructor144]

BOOST.

[aqueous2]

Absolutely vital information to have if you live where the waters freeze over.

I especially appreciate this guy's commitment to actually showing the steps himself. That cold-shock response is a bitch and willingly subjecting himself to it couldn't have been fun.

[marlynnofmany]

I don’t live anywhere near water like this, but I am still memorizing this knowledge because:

* I might use it in a story someday.

* Any knowledge that staves off the dying is good knowledge.

[mousenoises]

Some kids passed away today in my region from falling in icy water, so thought it was important to boost.

[infinite-survivor-choco-deactiv]

Autism mom get stuffed challenge, no one cares, no one wants to hear you yapping over how your autistic child will never fit into the status quo of your own necrotic brain, starve.

[mechanicalfelix]

Ok, MAYBE I was a bit too overdramatic over the whole Wednesday situation, but the way the blatantly hamfisted love corner was just waving red flags in my face just TRYING to ruin the plot for me doesn't disgust me any less. I might continue watching it but only because the plot's still interesting nonetheless.