a sharp intake of air as he clutches the fabric above his chest. he feels like he’s been shot in the heart with an arrow, and NOT in a cupid-esque sort of way — he feels BETRAYED.
“ y - you would really leave me..?! a - and how should i know what goes in on that head of yours! you knew yang long before me, and who knows maybe you’re into older guys or somethin’ i dunno… “ he whispers the last fragments of his sentence to a barely audible whisper before continuing in his normal voice. “ maybe it was all a scheme to trick me and take my focus away from what’s REALLY going on! “
“ If you really want me to leave you, i can. It’ll hurt both of us but I can do it. I’ll go back to being a bachelor and a momma’s boy. “ Rai is internally, very offended at the idea of doing this. “ But to be honest with you I’ve never felt romantic love with Yang. Lust, yeah I guess, but not anything past ‘oh god look at how hot he is’.”
“ You made me actually fall in love, I’m not about to argue with you anymore on this. Suck it up, you’re my fiance because I want to be with you. “