evan's fag arena

evil bisexual

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I AM KNOW AS THE BEEF BASTARD!!1!

hello hybrids !! this is my goofy ass little blog where i'm gonna be freaky or whatver

that and my source because i refuse to source separate you can pry my identity from my cold bloody hands! other info like prn and what not under the cut

okay okay so actual import shit here loll BODILY WE ARE 2O Y/Os my name is evan, i am a fictive of evan myers from everymanHYBRID!! this is what i look like (blood warning btw !!) i am queer, not really sure what label best fits me but im not straight thats for sure ill probably get real sappy and cry about shit on here as i am a drunk, and an emotional one at that... i love art!! i will certainly be drawing and posting it on here we also collectively are psychotic and i have it pretty bad so paranoid shit will be here too!! tags ill use to sort things are #squeaking - for just text posts that are just me rambling #woaw - art tag #freaky mouse - sex. #wetted - gore stuff might be irl might be art who knows no dni ! just follow your own (list of things that i am that may be on your DNI: a paraphile anti censor ship anti non cdd systems (aka non traumagenic systems) anti radqueer / transid controdicary label user objectum nonhuamn 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 ❤️)

peace out hybrids

EVERY ONE KNOWS IM THE ULTIMATE MASTER1!!

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asuocide isNOTthe only opttion btuifs definstly onr ofthr glodpnes

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i know i say it a lot but i miss vinnie, i'm not gonna get to talk to him for a while, which is fine or whatever, but i miss him. he never came around to see me, i don't think he missed me. maybe i'll get over it in the next five years or smth

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suicide seems like a BANGER idea right now

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i hate myself so much and i don't know how to fix this or myself and i wonder if you hate me. i'm unbearable to talk to.

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im just sobbing right now. what do i even do. i just keepmaking eveyrhtng worsr whst thr fuckis wrong withmr i rruin allthat i touch

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i miss you so much. but you're. right there. so easily with in reach

everytime i try to speak you feel out of it. distant.

what have i done? what can i do?

is there any chance at all?

any chance at all?

come back please.

i miss you.

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im so fucking frustrated and angry right now but im trying to be calm just shit is all over the fucking place it has me feeling like i'm burning up

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i feel like total shit, god i miss vinnie so much but talking to our psys is hard and they're busy and i can't keep fucking bugging vinnie, but i never get to see him, i just want to curl up with him and play with his hands.

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i think it'd be nice to have a qpp sys, i would love to get to know more systems better but ah, ones like us are hard to find.

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guys i actually do not remember posting this

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POSTING ON EV'S BLOG BECAUSE YA'LL NEED TO KNOW THAT HE TRIED TO GET ME TO inHABIT HIM. I HAD TO FORCE MY WAY OUT, WE'RE ALREADY inHABITED COLLECTIVELY WHY DOES HE WANT ME IN HIM. FUCKING FAGGOT FREAK.

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discord's down and people are gathering in the down detector comments

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SLEENDR HE,P

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discord is down i'm gonna SOB.

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i think it's time. i'm gonna go get ready. and. well. maybe i'll come back, maybe I won't. I'll bring something to film it on, vinnie would be happy. i like making him happy. it's time.

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i'm gonna kill myself today. and, and how am i going to kill myself today? how? i'll tell you.