Somber Booblings @meeshett - Tumblr Blog

when I die put me in thigh highs and throw me in the sewer

Everything is more real in the Fall and Winter. Everyday physical things like food and trees and wind and sofas are more immediate, I’m more conscious of my body in a good way (less dysphoria, less drifting out of it or dragging it around, and more just plain inhabiting the thing). And the less physical world is more real, too. Thoughts and stories and abstract concepts have more weight and presence.

There’s just more of reality in the dead seasons than the bright ones.

#I want this somewhere where I can see it!#stop crying!#this blog is defunct and dead but I'm using it as a pinboard

Off the shoulder cloaks are gay, so jot that down

#5am and I'm SOARING FLYING

catilinas

*minor inconvenience happens* i am dying, egypt, dying

#resurrecting this blog PURELY BECAUSE #prat!! it's you!!#wonderful glorious idiot prat

thesyllabusforclass

#I'm sick of this! I'm sick of all this #where is the option where I get to return to the life I would have had if I stayed lost at four years old #and became a florentine street urchin #free feral pickpocket street child seems like a far better idea right now #I honestly cannot think of a single one of any of my problems this would not solve #it's the main single point where I can look back and see my life diverge #and the other stretches out tantalisingly #beckoning through the mirror and affording lots of late night crying sessions thanks to its inaccessibility #is there any feasible way to rewrite this narrative?#how do I get in touch with my four year old self?#'stay lost!! don't stop running!!'#'don't ever let them take you home!'#'look how all this can be yours'

flores-et-dracones

Such was what I knew of existence. And now I felt that it was not enough. I tired of the routine of eight years in one afternoon. I desired liberty; for liberty I gasped; for liberty I uttered a prayer

Jane Eyre, Charlotte Brontë (via soracities)

#me already after half my first shift at work

chryswatcheswestworld

Full 1.09 Recap / reddit / patreon / requests for individuals

#see: fucking in a burning tent so you can literally kill God #(b a s i cal l y..?)#(2 seconds later Hector decides nvm he's actually really into it)

houselannisters

how real is your relationship on a scale of creating a robot version of your dead best friend bc you’re gay for him af to fucking in a tent while it burns so you can literally kill god

#fucking in a tent while it burns so you can literally kill god sounds GREAT #but... Ford isn't even gay for Arnold??#he's just... trying to posthumously fuck with Arnold as much as possible #in this pathetic little game of 'I couldn't get you to do what I want whilst you were alive'#'so HA I'm gonna build a robot of you and fuck with it to spite you'#faux philosophical petty two year old with a god complex