my world is in your heart:)

Hello my name is Crystal i am 30 i live in upstate ny i enjoy good convo so dont be shy....

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Syracuse pride <3

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The start to my hike to the bottom an back up!! I was one of three people an the only one who didn't feel like I had to puke lol being motivated an also motivating others is an amazing gift! After ten amazing miles I was refreshed and energized an ready to do it all again but unfortunately I was the only eager one lol

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Beautiful day,beautiful place and a wonderful 10 mile hike

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up late lost in my thoughts!!!!!

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have to love giving yourself a black eye at work because your clumsy and dont see that huge industrial dough maker machine before you slam your face into it lol

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me to the T

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Lower Chittenango Falls, Chittenango Village, NY by  Michael Tracy

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i love going here in the summer its so beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i am fucking freezing!!!!! i hate being cold

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merry christmas

im single what a great day today has been i hate when i invest my time and emotions into all the wrong ppl i guess ill just be a lesbian slut sounds good to me.. when dope is better then  i am and a half carat diamond bracelet is not good enough for you selfish ass women plz stay the fuck away from me drug addicts plz go get yourself some help that is all

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#humor #lol #wtf #funny #9gag #lmfao #rofl #haha

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im so gonna use this line lol

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child ass females why is it that i seem to be a magnet for women who can not act there damn age im sorry but if your my girl and one of my friends asks you out on a date and you wont tell me who well you got to fucking go!!! i know my self worth im not going to settle for less then what i deserve... motherfuckers wish they could be me but they cant.... idc if i been stuck by you for over 3 years if you feel the need to keep things from me find a door and plz let it hit you in your ass on the way out...

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Reblog if you lick or bite your lips a lot

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Dave Sandford: Waves of Lake Erie

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judgemental fucks by crystal :)

a friend tells me It's a.good thing when people underestimate you and indeed it is people take me to be some sort of uneducated mule... it must be because people only see and hear what they want and miss everything inbetween and I can be a little too much to handle so here is the story that this comment came from lol

wtf is wrong with people these days? so at work i decided to go see if the waitresses had any dishes in there dish bin..i had nothing to do and no dishes to wash... why not be a unselfish person and help others to keep myself busy in the mean time right!!! nope i got bitched at for doing other peoples work its there job!!! most people appreciate workers that go above and beyond there job...it's not okay for me to help out the waitress staff but its okay for me to help the prep cooks do there job when im dishwashing not doing prep...its okay to treat me like a dog to go fetch things... for the kitchen when you have 2 people working prep... and its slow and they hired a new person so pretty sure im getting fired... probably because i talk too much ... because i happen to have adhd and anxiety and my meds do not do there job and im actively trying to work on getting my problems under control ..i know i annoy people.. i know that nobody really likes me.. but i do my fucking job plus some!!! so if i do get fired i dont care because the reality of the sititution if i get fired would not be due to me not doing my job but based on disability discrimination i cant help the fact that i am hyper and talk alot and drive people nuts sorry but not sorry

let me add to this little rant by saying that a fellow employee gave another employee a present a gift of rolled up plastic wrap to use for ear plugs so he didnt have to hear me talk because im that fucking awfull and nobody ever stops to think how this makes me feel that i cant control my hyper actions because i have a disability and have to feel ashamed and hurt and feel the need to apologize for talking to much then i go home and feel awfull about myself and cry because i wish i was normal..

 i come home and cry almost every night... i cant control my talking its not my fault and they always tell me to shut up and another employee was like i bet you dont even shut up in your sleep im an emotional person there actions hurt but they dont care rather just buy a muzzle for me... so if they fire me this time around because I have had many chances in the past I am going to file for unemployment and file a lawsuit for  disability discrimination because I am sick and fucking tired of people like me being treated like shit and it is about damn time I stand up for myself instead of forgiving every fucking thing and every fucking person that fucks me over-

oooo on top of that this motherfucker walks into the back room where I was and says I knew you were in here I smell pussy I wanted to stick my motherfucking hands down my pants all up in my pussy and wipe it right across his face and say I thought you said you smelt pussy.. because I don't smell nothing.. I think he was trying to imply I have a smelly pussy which I don't I take care of my damn self or he was trying to say im weak which im not and I don't need to prove myself to anybody but still I wanted to stick my hands in my pants and wipe my wet pussy all over his damn face ignorant people piss me the fuck off and im a crazy bitch he is very lucky I did not do it but then again it would be more of a blessing which no man deserves im proud to be a lesbian amen

which brings us to another rant about the slut bartender sarah who my co-worker adam has been trying to fuck for 3 weeks lol she has sex with her best male friend and a women who lives down the street she tells me while im just trying to enjoy my cigarette on the porch we walk inside I go to hang my coat up she hands me her number on a piece of paper and tells me I told adam you have a better chance of hitting it then he does...wow really!!! I texted her said hi this is my number so later that night she texts me to ask me about advice she brang home 50$ from the bar and didn't mean to I told her to just call in the morning and tell them you got busy and forgot to put it in the safe then that some how turns into she wants to send me a naked pic so I have something to look forward too because she wants me to come over to her house before work lol I am not at all interested in someone who doesn't even know to just call your job and tell them what happened she is stupid not my type plus I never even came on to this women I will admit she does have a fat ass but that is all so that gets adams balls all in a bunch now he is mad at me for no reason I don't want a women who is so easy and thinks because shes skinny and has tits and a ass she can get anyone she wants because me well im different...well she wont leave me the fuck alone I don't even text back I have 10 paragraphs of texts within a few minutes even If I wanted to get to know her how could I when she sends so much shit you cant even answer the first text but I don't even want to talk to her and I have to see her almost everyday and she comes up behind me and runs her nails across my back and gives me the fuck me eyes im far too nice to tell her to leave me the fuck alone she is a nice women idk wtf to do I need to make adam look better I never even spoke more then one word to her and he has been texting her for 3 fucking weeks sometimes I wish I was fat again then I would not have to deal with women always trying to fuck me if I wanted to fuck you would not even have to think about it because I would have probably already pinned you to a wall in the beer cooler no cameras in there not that it even matters.. lol js

NOBODY WILL READ THIS BUT I NEEDED TO RANT LOL