arranged marriage
A/N: hi, im super new to tumblr lmao but I hope you guys like it
cw: fake marriage, fakeout makeout, teasing, edging, alcohol, giving and receiving head, f!ingering, r!ding, dry hump!ng, smut, 18+
YOUR BACKSTORY
You and Gojo were very close childhood friends back in Jujutsu High, but you had to move away to your clan home to be taught specific cursed techniques, causing you to drift apart. And so did your personalities. Now completely clashing with each other.
You, the next head of the Kamo clan, was unfortunately the best suitable wife of the head of the Gojo clan. Forced into a marriage with the guy you could not stand to have a regular conversation with, let alone be husband and wife. But it was already done.
Just got married yesterday, and here were the two of you. Newlyweds that couldn't seem to stand each other without it turning into some argument. And of course, they've locked you into a penthouse to figure out one another and have the so-called 'honeymoon'.
(**A/N: written in first person!)
"Listen, I know you don't want this, and you know damn well I don't Y/N" Gojo says irritated, lazily sitting on the couch with one foot up on the knee of his other leg. He still had his blindfold on, wearing his typical purple suit from Tokyo jujutsu high. Even though I couldn't see it in his eyes, I knew he looked just bored talking about this with me.
"This is for the good of our clans, isn't it? I think we should think of it that way." He says, trying to convince himself too.
"You don't gotta love me, but you love your family, right?" He asks. Which sounded more rhetorical than an actual question "This is supposedly to help 'build bonds' within the clans, whatever the fuck that means", he brushes his hands in his pale hair in frustration.
"Why the hell are we involved to help clans build bonds?," I say, equally as aggravated. Walking around in circles in the living room to relieve me.
"What does that even mean?! This is so useless, they just put us into a room, made us sign a document and now we're expected to act like a happily married couple? This is such a joke", I laugh sarcastically.
"Wow" he says in an unamused tone "That sick of your lawfully wedded husband already huh?" he asks laughing mockingly in my face.
"This is not funny Gojo, think about this carefully," I say "We're fucking married."
I look around the penthouse we're in, which wasn't bad at all. But to be fair, was an investment from two of the big three clans, which wasn't a surprise. However, it felt more like a suffocating prison with Gojo in it.
"Okay, look" he says sitting formally now. I don't really seem to hear him and keep walking around in circles. "Y/N?"
Still stomping around in circles. So this is my life now. I'm gonna have to literally have his children for the clan 'bonds'? What kind of stupid dumb shit is that? I don't even know him. Last time I knew him was like 10 years ago. Heck i don't even rememb-
"Y/N" Gojo says putting his hands on my shoulders. I look up at him, to be met with his dark blindfolds, which somehow still made him look intimidating. I was quite tall too, reaching his neck at eye-level. So, it was quite rare to be hovered over by someone so...big. He shakes my shoulders a bit to wake me up from my daydreams.
What the hell was that? Wow one day with this guy and you're admiring him? Stand up. I say to myself
"This is our duty being in the clans. We have to do this for their sake, I don't know the real plan they've got but apparently this-" he signals between the both us "-is supposed to help. Alot" he sighs "Unfortunately"
"We don't even know each other" I protest.
"Oh c'mon Y/N" he says with a slight smirk in his face, then bending down his face to meet me at eye level "We know each other. Miss Pickles". Oh my god. I haven't heard that in ages.
"No way you brought that back," I huff and walk away. Back in school, I used to be a bit...bossy, so they started calling me miss. I honestly have no idea where the pickles came from. And yes we were friends back in Jujutsu High. "Should've left that back when we were 15"
"I'll never forget that nickname" he says holding back his insane laughter.
"Not funny," I say crossing my arms "This is a serious matter, I mean we're actually married Gojo"
"Look since we can't do anything about it" he says "Might as well make the most of it or something, let's not be difficult like our lovely clan members". It's not just that, but apparently we have to act like we're happy to be married for the elders of the clan. Even. Better.
"And what are we gonna have to do about the elders huh?" i ask
"Acting skills gotta be top tier" He says smiling, like this is now fun for him "Gotta pretend to be my happy wife"
"And you gotta act happy too" I say
"Don't worry about me, oh I got this" he says "It could even be, I don't know...exciting"
"Exciting?" I ask concerned "How the hell is this exciting?"
"Acting like we're in loooveee, all that fake dating crappy trope they got in the movies" he says playfully "you know, those movies where they have to-"
"Yeah i know what movies, Gojo" I say rolling my eyes at him.
"...But Isn't marriage supposed to be slow? how do u feel about it?" i looked at him, busy fixing the buttons on his shirt. "Do u even want to be married to me?" I almost laughed. He probably thinks I'm an overstimulated overwhelmed question master.
He tilts his head to the side, eyeing me curiously.
"Slow? Marriage? Since when have things ever been slow in this world Y/N?" a pause; a small smirk tugs at the corner of his lips "Let's just put on a good show tonight alright?, We can come back home and act however we wanna." he says clenching his jaw.
"Right, a good show" I say, shaking my head into focus "Yeah let's do this, see you at 7pm I'm going to my room". Thank god we have two rooms. Right when I'm about to walk away I hear.
"Yeah?" I lean against the doorframe to my room.
"I know it's just a contract but," he looks down, takes a second, then looks back at me "I wouldn't have wanted anyone else from the clans". My breath hitches in my throat as I look at him, his hands in his pocket, like what he said was so easy. Just regular words coming out his mouth.
"Yeah, same." I say walking back into the room, and leaning my back to the door. Just do your best tonight. I tell myself.
"Oh." I whisper looking at myself in the mirror. I had ironed my hair that reached to my waist and applied some soft glam makeup on my tan face, putting on some light gold hoops and bracelets. But that wasn't what shocked me.
This dress is not suitable for a clan meeting.
It's a beautiful silk black dress with a heart-shaped neckline and spaghetti straps that lead all the way till the small of my back to be tied into a corset like structure.
Yes, backless.
It was long, and stopped right at my feet, capturing my figure comfortability, but also daringly. Why on earth was this the only dress in my suitcase. Just to make it better, of course it has a slit all the way till my thigh.
Scars from my training showed up a bit on my back with cuts on the bottom of my legs too. I lightly graze it, thinking about whether it ruined the outfit or not. Nevermind that, I can't face the elders like this.
Maybe I should just ask Gojo.
My cheeks flushed with embarrassment. God this feels like High school all over again, he's gonna think I look funny.
I hear slight clutter outside with Gojo of course not being on time, and rushing to put on his suit and spray on his perfume. I take one last look in the mirror, taking in a deep breath.
I go out the bathroom, and call out to him
"Okay I'm done! do i look okay?" I ask genuinely, putting my hands behind my back and gushing up every bit of confidence in me.
He was trying to fix his tie, waiting in the living room wearing a dark grey suit that definitely costed more than the couch. He was wearing his dark sunglasses to suit the outfit, his pale hair falling graciously on his face. He somehow looked taller with the freshly ironed suit on.
He looked like a...man. He then looked up at me.
"I'm sure you look fine let's jus-"
He looks me up and down and stops what he's doing immediately. He silently stares for a good 10 seconds before he looks back up, shakes himself out of his daze, and composes himself.
"Yeah, you look okay" he says clearing his throat, going back to fixing his tie. Okay, I didn't think it was gonna be that bad of a reaction.
"Ugh," he mutters to himself struggling with the piece of cloth.
"Oh my god, just let me do that," i walk up to him, fixing the tie on him. I could feel his gaze almost burn holes into my head as I fixed it, adjusting it to be just right. I place my hands on the finished product, proud of my work.
"See, all done" I say softly looking back at him. What was this expression? He looked at me with such curiosity, switching his gaze from one eye to another, furrowing his brows.
I'd never seen him this up-close. He's really grown up to be a man wow. From acting like a dumb little kid back in High school, he's actually grown. Looking up at him like this felt almost surreal from when we were 15. I could smell the faint dash of Dior perfume he had on and the heat radiating off his body to me. I noticed he turned off his limitless technique to fix his tie, so I really had never been this close to him. It was different. There was a type of tension I just can't bear. The lingering heat between us. The short and unsteady breaths. Almost like nothing but everything was in the room.
I could see the slow up and downs of his chest, as he moved closer and closer to me. I couldn't help but lean in too. I look up at him to meet the little peek of his glowing light blue eyes. It sent shivers down my spine every single time. It used to be scary when we were kids I'll admit, but right now, they were the most mesmerising blue orbs to look at. And his demeanor, The way he's looking at me like I'm the only thing on this earth, the way he looks so good-
What the fuck is going on.
I realize how I'm stood so close, and look down backing up a few steps. The skin on my face feels like it's going to burn off.
"We're getting late, we should head out" I barely manage to say.
"Yeah" he breathes out, hesitating.
All of a sudden, we're awkward now. One interaction. How does that happen? What the hell was that?
He parked at one of the available car slots near the huge hall in front of us. I could see a small stage with around ten tables, beautifully decorated. The faint yellow lights peering through the tinted car glass in front of us.
It was the most quiet ride here. Not a single word exchanged. Just complete deafening silence till we got here. We just sat there. No one moved.
"Hey Y/N" he finally breaks the pin-drop silence. I turn to him.
"We just have to act like this for one night," he says with a more controlled tone, he was serious now "Can you do that for me?" i see a spark in his blue eyes before he adjusts his glasses. I almost missed it for just a second.
"Yeah," I say "I'm doing this for my clan too". He nods, looking at the hall again and taking a deep breath.
"So we just," he moves his hand from the gear and hovers it over mine. It's crazy how I could feel the heat from just there "Need to act married, touchy, lovey, all that". I look at the ring on his left hand hovering over mine. Then look at mine. I take one deep breath too, and take his hand, never meeting his eyes.
"Let's do this. It can't be that hard". I can do this.
Walking in holding hands was nothing for me. Hell, even when we sat together insanely close to the point I could feel his breath on my neck, it didn't bother me.
But now it's turned into a game of who can make the other give up. I don't know how this even started. Back in high school, of course we made everything a competition. But THIS. This was something.
The acting was a game. And my, were we fucking competitive.
"Hey" he says with his annoyingly smooth fucking voice "I missed you, baby" he says as he sits down, sliding his hand from my shoulder to the small of my back.
Oh my god. This is not the Gojo I knew.
I hate how the word baby so smoothly rolls of his tongue.
Every touch from him was so warm, giving me goosebumps from my neck all the way down to my spine. And his lips were so soft against my cheeks, so gentle. So loving, it was almost believable. He decided to leave his hand on my back too. Of course, all caring husbands love doing that huh. With all the eyes on us, we couldn't even have a singular conversation to ourselves. We were being watched like owls, whispers and gossip filling the whole room about us. With the elders more pleased than ever, they were getting more and more drunk by the night. Of course, one of them from Gojo's clan picked up a mic to start talking about everything but what the meeting was for. Amidst the mess happening up on stage, I could feel Gojo's hand slowly moving up and down, playing with the straps carelessly every now and then.
"Gojo!" I hear a familar voice walking towards us with short brown hair and a cigarette in her mouth as usual. Shoko was wearing a light pink business casual dress fitting her silhouette, with light silver hoops. I knew Shoko from high school as well, but we never got to speak much since we weren't in the same class. But she taught us more about RCT than anyone else. And of course, the entire clan brainwashed everyone to think me and Gojo met a year ago and were in love before getting married.
She plops down right next to me, with a sly smile on her face. This is the most excited I've ever seen her been, it's almost uncanny.
"So wifey must be happy with the most powerful sorcerer in the world huh?" She says teasingly.
"Very happy" he says, giving me a light kiss on the cheek. His lips were so soft against my skin, it almost felt like a marshmellow. I gave Shoko the giddiest smile I could.
"I wanna see a real kiss," She pouts.
I look over at Gojo, inches away from my face, and I see his eyes dart to my lips just for a second.
"I don't think we need to do that, Shoko" he says, his jaw clenching, maintaining eye-contact with me.
"Yeah, Satoru over here is really shy when it comes to PDA" I frown sarcastically at him. I place a hand on his chest and look back to Shoko, finally leaving his hypnotising eyes. I hate to admit it, but he's got the eyes of an angel.
"C'mon" Shoko says almost a bit too loud "Kiss! Kiss! Kiss!"
The rest of the clan members across the table also start to chant. This looked insane to me considering half the people on this table are above the age of 30. I felt like I was back at Jujutsu High again. We absolutely can't do this. What kind of immature behaviour is this?-
A warm hand on my cheek distracted me from my thoughts. He turns my head to him, one knuckle resting under my chin.
"Let's just fucking get this over with" he whispers so only I can hear, with the fakest smile on his face. He moves closer, his nose basically touching mine. He takes a slow deep breath, his minty breath blowing a bit of my hair back. He tucks a strand of hair behind my ear, and rests his hand on my cheek. For someone acting, he was doing a damn good job looking romantic. Fuck, he was winning.
I placed my hand over his cheek, and kissed him before he could lean in. Just a peck. It wasn't even two seconds. The moment I pulled away, he looks at me, and does a light chuckle. I was so flustered, I think he could hear me gulp down my nervousness.
"Oh, what was that?" Shoko says "Give us a real married kiss"
I see a glass of champagne on my table, which I immediately take as I nervously laugh at Shoko's comment. Chugging it down, before looking at Gojo again, who was just admiring me. Except I knew he wasn't admiring me, he just liked how he was doing a better job. Mustering up every bit of confidence I had, I hear the chanting dissapear slowly, as I hold his face, and kiss him.
Both of us were stuck there for a second, not knowing if we should give in. If we should melt. More scared that we'd like it, than acting at this point. But we both do. At the same time. I could feel him smile against my lips as we kissed for a while. His lips moved from the top, to the bottom of my lip. He took his time, taking the lead easily. Just when it was getting good, I hear Shoko.
"Now that was a real kiss!" she says clapping like it was some great performance. We instantly break, none of us moving any of our limbs. Just there. But I decide to clasp my hands together, and look to the giddy girl beside us.
"Yes it was," I say, and see her slowly getting up with yet another cigarette.
"I'll see you two lovebirds around, don't go missing now!" she says patting our shoulders and leaving. We chuckle, and look at each other again. I dont know how but this has led to even more fucking tension. It was the type to make you feel like your mouth was completely dry, your pulse was the only thing you could hear, body heated up, not a single thought besides unholy ones. Only one phrase could very clearly describe the both of us.
I can't forget how he was taking the lead this whole time. Making me look like I couldn't do the same to him. I sat straight composing myself.
"You're quite the kisser," I whisper, moving my hand to his thigh and rubbing my thumb slowly across. I look at him, smiling softly, slowly and surely moving my hand up. I could see his stature slowly disintegrating as he stiffed up. He looked down at my hand, not rejecting nor accepting it. His ears flushing into a light red, and the hand on my back sliding up slowly. His lips parted slowly, and eyebrows raised a bit in shock of my behaviour. His breath hitched when I stopped right at his crotch, and I gave him the slyest smile ever as he met my eyes. I leaned into his ear.
Smiling ever so elegantly right after, clapping at the speech being made by the elder. I could hear him scoff and clap alongside me, the cold air hitting my back from the absence of his hand.
I walked straight to the drinks bar to get more. Dim blue lights filled the room, with light jazz playing in the background. I could barely see in here. The bartender was missing, so I rang the bell, patiently waiting and fiddling with my fingers. I couldn't help but think about his reaction. Did he...like it? Why was he actually thinking about it? Why was...I thinking about it? His touch, his reaction. The kiss. How we look at each other.
This was all an act. A game. I try to convince myself.
My 'win' was short-lived when I felt hands come around waist again, slowly slipping into the waist opening of my dress. I knew it was him from the way he felt on me. He rested his hand there and moved his face close to my ear.
"Are you here to be a sore los-"
Then my neck. My collarbone. My cheek. Soft. Slow. Controlled. Gentle kisses. Oh my god.
His warm breath all over my skin, and him just towering me. I could feel his strong build hold me as I lost a bit of my composure. Just from my back, I felt his muscles through the suit. The hands, the kisses. I was in a haze. I felt him stop, almost asking for permission to continue.
And I didn't move an inch.
He moves his stupid lips to my temple, then my cheek, taking his sweet fucking time.
I want to say something. Anything. But it just felt. So. Good.
Training almost every hour of every day. I never had time for anything. No time for myself. Not a moment of comfort. Not even a single interaction, let alone stress relief.
Feeling this. Feeling him. His simple kisses.
He moves his kisses down to my neck again, moving closer and shifting his hands to my hips to hold my stance. I could slightly feel his arousal right below the small of my back. His hands covered basically my entire hip, and he was doing these slow maddening circles with his thumbs on my back, along with the slow maddening kisses on my neck. I put my hands on the counter of the bar, closing my eyes. I couldn't help but lean my head to the side and give him better access.
And he just kept going. At this point, not a single thought about 'acting' or our agreement crossed my mind. My thoughts were completely clouded with how his skin was on my skin.
"Fuck's sake" I couldn't contain myself. He kisses my ear and gently bites my earlobe, earning a loud sigh from me. I could just feel his fucking smirk on my skin, as he sucks on the sensitive part of my neck. His tongue circled the spot he was on, as he moves my hips closer to him, and I put my hands in his hair. He lets out a small moan as i grabbed onto a handful of hair, guiding him. The warmth between my thighs increasing the more he touched me and sucked my neck in the right spot.
Fuck, he knows what he's doing.
Right when his other hand was moving up, we hear the door behind the bar open.
He moves swiftly to my left, acting like absolutely nothing happened, leaving a cold breeze on my back.
"So sorry, my break just finished" The bartender says as he steps up to the table "What can I get for you and the lovely lady, sir?"
"Just two neat whiskeys are good, thanks" he says with a neutral tone in his voice. He turns to look at me, his glasses gone, messy hair, and glowing blue orbs looking at me with a smirk I wanna wipe out his face.
I'm still in absolute shock, standing right behind the counter, taking slow breaths to try and show that it didn't turn me on more in any way.
He wasn't doing a very good job holding his form either. His hair was messy from the side - proof of my hand. He was breathing in heavy through his nose and licking his lips. The top buttons of his white shirt undone, and not a clue where his blazer was. Even though the lights were dim, i just knew his face was flushed red. One hand to his hip, and the other leaned on the counter. The smell of his perfume lingered on me, and light wetness still quite damp on my neck.
"You were saying?" he sarcastically asks "Sore loser right?"
My gaze never left his while I could hear the bartender pouring liquid gold into two cups. Catching our breaths. Looking like this at each other. A type of tension no years of training could cut. It's almost like we both knew what we wanted, but we were too stubborn to admit it.
We get back home, and he opens the car door for me so casually. I stand up, closing the door behind me quite angrily with how we didn't speak a word in the car again. This time, because of the dumb smile on his face the whole time while he giggled most of the time here and there. Clearly because he acted better than me, and I fell for it. So I crossed my arms and stayed silent the whole time, not daring to a say a word.
But internally, my heart was racing at the speed of light and everything was driving me crazy. The way he held himself, how he kissed me so gently at the bar, how he felt on me, his eyes, the way his breath hitched when he inched close to me. I wasn't even forming rational thoughts. The whole car ride was an excruciating 15 minutes of fantasies running in my head with the cause sitting right next to me.
The alcohol in me wasn't helping my case either. I walk to the elevator pressing the button and leaning towards it, the buzz still making me feel a bit light. I hear his slow footsteps towards me waiting to say something but the doors open.
Dim yellow lights lit up the fancy elevator. It didn't have a mirror. Just four walls of judgement.
I leaned against the opposite door to Gojo, crossing my arms, feeling a strap of my dress fall slightly to my arm. I didn't pay notice to it, but he sure did. His shirt was all wrinkled up from the party, couple of buttons undressed, glasses nowhere to be seen, and hair messily covering his forehead. His broad shoulders making the shirt look like it did a bad job in proportions. He crossed his arms too, and his visibly strong forearms drove me mad, with veins from his hands fading into his shirt.
I can't help but imagine what he looked like under that shirt.
I can't help but imagine what he would feel like.
What his hands would be like on me.
I walked up slow to him. Moving close enough for my breath to be close to his lips. But not kissing him yet. Maybe I could tease him a bit. See that needy look on his face a bit more. I slowly trace my fingers on the buttons of his shirt, playing with a button near his stomach. Even grazing it, I could feel his abs through the shirt. The air feels electric as I get close, his breath hot against my lips. It's a calculated move, to leave him wanting more.
"Tease." he murmurs, eyes locked on mine. The tension between us is like a tangible thing, the small space of the elevator feeling even smaller with our bodies just barely apart. I touch his face with my other hand. Just when I'm about to lean in, I hear the elevator ding.
Taking his hand, I guide him to our door. He lets out a low chuckle as I fidget with my purse trying to find the key.
"You know it's with me?" He says looking at me with his regular smirk.
"Oh really?" I say, reaching my hand in his pocket, our chests touching. His breath hitches, his eyebrows raising a little at my boldness. I pull out the square key clearing the door and throwing my bag to the ground, as I walk backwards to the kitchen.
He follows right with me, with a dangerous look in his eyes. Like he's enjoying this game more than whatever it was before. I lean against countertop. He checks me out completely, looking down, tracing me, drawing me in his mind and looking up to me. He slowly walks to me.
Moving closer, he leans against the countertop so he's almost caging me in with his arms on either side. The space between us is almost non-existent now, his eyes roaming over my flushed face and the way the dress clings to me. While he's close, I pick up the wine bottle right next to me.
"You sure you can handle that?" he asks sarcastically.
"Yeah I can, hubby" I say sarcastically. I could feel his gaze all over me, barely hiding how he felt. His arousal clearly showing.
I put my arms up around his shoulders, moving him closer. then finally, after what felt like ages. I place my lips on his. Kissing him, the taste of alcohol and pent-up tension that should've broken a long time ago.
The moment my lips meet his, it's like a dam breaks. This wasn't like before. Before the sole purpose was to showcase ourselves. This was for us.
He doesn't hold back—not the hunger, not the need that's been simmering beneath every smirk, every touch, every stolen glance. His hands slide from the counter to my waist—pulling me flush against him with a quiet sigh. The kiss deepens instantly, hungry and demanding. His tongue brushes mine as he tastes champagne and defiance. Finally.
"Y/N?" he mutters between heated kisses.
"Yeah?" I'm barely catching my breath.
"You know I'm holding back from fucking you over this kitchen counter, don't push your luck." he says kissing me. I look at him in shock and lust.
"Please, let me be yours for the night," kisses me again "I just want you. I need you". That did it for me.
I brush my fingers across the back of his pale hair. I smile and nod at him.
And that was more than enough for him.
Grips tighten on my hips as he backs me against the counter—the wine forgotten, this isn't acting anymore. I can feel him against the heat between my legs. I slowly grind against him, as he feels me all around my back, leading to my ass.
I can feel a strap of my dress slowly fall of my shoulder as we kiss.
Hungry. Passionate. Lustful.
I move my hands from his shoulders to the back of his head, lightly grabbing onto his hair to pull him closer. Almost like i didn't want any distance. I lightly move my tongue to his, rolling my body onto him.
"Lift me onto the counter" i say in almost a whimpering tone. He breaks the kiss just long enough to smirk—dark, possessive, pupils blown wide with lust—before gripping my waist and lifting me effortlessly onto the counter. The clink of wine glasses doesn't stop him. Nothing would.
He pins me between his arms, mouth crashing back onto mine like he's been starving for this. My legs instinctively wrap around his hips, pulling him closer as he grinds against me —slow, deliberate—the heat between me unbearable now.
"You want me here?" he mutters into my lips, biting down my bottom lip before kissing it better, "On the kitchen counter? After all that?"
"I don't fucking care where, Satoru" I barely say
He looks at me with surprise, then biting his own lip and chuckling at me. His hands slide up my thigh under the dress, while he kisses me further, now full of whimpers and tongues. His touch, it makes my breaths come faster, my pulse quicken under my lips. The whimper that escapes him when I nibbled his ear is almost a warning. His fingers digging into the smooth skin of my inner thighs now—painfully slow as they slide further up under my dress. He groans as I whisper against his ear, voice low and thick with need.
"I want... more." he says. I look at his tie somehow still in place, slowly unravelling it and taking it off. He watches me through hooded eyes, the faintest tremor in his jaw as I take off his tie, without responding, - like it's some kind of punishment. But he doesn't stop me as my fingers work at his tie—slowly peeling it away. When it drops to the floor, he leans down until his lips hover over mine - not kissing, just yet.
My hands still on his shirt, I can feel the hard planes of his body through it. With his signature smirk, he reaches for the back of the collar of his shirt. He takes it off in one swift movement, throwing it across the counter without taking his eyes off me. I stare at the sight before me. his rock hard abs so defined. He was so lean and defined, i took the view all in. I couldn't resist but touch him, moving my hands up and down his bare skin.
I wrap my legs around him as I kiss his chest, then shoulder and lips all over again. Sliding his hands down to the corset strings of my dress, he slowly unravels it, dropping completely to my hips. My black bra revealing itself to him. His hands trail up my hips - slow and possessive.
"Sleep in my room tonight" he says more of a demand than a question.
"Take me there then" I say, my arms still around his shoulders. He lifts me up like I weigh nothing taking me to his room. We stumble across a few walls leading to messy kisses pinned up against it. Just impatience and lust.
Once we got to his room, he sat down on the bed. I straddles him, my knees on either side, putting my weight onto him, and it didn't bother him at all. He lets me take control. The second my hips settle on his lap, he smirks against the kiss, hands instinctively gripping my thighs like he's trying to restrain himself. I grind against him slowly over his jeans, feeling his hardness on my now wet underwear.
One hand slides up my spine—slow, deliberate—the other tangles in my hair as he pulls back just enough to look at me. His flushed face, the way his breath stops with each aggressive grind on him.
"Ride me just like that," He whispers, voice low and rough with need. He tilts his head up, capturing my lips again. I hold his shoulder for support as I keep going, his hardness rubbing against my clit, earning messy whimpers from me. Fingers gripping my hips tighter as I grinded. His entire body's on edge—hot and aching—with me on top of him like this.
I take off his belt. Slow. Kissing him all over again. His breath catches as my hands move to his belt, his eyes locked on mine—hot, almost feral with need as I start undoing the buckle. His entire body's tense, like he's holding onto the last thread of his control. Suddenly, his hand's grabbing the back of my neck, pulling me down as he captures my lips in a possessive, searing kiss. Whines and moans leaving our lips with every kiss.
I shivered under his touch. I moved his hand to my underwear, whimpering under his touch. My mind was a haze, and all I wanted was him. He smirks against my lips, feeling me tremble under his fingers as he finally gives me what I'd been begging for—pressure, heat, the slow circle of his thumb on my clit driving a whimper from my throat.
"Like that?" he murmurs darkly, voice thick with power and pleasure. He bites down gently on my shoulder again.
"Just like that" i say going over to kiss him again, putting my tongue in his mouth. His grip tightens on my hips drinking me in, holding me still even as I grind down onto his hand. He was slow and torturous at first before matching the rhythm I was begging for.
He rolls his hips up slightly against my wetness—the bulge in his jeans pressing insistently. He lets out a low, broken groan at my touch—rough and desperate—as I press my hand over the hard length of him.
"All of this is for me?" I breathe out. His hips buck slightly into my palm, betraying how much he's been holding back.
"Fuck... yes" his voice is ragged, almost raw as he tilts his head back. I smirk as I unzip his pants and take his length to my hand. I move my hands up and down on him slowly, teasingly. The sight of his head cocked back turning me on even more, which I didn't know was possible.
His hands slide from my hips up my back, fingers trembling slightly—so uncharacteristic for someone who always has control—and then he grabs handfuls of my hair gently, pulling just enough to feel that spark between pain and pleasure. A ragged moan catching in his throat as I touch him— his grip on me tightens, almost bruising in its intensity.
I get off his lap, and move to the floor on my knees. Looking up at him, my hand not leaving his length. He looks down at me with the bright blue eyes, now with a dark soul —the confidence from earlier replaced by desire and hunger. The smirk fading, and his jaw tightening. I started with gentle slow licks from the tip to the bottom, and teasing him a little with my tongue on his tip.
I left a kiss on it before I took it into my mouth, swirling my tongue around it with slow, and deliberate sucks. A low grunt left his lips as I went deeper, his hands tangling in my hair. He pushed my head down.
"F-Fuck," he barely breaths out as he guides my head, setting the pace, and I could feel him at the back of my throat, but I didn't care. The sight of him like this. Hearing him pleased with me. That was more than enough to keep me going.
"You're doing so good, Y/N" I was completely overwhelmed. And I wouldn't have it any other way. I could feel him tense up in my mouth, as he bucked his hips into me. I could see he was about to cum with the loud groans coming from his mouth, my head moving faster on him. I wrapped my hand around at the bottom of his shaft, eventually, he erupted in my mouth with swear words and my name leaving his mouth in moans.
I swallowed his cum as his hips rutted into my mouth one last time. I sat back onto my thighs, panting and catching my breath. A thin line of spit and cum strung between my lips, only adding to this filthy scene of us. I look at him proudly, taking in the view.
There he was. Face flushed red, as he looked at me with lustful hooded eyes. He lifts my chin with his hand, giving me a deep kiss, before he says against my lips:
He drops down to the floor with me, kissing me all over again, until I'm laying completely flat. The bed didn't even matter. We weren't thinking straight anyway.
Hot, messy, ridiculous kisses continued, until he starts laying gentle kisses on the my neck. Then my breasts, dragging his tongue across them, sucking and biting them teasingly. He continues planting kisses down my body until he's at the edge of my underwear, surprised at how they're still on. He hooks his fingers on the edge, looking at me for approval, and I nod, my elbows propping up to really look at him.
He carefully pulls them down my legs, hovering over me, placing dangerous kisses on my thighs first. He then leads forward, and places a kiss where I need him most. Finally cutting out this teasing, he kisses directly on my clit, sticking out his tongue, and licking and exploring crevices with hunger, then coming back for more to my already sensitive clit.
"Fuck, do that again" I moan out, seeing the devilish smirk on his face between my legs. He alternates between lapping at my clit, to gently sucking on it, and darting his tongue. Whatever he was doing. It was fucking working. There was a familiar tightening in my stomach, my legs starting to shake, rugged moans getting caught in my throat.
"If you keep making those sounds I'm not going to be able to stop myself." he says. He holds my thigh, putting it over his shoulders, making direct eye contact at me. But before that could completely set me off, his mouth leaves me completely.
Before I could protest, he hovers over me, licking his own lips before giving me a sloppy kiss, the taste of me lingering. His other hand wanders to my mouth - his eyes never leaving mine - putting two fingers in my mouth and moving it down, thrusting it in and out of me while biting and sucking on my neck - definitely leaving hickeys on me. The edging he was putting me through was brutal but I loved it.
"Tell me what you want." He demands on my neck.
"Fuck me" I say without hesitation. "Please"
His fingers kept on thrusting in me, adding a third sending me into orbit. My climax reaching me faster and faster, but then leaves it again. Closing my eyes to take a breath, I feel myself being lifted to the bed. He places me on the bed and demands.
I smirk and do what he says. He hovers over my back to bite my ear and tell me:
"Arch your back for me" he says moving his hands to my ass. Listening to every word he says, I moaned as I felt his length press into me. It was a slow, deep burn as he filled me, his hips flushing against my ass, letting out a low cuss.
He started to move in a slow, torturous rhythm that had me whining out, barely taking him in. It was started off that way, building into reckless thrusts, his grip on my hips tightening, having my whole body shaking.
"Come for me" he says to me. Moans and cries were all that was leaving my mouth, as I clenched around him, tension snapping, my orgasm finally fucking ripping through me. He followed me over the edge, his hips bucking into me one last time as he came in me. I collapse onto the bed, catching my uncontrolled breath, turning around to see him, his hands on either side of my head doing the same.
He lightly rests on top of me, the both of us tangled onto each other. He rested his head between my breasts, and I tangled my hand in his hair. We were quiet for a while, just comfortable silence with pants following. He rests his chin, looking at me, then leaving a small final kiss on my lips, and lying down beside me. He tucks my hair behind my ear. After a brief silence I say.
A/N: so um I actually didn't think this would be that long lowkey LMAOO Will do my best to upload more frequently (I have finals kill me)
Please lmk what you think about this chapter hehehhe, Love yall