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trying to make myself smaller day by day 20

[melancholia-soul]

i’m so in love, i truly think he could fix me and save me from this

how could i possibly let myself hurt like this anymore with him loving me the way he does

[theth1njester]

my bad

[cdstarslog]

my favorite th1ñśpø

[melancholia-soul]

i finally broke past my plateau :,)

i give myself permission to not want to die anymore please and thank you

[melancholia-soul]

i’m so glad that my stomach can’t handle eating more than one meal a day anymore. makes this so much easier

[melancholia-soul]

ohh man my crochet hyperfixation is back babey !!!

i can’t even sleep rn bc all i can think about is crocheting a cute lil blanket

[melancholia-soul]

every time i have to stay with my grandparents they force me to eat so much and it’s terrible. i’m basically on day two of bingeing. i hope so badly that i can get away with eating less in the next few days to come. at least i’ve been super consistent with my workouts though !!

[noisystudentheart]

your body counts every calorie even if you don't.

[melancholia-soul]

my biggest motivation rn is that sometime in july and/or august i’m going to see my love for this first time in over a year and i absolutely can not have him seeing me like this. i would simply pass away out of embarrassment

i have about a month, maybe even two months, to make some considerable progress. i’ve been doing well for a bit now, but starting yesterday i absolutely locked tf in

i just wanna be so so tiny for him. i want him to pick me up all silly and be admired by him and feel pretty again

[melancholia-soul]

today i turned 20. genuinely devastated that i’m no longer a silly carefree teenage girl with no real troubles and an endless summer ahead of me

can i call myself a 20 year old teenager from now on or is that wrong 🥺😭

[melancholia-soul]

yesterday i got about 30k steps from walking around Paris all day :)

i really hope i can keep that up for a bit so i get some progress, it’s been too long without any noticeable change

[melancholia-soul]

got at least 20k steps every day I was there, i am quite cheesed about it :)

[melancholia-soul]

yesterday i got about 30k steps from walking around Paris all day :)

i really hope i can keep that up for a bit so i get some progress, it’s been too long without any noticeable change

[melancholia-soul]

i wish there were more posts on here with workout challenges and inspo, i’m getting bored of my usual stuff but idk what type of exercises are best for w31ght loss and f4t burning :/

workout recs are welcome and appreciated :))

[melancholia-soul]

water for breakfast, water for lunch, water for dinner <3

[fellfromheaven111]

they should make a 0 calorie vodka

[ghostdeere]

I should just never eat and only drink v0dka and white claws

[melancholia-soul]

lowkey me sometimes

[melancholia-soul]

please 😭