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Truly remarkable the flashback of words/ actions that had been said/done that condemn yourself into sadness-depressing moments. Every damn time the ultimate scene came back, its became more harder to breathe.

Denial

How do I know things are just in my imaginations or they actually happened? The scene was blurry but they keep coming back piece by tiny piece. How does the mind works? How does the memory planted?

Nama saya Jojo, saya suka gigit ibu jari kaki orang. https://www.instagram.com/p/BnwDYhbHYz7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=3w9c27x7w7al

Habes pokok tok mok dia si Black ni lepak situ https://www.instagram.com/p/Bnic1iYALdA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=fa7aqlmul36

“If you love someone, you tell them. Even if you’re scared that it’s not the right thing. Even if you’re scared that it’ll cause problems. Even if you’re scared that it will burn your life to the ground, you say it, and you say it loud and you go from there.” - Mark Sloan. #watchandquote (at Gunung Datuk, Rembau N' Gagak, Negeri Sembilan)

#watchandquote

Weird stuff

One way love isn’t bring me agony, falling in love does.

Does this mean that I don’t believe in love anymore? I know for certain its not “im not ready bcs I haven’t moved on”; is now “why fall in love is so exhausting and painful”

I realised I haven’t be so human after all. There’s so much more in myself that I didn’t know. But why do I fall in love right now? I barely human.

Christina: The clinic has a policy. They wouldn’t let me confirm my appointment unless I designated an emergency contact person. Someone to be there, just in case, and to help me home, you know, after. Anyway, I put your name down. That’s why I told you I’m pregnant. You’re my “person”.

Meredith: I am?

Christina: Yeah, you are. Whatever.

Meredith: Whatever.

Christina: He dumped me.

(Meredith hugged her)

Christina: you realize this constitutes hugging?

Meredith: Shut up. I’m your “person”.

#greys anatomy #person

Meredith: Well, what was I to you? The girl you screwed to get over being screwed?

Derek: You were like coming up for fresh air. It’s like I was drowning and you saved me. That’s all I know.

#greys anatomy #meredith grey

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If you want to be a shark, be a shark.

Cristina Yang, Season One Episode One

Meredith Grey, Season Fourteen Episode One, Part Two

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Brown Eyes

I remembered that one evening, my table in the classroom was near to the windows. Then, the sunlight were all over my face and he sat near me. Suddenly he said, “oh you got brown eyes” while staring at my eyes a lil bit closer. And me arrogantly replied “of course I do” That was a small compliment, but I still remember the details like it just happened yesterday. But it was 5 years ago. Thank you for realising my brown eyes. Sometimes the smallest things take up the most space in your heart. And “brown eyes”, was a good & happy memory from him.