Majasmine

Half-time doctor • Full-time wife & mom to my two little sonshines. ☀️🤍

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Apreciation post untuk cintaku 🤍

Melahirkan, menyusui, membesarkan anak adalah hal yang sangat melelahkan, namun kalau melakukannya bersamamu mau diulang berapa kalipun aku mau. Karena kamu tidak pernah membiarkan aku merasa menjalaninya sendirian, malah aku semakin tahu bahwa kamu mencintai aku dengan begitu besarnya. Hanya Allah yang bisa membalas besarnya pengorbananmu untuk kami, suamiku, imamku, kekasihku 🤍

Semoga Allah lapangkan selalu jalanmu, mudahkan selalu urusanmu, dan kelak tempatkan kamu di surga terbaik. Aamiin.

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I'm already there, here in your eyes

We climb the gates, every time that you lie down next to mе

I rest in peace

Thеy say it's better, but how could that be?

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Ternyata, wujud cinta sejati itu tidaklah gemerlap gegap gempita, tetapi sederhana dan seringkali tak terlihat mata.

Ternyata, merayakan cinta itu tidak perlu menunggu hari tertentu, karena setiap hari pun bisa dirayakan, cinta sejati terletak di rutinitas sehari-hari yang terus diulang.

Mulai dari kamu yang membangunkan aku solat subuh, atau saat senin dan kamis pagi aku memasak makanan sahur untuk kita, lalu pagi hari saling berbagi tugas membereskan rumah, mengurus keperluan si kecil, sarapan, berangkat kerja, kemudian saling bertukar pesan karena rindu terpisah beberapa jam saja, saling bertukar pesan dan video lucu, bertemu kembali di sore hari, bertukar cerita, mengulang lagi kegiatan biasa di sore sampai malam sebelum tidur. Disana ternyata cinta sejati tinggal.

Sebelumnya tidak pernah terbayangkan bahwa rupa cinta sejati begitu sederhana. Karena sejatinya yang kita butuhkan bukan perasaan bahagia di setiap waktu, tapi perasaan tenang dan selalu punya rumah untuk kembali pulang. Apapun keadaannya.

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“Late Fragment”

by Raymond Carver

And did you get what

you wanted from this life, even so?

I did.

And what did you want?

To call myself beloved, to feel myself

beloved on the earth.

“Late Fragment” by Raymond Carver From A New Path to the Waterfall, Atlantic Monthly Press, 1989.

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You are the only person who never makes me feel unwanted, even when I am at my worst, even when I don't recognize myself.

Sometimes, I feel like you love me more than I love myself, you always make me feel precious, safe, and loved.

Thank you, all the things you do, your words, never make me doubt. I often ask "do you love me?" not because I'm not sure, but because I like to hear it over and over again. I love you.

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The people closest to us are sometimes the ones who hurt us the deepest. Sometimes explaining something will make the wound bleed even more, but keeping it quiet also makes the wound deeper and never ending.

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And love, I'll be a fool for you I'm sure

You know I don't mind.

'Cause you mean the world to me.

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Sometimes I just need to be reminded that I'm great at getting through all of this, sometimes I just need to be appreciated for small achievements, simple patience, and a day that passes with all family members' stomachs full and they can sleep comfortably. Sometimes I just need to hear a sincere word of thanks from the heart.

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“I would recognize you in total darkness, were you mute and I deaf. I would recognize you in another lifetime entirely, in different bodies, different times. And I would love you in all of this, until the very last star in the sky burnt out into oblivion.”

Source: ​The Song of Achilles

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Distance doesn't separate people, but silent does🥀

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Desperately want to move! feel sooo overwhelmed 🫠🏘 #buibukcurcol

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Realization 38

Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right.

Forget about those who don't.

Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would most likely be worth it.

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I have never regretted marrying you, I am grateful to have passed many things just to meet you, you are never comparable to the past that I have passed, because you mean a million times more to me. I'm sorry I missed you once, but Allah is almighty, bring us together again, my most beautiful destiny.🥹❤️

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It's my 8 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Woow ngga kerasaa 🥳🥳

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They say "count your blessings" but i've lost count, especially when counting you, which I can't count as one blessing, but hundreds. Alhamdulillah 💖