nel's headworld hellblog

ASKBLOG FOR MY HEADWORLD! more information about my characters can be found on my toyhouse ; melissa_titanium. characters actively available for asks (you can ask about any character regardless of whether they're here or not); Melissa, Draco, Oryx, Trout, Magma, Mira, Topaz and Sunlit.

[melissatitanium]

pinned will be updated occasionally :)

all asks will be sent to in-universe versions of their characters unless specified otherwise! meaning they have no knowledge of anyone outside their canon world.

these are the main four that will be popping up most frequently! (mel, draco, oryx and trout respectively.)

[melissa-titanium]

first of all HIII second of all i have a question . is mel like a god question mark emoji ? i knows he's really strong magically and physically probably but are they God strong.questjpm marak FUVK I MEAN MARK NOt MARAK

OMG HIIIIIIIIIII :)) hmm .hmm. okay. wait. that s a difficult question.

gods in my universe aren't finite beings. they exist from the will of the sentient beings of headworld. the god of death was born because the societies alive at the time believed there was a creature in charge of who lived and who died.

ghosts dont properly exist because the concept of an afterlife/souls haunting the living world after their host has died was never a popular belief .

the god of life was born from the will of Cadie (the. like. CREATOR of everything in headworld) herself because she wanted to come up with the simplest possible way of reproduction -- and since WILL is already a powerful aspect of the world, she figured. fuck it. babies exist because people want them to. but she couldnt manage reproduction for every single being on the planet by herself so she made the god of life & lovebugs to help the god.

gods can DIE. everything in headworld can Die. nothing and no one is excluded from death.

...with the exception of mel.

remember how i mentioned will? willpower? it is the strongest concept in headworld, used by cadie herself. cadie can simply Will things into existence, which is what makes her so powerful, which is why she granted the mortal beings the ability to conduct their Will. the difference between gods and mortals is that gods have more direct control over their will than mortals, but not quite as much as cadie.

mel makes up for his soul completely lacking any magical ability with willpower. his will is so, terrifyingly, destructively powerful that through simply REMEMBERING the hundreds of thousands of people he killed was enough will to have remnants of their souls stuck in the mortal realm. he wills himself to becoming more powerful. he wills himself into existence for EONS even after his host-body expired. he wills himself to find his future incarnations and manipulate them into giving him the loophole to get rid of all his baggage and finally be at peace (which he would say is "killing everyone he hates."

so, in terms of power, in terms of what makes a god, and in terms of what mel is.

i don't think mel is a god.

i think he is something worse.

[melissatitanium]

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[babylon5-deletingsoon]

dogcoded characters where they're loyal because everything else has been taken from them and they're desperately clinging onto any sense of purpose or meaning they can grasp. dogcoded because they're willingly made into a pet doing tricks for the ones that own them and they're aware of it all and embrace it. dogcoded where they could be sent to the shelter at any time but feels like they never will, because they're a big strong dog who attacks just right, hurts the right people, and doesn't recoil when they're pet or punished. dogcoded where they obey because if they don't the world is dark and cold and empty. dogcoded where they're trained to move on command, to sniff out downfalls and cracks in strength and manipulate them with their nails, all for the ones they heel to. when will i stop talking

[melissatitanium]

who is the most likely to dig through trash for fun (very important question)

oh my god. oh my god. no you're right this is an incredibly important question.

mel is literally fine with anything. for fun? maybe, if he's bored enough. he has a lot of other things to do when he's bored though so only as an absolute last resort. either way, why pick through trash when you can just rob a store and get what you need AND get a snack? (cashier)

draco would probably do it a couple times before being told it's weird and stopping forever. she's not a dog but she's got The Universal Urge ™️to rifle through trash and drink toilet bowl water in a world where toilets Don't Exist.

ORYX WOULD. 100%. LIKE OUT OF EVERY CHARACTER ON THIS LIST HE'S THE MOST LIKELY TO ACTUALLY ACTIVELY DO IT ON THE REGULAR. he cares what other people think about him, but not enough to actively try and hide if someone catches him rifling through the garbage. he's probably put it off as "I don't like when people waste perfectly good medical supplies." when he's really just having fun finding all the discarded scrolls & half-eaten bagels. sure, he's a dignified doctor/surgeon/unlicensed therapist, but he's not that dignified.

TROUT TOO. like weird ghost uncle like fish daughter. she would do it more discreetly than him and kinda be all OH FUCK UHHH HAHA DIDNT SEE YOU THERE. when someone catches her but if theres something in the trash she wants she WILL Fucking get it .

[melissatitanium]

DRACOOOO DRACOOOOOOOOOOO I LOVE YOU DRACO I LOVE YOU SO MUCH . PETS YOURHEAD SO VIGOROUSLY YOUR FUR PUFFS UP AND GIVES YOU A HUNDRED DOG TREATS AND THEN THROWS A STICK

wow..!!! i don't know what these are but theyre realllllyyy tasty. :> also you threw that stick super far! i dont think i could throw a stick that far, thats really cool... thank you! these are really tasty. :>

[melissatitanium]

Draco looks like he'd hide little animals behind his big paws/claws and they'd all stay warm inside his fluff :]

some of the guild cats. they some times like to... sit near me. when its cold... its nice

[melissatitanium]

magmapaw sketch :)

they/them

[melissa-titanium]

accidentally forgot her chain. w/e

[melissatitanium]

I want to put my face in draco's fluff

[melissatitanium]

so mel mentioned a mission before..

what was, in your opinion, the dumbest mission you went on?

WE STILL HANG OUT SOMETIMES. I'D LOVE TO BRAWL WITH HER ONE DAY.

[melissatitanium]

whatd you do if you were handed a knife. no context

[melissatitanium]

do u any of u play video gaems...

Context; The only means of electricity that has been discovered in-universe is via electrically conductive algae, that can only stay alive under water. Tasrerads, underwater dragons that are able to produce small electric shocks, have utilized this algae and invented various forms of technology comparable to our own world. Yes, dragons have Twitter.

[melissatitanium]

Hey draco!! Have you ever gotten a haircut?

[melissa-titanium]

something is Wrong with mel since he's born. and it becomes unavoidably apparent by the time he's old enough to properly use soul magic... because he can't. all he can do is breathe fire, and his ability is so heightened because of a physical oddity among the titanium lineage that he manages to inherit, not because his magic is powerful. he's the only member of the titanium family to lack soul magic in the entirety of its recorded history.

his mother's reputation is blemished, with him being the stain, and she assures he acknowledges his fault. she still coddles him in moments of sobriety that catch mel offguard, and he never trusts anyone to be kind to him again after those moments. his father doesn't bother looking at him when he's seperated from mel's mother to rule the underground colonies. his older sister tries to help, but mel is too embittered by the fact that she has everything he doesn't to accept it. he chases away any dragons who wish to be his friends with his aggressive behaviorisms, believing he's proving to himself and the world that he was right all along because no one sticks with him in the end, believing that it was meant to be regardless of how good or bad he chose to behave.

he lives his entire childhood in a shroud of emotional solitude, channeling his accumulated rage into something he believes is worth trying to work at. if he can't do the things others around him can, then he'll be so good at the things he can do that it blows everyone else out of the water. he's doing this for attention, and he knows it, but he chooses instead to believe he's doing it for the sake of revealing the truth about the world to everyone around him. his mom won't look him in the eye, and he's fine with that -- it's always been the case anyways.

he's desensitized to death already, being raised in dragon society that still performs brutal executions on the regular does that. training comes easy to him, being gifted with incredible physical prowess and the determination to further those abilities bumped him up to the top of his class, as well as inflating his ego a great deal. he can do something, he can finally do something that others can't and he's overjoyed to let the world know.

so he does. he kills his classmate in cold blood, using techniques he had made himself to beat the dragon in aerial combat and leave their corpse mangled among the pointed stones below his resting-tower. he's not discreet, they find it, but he's such a good liar that everyone believes it was in self defense. they see, even after such a supposedly traumatic experience, he's raring to go.

he gets his wish -- his mother notices. he is allowed to participate in the awakening trials. he swallows his bitterness over the fact he's not even allowed to prove himself because they skip all of the soul-magic trials in favor of booting him to the last round, and for that he's grateful.

he completes his trial, a fight to the death against a crystal copy of himself. he is abhorblooded. no one knows what that means, not even mel. but he's finally got something of his own, something he alone can cherish. he's clawed his way to the top and can see the tips of the mountains grazing the clouds from above.

the ensuing eruption of chaos from the koboreals sends his mother into a frenzy, and he's forced into lockdown. a too-young koboreal with too-hot fire and too-bloodied claws for someone his age has gotten a power that no one in the kingdom has ever seen before, no one in recorded history has ever seen before. they fear him, his mother fears him, and even deep down some part of mel fears himself. the outrage is too great for him and he decides upon taking time to himself, away from the dragons who know too much.

he does unspeakable things, now free from the restraints of the dragons who feared him. smoke fills his head, whispering to him things that he swears are words, but he doesn't think too much about it, even when it clouds his vision too, turning it red with blood.

okay. i Dont know how to Finish thi.s im just having Mel Thoughts.

basically i think the reason seaskimrs in trout's era have weak magic is because of how magic has been dwindling. because the awakening trials are what channels the power of one's soul into their abilities, mel HAD no well to drink from... so he had to make a well of his own, which is where his vampirism comes from. he forces draco to get it too by manipulating her into performing the awakening trial, and by extension oryx. and over the course of this time, all of them have taken so much magic from so many souls that what TROUT does is LITERALLY SUCK MAGIC FROM PEOPLES SOULS UNINTENTIONALLY... but she already has so fucking much stored in her soul. and the gimmick with trout's era is that . BECAUSE their magic is so weak...they channel all of their soul power into a physical entity, usually a weapon, and bond themselves to that item.

and because trout's soul is so fucking full to the brim with magic, her weapon is near world-ending levels of destructive. instead of trout herself being able to shapeshift (also an abhorblooded gift,) her weapon is... and BECAUSE ITS APART OF HER SOUL... oryx can speak to her through it.

speaking of oryx, i think oryx being a doctor is funny because he's. got no magical abilities. so he does everything the old fashioned way (or rather new fashioned way because they always used healing magic until oryx came along) and has written dozens upon dozens of books that have helped countless of seaskimrs during trout's era.

ok. im done

[melissatitanium]

Where is magma. hi i love u magma ur wonderfu l :]

[melissatitanium]

HOLDS OUR GLISTA. Their opinions on bombs ? Feelings about getting blownup?