Conturbatio Decretum

Sayaka Miki, currently residing in Mitakihara with her family. Through the process of revival, was no longer a magi, but a normal human being. However, recontracted through Nameless. [OOC posts, triggers, and nsfw are tagged when necessary, and this muse is OC and multi-fandom friendly] Soul Gem (•○)--> ○○○○○○○○○○

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// Important Notice

Yes hello. As you’ve noticed, my motivation and energy for my PMMM muses is at its all time low lately. It’s temporary of course, as it always is. But until I get my head on straight, and get back into it, many of my blogs are going on a semi-hiatus/hiatus. Which is to say, some of them are a complete hiatus and others I’ll only be on extremely sporadically and rarely, only when I really feel the motivating to feel their muse. 

So, if you’re waiting on something? Please be patient. I don’t want to drop our threads, I simply can’t do them lately. But it’s nothing personal, believe me, I enjoy RPing with you if we do RP, I just can’t force myself to roeplay, when it’s supposed to be something that I’m doing for fun.

In the time being, I’m most often found either here, or on flxgrxns.

Hiatus Muses

ultrixmare

marifractis

rebellatisjustitia

lupuscantico

survivalistmiki

custosmari

canzonecorrotto

proeliatorincendia

desperatelancer

cruentislamia

hastaperfida

atrumconiecto

temporalrupture

azumx

Semi-Hiatus Muses

melodiamjustitiae

serena-decretum

theignoranthostess

illusionimaturate

fiammaresistente

exulmaris

carminesilvis

geniofolle

musicafugae

funestasomniis

Remember if a muse isn’t listed here that doesn’t guarantee I’ll be active. Actually, unlisted, and semi-hiatus muses both fall under the same description: I will not be completely active, but simply be very selective and sporadic about when I feel like I can handle being on them. Do not push me to get on them, do not force me or pressure me. 

[melodiamjustitiae]

-- [@Kyoko]

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[melodiamjustitiae]

"It's fine...y-your fine. Ah...I-I guess it's just since it's my soul gem, I can feel it pretty vividly too..." Sayaka admitted with a deep blush, almost embarrassed to admit that. Though she had to admit, it felt nice. Right now though, it was more about making Kyouko feel good, at least that's what Sayaka wanted it to be. 

"Okay...ready?" She asked, leaning over and pressing a kiss to Kyouko's lips gently. Just as gently, she was prodding at Kyouko with the tip of her shaped soul gem, letting just that much start finding its way inside, letting Kyouko react first as she tried to work past the feeling she received back in her own body, from the soul gem's contact.

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mama bears; (@Sayaka)

     Errands, errands… so boring. Haruki would much rather be snoozing away at her hotel room but, as it stood, there was no food there and that was a huge problem. For someone with her appetite, anyways. So, lo and behold, she’s out and about in some casual house-clothes as she scans the marketplace for anything that looks particularly tasty. 

     That goal is effectively derailed when she spots a young woman and, more importantly, a young girl. Definitely not too old, if she’s judging by looks.

     Er.. either of them, really. 

     ”Aw… hehe… cute kid.” She remarks, kneeling down to get a better look. “Mm, what’s her name, huh?”

[melodiamjustitiae]

Sayaka had stopped, looking to get some fruit, a hand still on the simple stroller that she had with her to hold Momo when they were out and about, and she couldn't simply leave the child home. Of course, it usually gained her some uncomfortable glances, mostly from older folk who thought it irresponsible for a girl her age to have to walk around taking care of a child. But...oh well. It was just something to get used to. 

What was a little better to hear though were the comments on Momo's cute appearance. Sayaka blinked, looking over at the girl who'd spoken to her. She didn't look much older. Maybe a year if not somewhere just under. "Oh...um, thank you. Her name's Momo."

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- - Collegiate Experience

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"You’re always so optimistic. Mm… but if you really wanna look I ain’t… stoppin’ ya. B-But not for me. No way, college is way to expensive and I ain’t lookin’ ‘ta be in debt with money I certainly could never pay back. Mami-san paying for my uniforms and stuff to have a normal middle school and high school education is more than enough debt as it is." Kyouko sighed as she looked around.

"What would you even study, Sayaka? I don’t think I’ve see ya in ‘ta much other than music and shoving a sword up a familiar’s dairy air. Not sure how much ya can make with that latter. Unless we open some kind of grief seed sellin’ biz since I don’t need any."

Just as she finished talking the tour guide arrived. A girl a little older than them walking them and a bunch of others around the college and talking about things like it’s history and special things. Honestly it sounded like “look at all these reasons to throw away thousands of yen and be in debt for 20 years.” Pathetic, really.

"Hey Sayaka, let’s bail… this is boring…"

[melodiamjustitiae]

"Geez Kyouko...I'm thinking about it. I don't need to have my mind made up right off the bat, you know? Besides, I've actually been pretty interested in medicine for a long while now. If not an art major, then I could consider something in the medical field." Sayaka shrugged, adding a little huff at the end of her words.

"We're not going anywhere Kyouko. Ah--look, what's it gonna take to get you to at least stomach out the rest of the tour for me?" This was going to get pretty old, very fast.

[rosso--phantasma]

Kyoko nodded before following behind Sayaka into the apartment, making sure to gently shut the door behind her so that they wouldn’t wake up the baby when they entered inside. The lancer remained quiet until the gaze from her crimson eyes fell upon the girl’s sleeping baby, a light smile appearing on Kyoko’s normally rough expression. She didn’t know why but just seeing the baby made her feel a little less anxious about the knowledge that she was going to have a child as well. It was almost like the atmosphere around them had changed.

"W-Wow…shes…shes cute. Is that how all babies look when their this old?…"

[melodiamjustitiae]

The baby already had small strands of purple hair growing on her head, sleeping soundly at the moment sans the occasional small and sleepy coo in her sleep. 

"Mm, she is. Mostly when she's asleep." Sayaka joked a little bit. "She's just over a year old, honestly...not too old. Babies can be pretty damn adorable though. But they've...heh, they've got that special shine just in your eyes when they're your own, you know?" She smiled at Kyouko. "Like yours will, I'm sure. Mm, her name's Momo." She told Kyouko, glancing at her, curious about her reaction to the name.

[melodiamjustitiae]

scarletfighter replied to your post:Isn’t the Momo they’re caring for like a year or...

A year in August.

I'm bad with dates 2k14

[rosso--phantasma]

"Her? Who is ‘her’?" Kyoko asked as she was dragged along by Sayaka, chuckling to herself at how excited the other girl seemed to be. It was almost amusing to the redhead at this point.

"Wait…does this mean that ya have a baby? Is that who ya are gonna show me? An is that why yer able ta help me out?"

[melodiamjustitiae]

Stopping at the apartment building entrance, Sayaka glanced at Kyouko, and then chuckled awkwardly, rubbing the back of her head. 

"Mm...yes. I wasn't sure if you'd've caught on by now or not." Ushering Kyouko inside, she continued to lead the way to her apartment, explaining on the way. "It's with one of your alternates. I won't lie, it was hard at first...doesn't help that she's got her mothers' genes." Sayaka laughed again, unlocking the door. She had an emergency babysitter...that she was fairly sure no one knew about just yet, so leaving to run an errand like she had, wasn't too bad. 

"She's probably asleep, so be careful, yeah?" She warned, before leading Kyouko into the apartment and where she let Momo sleep in her crib.

[melodiamjustitiae]

Isn't the Momo they're caring for like

a year or two years old by now I don't remember which

[melodiamjustitiae]

scarletfighter replied to your post:amermaidslily replied to your post:The only thing...

IM SURE SCARLET AND MELODIAM DID A THING—

I'm p sure they did a thing I just can't remember if it was actually on the 20th

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amermaidslily replied to your post:The only thing that reminded me my muses’s fucking...

I was about to say ‘hEY DIDN’T WE MISS MELODIAM’S BIRTHDAY’ a few days ago and guess what we all did.

melodiam's birthday has been missed one way or another

two years in a row

omfg

[rosso--phantasma]

"Really? Thank ya, Sayaka…" Kyoko grinned back in response before her expression changed into a curious one once Sayaka spoke again, following after the other girl as quick as she could.

"Yer gonna show me someone? Where are we goin’?" 

[melodiamjustitiae]

"My place, of course. She's staying there for a bit, so that's where I gotta take you." Sayaka nodded, dragging the redhead along as she headed for her own apartment. 

"Just wait, okay? You're gonna end up seeing her sooner or later anyway, I'm sure. Especially if you want my help." She said with a small laugh.

[melodiamjustitiae]

my realization remembered that kyo is a continuation of momosakuwa literally made me start spewing curse words out loud

[melodiamjustitiae]

melodiam is like me

happy and giddy to see stuffed animals for her birthday

[rosso--phantasma]

"I dunno how ta prepare for this though. This obviously has never happened ta me before so I have no idea…" Kyoko sighed, smiling lightly up at Sayaka in response to the pat on her shoulder before she grew quiet, mulling over the words that the other girl had directed towards her.  

"I think I…would like ya ta help me out with this whole process. I know I have my girlfriend with me ta help but…it would be nice ta have someone else there too ya know? That way I would feel better ‘bout the whole situation." 

[melodiamjustitiae]

"Friends are important. Especially supportive ones. I'll be one for you, okay?" Sayaka chuckled. "So you've got it. My help, that is." 

Thinking about it a moment, Sayaka then smiled, and motioned for Kyouko to follow her. "Come on, let's go. I wanna show you someone, okay?"

[melodiamjustitiae]

The only thing that reminded me my muses's fucking 18th birthday was FOUR days ago

[melodiamjustitiae]

As had happened last year, there was a birthday present waiting for Sayaka. Unlike last year, the blonde did not give it to Sayaka directly. Instead, it was waiting for her on her pillow. If she opened it, she would find three teddy bears colored red, blue and purple. In Kanji on the stomachs were written the names of Kyouko, Sayaka and Momo. The letter enclosed simply said, "Happy Birthday Sayaka-chan!"

"Oh?" A birthday present. Her birthday a few days ago had been...pretty silent, honestly. A quiet celebration, but she really didn't mind. She spent it with Kyoko and Momo, which was more than she could ask for. But seeing the gifts waiting on her pillow was a surprise. There's only one girl I know that would just leave presents around my room like that...

Picking up the gift, she opened it, taking out the contents within, examining each teddy bear, and then grinning at the letter with a chuckle. "Ah...heh, thanks Yuuri." She muttered to herself, before giving one of the teddy bears a soft pat on the head. 

[rosso--phantasma]

"Oh…That would explain a lot."

"Thank ya though. I’m just kinda nervous ‘bout all of this an havin’ the news get out makes it a bit worse. Though…I am pretty excited ‘bout this happenin’ even though I’m scared."

[melodiamjustitiae]

"Understandable....but, your girlfriend has very supportive parents, you know. I think you two will be fine...you just need to know what to prepare for, is all." Sayaka pat the girl's shoulder and nodded. "If you need any help, I can see what I can do? I know we don't talk to each other much, but you're still a Kyouko. I wanna help out if I can. Especially since I'm not exactly inexperienced in it by now."