Unsound

I am an ADULT

[menialmadness]

Call me Theon

I am 19(irl), please keep that in mind

He/him primarily

This a strictly 18+ side blog, RQ adjacent

Roleplay with me! (please)

I am pos/neutral about (almost) everything

Call me a poser or something, i'm not trying to be the staple of inclusivity here. This is for my own sake.

I am fine with just about any kind of transharmful or whatever UNLESS It's transn@zi, racists or anything like that. If you wanna hurt people do it properly.

My 'soft antis' (idgaf just don't talk to me about it k?)

pregnancy, discourse, Transabled, transage, any contact, scat or piss kinks, trace/rcta, Map/Aam

My actual DNI (please)

ALL Minors, racists, irl insecst(not fauxsecst), N@zi, zoos, bad faith, pro-contact

Just because it's on my DNI doesn't mean i automatically hate you. (except for racists and Nazis, i do hate you.)

This is a sideblog for the degen i want to keep off my main.

I'll fill my own shit out, eventually. For now

Sexuality: tm4m / tm4tm, geniace

Gender: masc

Relationship: single virgin degen /pos

MISC: anti contact, poly-questioning, Smiledog kin/ irl/ fictive maybe? whatever.

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I can't sleep :/

I want someone to tell me what to do. Like a poorly trained dog.

You make all the important decisions, but i still do my own stuff. Except for when i mess it all up again and have to come running back for my owner to help me.

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A small insight into my life. (No clue why the recording flipped like that.)

That is 14.8 days of Nyan Cat.

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Ohhh godz i juzt zpoke outloud nd it made mee real dizzy lozl

guezz i know who i am now. Didnt kno wthat waz pozzible lolz

I kno w imm not a frequent zpeaker irl but what tje fuck man

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Woof. Missing Jeff so bad rn... Fuckk

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I wanna be codependent so bad but unfortunately im so damn avoidant. Really i just need someone who won't mind starting the conversations.

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Everyday i get more and more confused about my identity. Well whatever, i'm plural but i've never claimed to be a system. Because i don't have much in common besides being more than one. I suppose I'm just fighting hate that doesn't exist. Woof.

Rant, vent? Idk i don't really care enough to put feelings to it. Woof.

I was an unstable kid who spent WAY too much time socially isolated. Unfortunately getting hit with the pandemic right after with the physical isolation did NOT help.

Oh, well. Maybe i pretended to have other people respond to the point i forgot they weren't supposed to be there. I didn't even know plurality or systems were a thing beyond DC's Two face, and Danganronpa's Toko Fukawa back then. And i didn't have an 'evil' alter ego, i just had me and hours of talking out loud to myself and answering myself.

Anyway, i don't mind being plural, honestly it makes it a lot easier to get through my life. But i don't really like how most plural spaces are automatically system spaces. This is no harm towards them, i understand why this happens. But i'm not an 'endo system' and i'm not faking DID. I am very glad i haven't had any trauma that would cause anything like that.

But i would be lying if i said i could stop if i wanted. I don't really believe in diagnosis, so i haven't really had a reason to bring it up to anyone. Although i'm known to be a rather 'weird' irl, so no one really looks too into my behavior.

I once paced in circles outside talking to myself for hours a day during one summer. My mother just told me to stop pacing because i looked like a prisoner, she never even said anything about sustained multi hour conversation/argument. I would've been around 11, because i transitioned to only talking like that in my head at around 12-13.

Ig i'm... Upset i'm not fucked up enough to be 100% sure about myself? I dunno, woof.

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My mother made corned beef today and it was so fucking good. But then i DROPPED IT! Like an idiot and my dog ate my fucking dinner again.

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Mild stalker behavior over here, spent so long looking at all the posts under the tag i forgot to post anything myself. Oops

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I passed my temps fuck yeah

One step closer

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My head feels fuzzy an not even in a good way

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Woof. someone should send me weird anon asks, please.i promise i won't bite

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H8 zhopping wanna go home already 😐

Wanna play guitar hero zo bad but we don't even have it irl.

didn't even get a rockstar 😒

We gettin pizza tho lolz

-🛹

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Aughghhh i have to take my driver permit test tomorrow

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Yes i do have a dni, while being anti-censorship. Its simple. I don't want to see it PERSONALLY, but i don't want censorship.

Does trace/rcta bother me a little, yes, but i don't i don't want everyone to ever post about it to be banned for the internet. I just don't want to see it.

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I need to call someone 'my lord' this needs to be a thing. Aughh...

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I love flags and i love terms so so much.

Yes girl, give me adjective flags! Give me partner terms and kin flags!

I think there should just be more flags.