Trapped Inside My Head

Shelby ♠ Ace ♠ Mentally Caged Ranter

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before i die i want to see the northern lights preferably with whoever my future person ends up being. if yr my soulmate pls start the itinerary

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I seriously want to die...

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So much for friends, you can post shit and like my pictures and yet you're "too busy" to text me....

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I'm sick of fucking everything I'm sick of being strong for two people and then getting shit on when I'm break I'm sick of getting anxiety every fucking day and no body fucking understanding what it does to me... I'm just fucking sick of it...

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I love how everyone is giving up on me

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glad i can ruin people’s nights....

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I feel like I'm being used and abused No one fucking listens and when they do, I get fucking criticized. I don't know why I even bother anymore. I just keep getting shit on, no matter what I do

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I feel really alone right now... I feel super anxious, like I'm going to throw up and I literally have no one to talk to...

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I make an effort to watch what you like, to like what you like Yet when it comes to stuff I like You don't like it, never seen it, never make an effort, or anything...

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I feel more alone than ever

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Always fucking alone Christmas without you New years without you Most likely valentine's without you Feb break without you Birthday without you What's next? Spring break without you Then summer without you And then basically never seeing you I got you something for christmas And now you don't even fucking need it. Perfect

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MBTI Types as Emoticons

INTJ: ಠ_ಠ ENTJ: (⌐■_■) INTP: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ENTP: (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻ INFJ: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ENFJ: ⊙ω⊙ INFP: (´･ω･`) ENFP: (✿◠‿◠) ISTJ: (ー_ー) ESTJ: (°ロ°)☝ ISFJ: (*///∇///*) ESFJ: (• ε •) ISTP: ¬_¬ ESTP: (ง •̀_•́)ง ISFP: (╥﹏╥) ESFP: (ノ・∀・)ノ

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I love how I'm supposed to spend time with a fucking friend over winter break but they can't be bothered to fucking text me their work schedule to plan something. Not only fucking that, I'm fucking sick so it wouldn't even fucking matter anyway. And then my fucking girlfriend and fucking stay up all night not only when she was with her ex but with one of her friends and then theres fucking me that has to fucking tell her to go to bed because she tells me she's tired. Because she tells me she doesn't feel good. Yet she fucking says she wants to talk to me Yeah if that was true you wouldn't say that you're tired or you don't feel good. I fucking sit through the pain to talk to you, I stay up as long as I can to talk to you until my body takes fucking over. But you have other people you can text. I fucking dont. I have fucking no one...

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I'm miserable And sick Physically As well as multiple things I'm sick of being ignored I'm sick of being treated like shit I'm sick of not having any friends I'm sick of fucking everything

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I sit on the other line, listening quietly I sit on the other line, crying silently We're together, but I feel so alone But I stay quiet, how could you have known I'm miserable, while you're cheerful You're laughing, while I'm tearful I tried to speak and stay engaged But it wasn't my place and I'm grateful you didn't see my face The tears coming out Because you'll ask, what's it about And I won't be able to say And will forever stay Mentally Caged

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I just want to be able to say No I'm not okay I feel like shit I want to cry But that would be selfish

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Life is so fucking hard You're in love with somebody But they're in love with someone else and you Meaning you're always second place You're always second best Even though that's not supposed to be the case, that's how life fucking goes Excuse me while I go cry some more