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2026 - the year of the crying selfie

there’s good things happening in my life. things that I have dreamed and journaled about, things that I wanted so, so much. but then there’s my mother and her diagnosis, as if that’s the price I need to pay for the other good things happening. I don’t want the good things, I never agreed to this trade off and I’ve kept my mother in my prayers just as many times as I did a roof over my head or a career. take those things back if I can have my mother back.

I can’t deal with loosing both women who raised me to the same illness

What is the lesson?

My mother doesn’t remember where I work anymore and I can tell she really tries to remember when we talk and it breaks my heart when she gets it right on her second guess

08:39. overwhelming sadness at the thought of my future children not meeting my mother.

how do I live with the fact everytime I see my mother it’ll be the last time seeing that version of her? everyday a little less of her. I wish I could go with her

Not sure there is a point in anything anymore, my future visions all completely overthrown

my mom got diagnosed with alzheimers and it’s been a very dark two weeks. I don’t see any sense in anything anymore. scared for what is to come. heartbroken for what has been and never will be anymore.

guys……… I’m excited - dare I say

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Death and the Maiden 1900 (detail)

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Church St Gertrud (1963-65) in Cologne, Germany, by Gottfried Böhm. Photo by Theresa Dietel.

I just accidentally reposted a random girls photo that one of my ex situationships is on to my instagram help

brisk morning walk after the connecting train from my morning commute was 20 minutes delayed, blessed to finally have a job where I don’t have to worry about getting there late because of reasons out of my control

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