MercysDespair

⚠️HORROR ARTIST⚠️ please view my page at your own discretion ! it’s not ALL I draw, but still 🩸🩸🩸 I make oc content, occasionally fandom stuff too

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rare oc art post because I haven’t done anything with any of my ocs for months now

live laugh love haruu

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I just finished watching death note good god

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still kaitoing it up

the animation is for a thing with my friend jacko’s fanloid, avett, who’s supposed to be kaito’s sister [I just haven’t animated her yet]

also some haku and dell stuff

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bluetoothing my period to anyone and everyone who reads this btw

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“mercy why do you keep trying to animate without using an animation program when you literally have + know how to use flipaclip” I DON’T FUCKING KNOW DUDE

anyways get ready for these two to duke it out [don’t have actual wips of what I’m animating yet because I only just started to plan stuff out earlier today, so take these old drawings of them that I never finished]

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I need to get back into corpse partying, all I’ve been doing for the past several months is vocaloposting

gimme something to draw that involves morishige or something I miss drawing my son

also if anyone knows how to make your own merch for things aside from printing and matting your own art, please lemme know what all I should make because corpse party doesn’t have jack [and I also just wanna make kaito vocaloid stuff because I have a favorite] preferably things I can hang on a wall or pin to a board because I’m a hardcore maximalist and want my bedroom walls to be filled with junk I adore, but any lil craft idea will do because I also have shelves I can set stuff on !

I’m not too good at crafts but that’s because I’ve never really taken the time to learn, and I’ve been thinking recently that I should really start learning because I’ve been on this planet for eighteen years and I’ve been partaking in oshikatsu for about five I wanna say I think ?? and I still don’t know how to make anything

on the topic of oshikatsu though, I’m hopefully getting a new kaito figure soon ! that one project diva prize figure for V1 kai, to go with my meiko one that I got a few years back [and if anyone knows good listings anywhere for 2016 christmas miku and transmitter rin also lemme know because I’m trying to complete some smaller sets before I continue trying to finish the wonderland miku line]

all vocaloids and vocal synths alike are my oshis, but mainly kaito [you’d think it’s mainly miku because of all the miku stuff I have but no, it’s just easiest to get my hands on miku stuff]

ANYWAYS SORRY FOR THE VOCALORANT ON A POST TGAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A CORPSE PARTYING POST any craft ideas are helpful !

btw corpse partygoers and vocalovers hmu with your yumeships I’ll draw them for free [or just your ships in general I love drawing ship art]

sorry Idek what I wanted to talk about in this post, I’m just saying shit

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ME WHEN MY AP LITERATURE TEACHER ADDS COMMENTS ON MY RESEARCH PAPER ROUGH DRAFT THAT ISN’T FINISHED BUT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE LAST WEEK ??????? SO I MIGHT BE TOTALLY FUCKED ?????????????

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just kiddinggggg I draw the rest of the characters I play too, not just kaito

again, these are all based off of the voca rp on ocsn

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hi tumblr I’m not dead actually

I can’t stop drawing this fuckass blue thing

everything but the gakukiyokai thing is based on my silly voca ocsn rp btw [gakukiyokai doodle is a ref to this one talkloid from 2010 called kaito, gakupo and kiyoteru went to karaoke]

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trying to get back into normalposting, so enjoy my doomed kinda-semi-toxic priest yaoi horror video

a few close-ups

I wasn’t kidding when I said this was made ENTIRELY on capcut btw, I drew each frame and several different effects on procreate and edited them all together myself because I was too lazy to open flipaclip for some reason

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more of the AISHIloids [that’s what we decided to call them]

CHIDORI belongs to my friend, pj

without the background being obnoxious

their logos

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I love when people reblog my posts, it makes me feel so special

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cooking up more CHIYO art, but she’s with her singing partner CHIDORI this time [who belongs to my friend pj ^_^]

this sketch took me a whole five fucking hours I cannot make this up, I literally drew the poses on paper Idk how it took me THAT LONG

anyways uuuhhhh if anyone knows how to make a fandom wiki, some help would be appreciated,,, I wanna make a fanloid wiki for these two SO BAD

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Here to bring in my two cents,,, The general disdain for Kizashige is less about the ship itself (although it might be one of the factors) and more about 1. how most shippers treated Mayu, and 2. how they all used to act around Mayushige shippers especially through 2020-2023, yknow? I'm guessing you know little about these two points, and all I know about them is through screenshots and fellow oomfs talking about their experiences. But from what I can gather, they couldn't even speak up their true feelings about Kizashige because the shippers (especially a certain artist who was super big in this fanbase) always took it as a personal attack. So yeah, I think it's a bit too late to try to be a mediator between these two fanbases, unfortunately...

you’re right, I didn’t really take that into account, but I should’ve

I’m still relatively new to this fandom, so I didn’t see any of the stuff that happened around then, but the fact stuff like that did happen doesn’t surprise me since the internet was just like evil during that time

most of the stuff I’ve seen about the discourse myself all has to do with both groups being like “you’re misunderstanding morishige’s character !!!” to each other [he’s my fav so no wonder I see that point more than anything else], which is why I made a lil tidbit about that

all I can really do is sit here and watch everyone fight like I’m a child of divorce while I make fan art for both parties and quietly hope I don’t get glares from either of them

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everymorning: i think im about to die. i think im going to die. im actually going to die. this is it. im going to die. im going to die immediately.

every single night: lock in. OK. Lock In. Change your Life. I love you. Lock in. This is going to be big. I’m going to change the world. Ready? I love you. Lock in. I have an idea. Lock in.

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I lied, I didn’t draw morishige

I randomly remembered during first period yesterday that I made a fanloid back in october that I designed like six different outfits for and then just never drew again, so I decided to give her some love

say hi to CHIYO, everyone ! ^_^

she’s part of a duo with my friend pj’s fanloid named chidori

render + flat colors without the background so you can see her better

close up of her lil logo

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felt bad as a kaito rper that the only thing I drew for his bday was a poorly made doodle of him and morishige, so I drew him for real for his second bday

I’ll probably make proper art of morishige tomorrow cause my shitty doodle was a disservice to them both

I really need to post my fully rendered art more often cause my entire page is just doodles at this point