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PERSONAL GROWTH ACCOUNT SINCE 2019

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[messyrsnc]

I'll prefer to destroy myself than letting it out and opening up to everyone

[messyrsnc]

That’s right. I destroyed myself, I crushed myself into pieces with my own thougths. Overthinking..

It made me reinvent me. 

Get to know myself more.

Heal from my deep wounds.

I made it through life, at a young age, Im proud of that

[messyrsnc]

You know that feeling when your crying in the middle of the night, you want to calm your mind, but something really triggers, when you can't fall asleep, and started thinking to yourself you want to die, your screaming inside that you need help, you need someone, i know it's hard, amd when you wake up, u ended up feeling so numb l, I and don't want to remember any of it

[messyrsnc]

My old self must be really tired, but, hey! we made it through life! you are alive! you can now feel things! I’m so happy for you, I am so happy for me.

We made a difference and i am glad for it, so glad.

Seeing this post made me feel alot of things, flashbacks are hitting right now, I love me! 

[messyrsnc]

why do it always feels like, when i read some positive quotes, it irritates me, it feels like, i don't get it, i can't relate, well, maybe it's because, that's only for the people who live their lives to the fullest and accomplished life problems, while i'm here stuck in my own..

[messyrsnc]

It’s been a few years since I opened this account, bc i forgot the password but Im here now again lol, It’s like seeing this account makes me feel a lot of emotions, Its like a diary to me lmaoo, I was depressed a few years ago and guess what? I made it! My choice to heal, my choice to trust the process became worth it! I feel good right now, I have a lot of improvements! Looking back at my past reblogs and posts made me really realize that I was a loner, who don’t have many friends, but i knew it doesn’t really matter, because all of my friends that I have few years ago, guess what? Non of them lasted and I knew that they were temporary. Now I’m happy and content with what I’m doing and I know a few cares about this post but I’m doing this for me anyway, and I hope to the ones who reads, I hope you got over with your challenges and made a better life with better problems, Stay safe and love yourself! 

[messyrsnc]

Can someone talk to me..

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[messyrsnc]

more what ifs at 2020, i've seen many positive twts on 2020 but i don't have the vibe of the good luck and stuffs

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yo does anyone else feel CONSTANTLY guilty? like you’ve always done something wrong but you don’t know what it is?

[why-am-i-even-on-here]

Yes, and I’ve spoken to my therapist about it, who offered an explanation:

She says that people who from a young age were made to feel like they kept doing things wrong - people who’s parents had impossibly high standards for them, people who were bullied, people who have special needs, people who didn’t develop crushes on the “right” people, people who didn’t act like the “right” gender - basically ended up being made to feel guilty so much that guilt became their default response to everything. Guilt became the emotional response to anything which the person didn’t already have a set emotion for.

People for whom guilt is the default emotional response are also more likely to have low self-esteem, doubt their own experiences, and experience impostor syndrome. So, watch out for that too guys

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Home Alone 2: Lost in New York (1992)

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[messyrsnc]

I can't handle it all out, i sometimes want to end this breathing life

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[messyrsnc]

a thing that will never leave me :)

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[messyrsnc]

Lol that's what "pain"ting was made for